Chapter 145: He is our morning light

If our love is not enough to warm you, then what about him? Can your own son be like a beam of light that illuminates your dark world - He Yansheng! 】

A wisp of leaves slowly drifted down, and a gust of wind blew in.

As if smiling, the girl in the photo has the same eyebrows and eyes, as if smiling and nodding.

Xu Baihang burst out laughing, a smile filled the corner of his eyes, with a hint of wetness, he couldn't tell whether he was happy or desperate.

He Yansheng didn't know what Xu Baihang said to Zhong Yu, and when he came down from the mountain, it was obvious that his mood was not as heavy as just now.

He is not a gossip person, and he is so concerned about Zhong Zixi.

Looking at Xu Baihang's appearance, He Yansheng did not say anything to comfort, he knew that this man was far more responsible than he thought, he didn't need comfort, he could live in his own world.

Fortunately, he and Zhong Zixi, at least his little girl loves him, as long as there is love, their story will never wither.

The little one was born in August, and I don't know if it was to answer the call or to fight for a chance to go to the first grade at the age of seven.

She had a long pain that night, and Zhong Zixi refused He Yansheng's escort, she didn't want this man to see her fragility and helplessness.

Other people's births are due to the parents of both sides and relatives, but Zhong Zixi is the only one waiting outside for childbirth.

He Yansheng knew that Zhong Zixi didn't want to see the He family, and he also didn't want to see the Xu family.

At this time, he didn't call anyone to come over to obstruct her eyes, since Zhong Yu's burial, Zhong Zixi has been emotionally unstable, and he didn't dare to indulge a little at all.

For this reason, after a long time, the little ancestor of the Xue family was talking about it for a long time.

said that she would simply cut off contact with everyone if she was not on good terms with someone, Zhong Zixi admitted that she was indeed such a person, and it was easy to anger a group of people because of one person.

At that time, she realized how many silent things this man had done in places she couldn't see, and his lack of explanation and complaint also turned into Zhong Zixi's guilt for a long, long time.

Finally, in the third hour of being pushed into the delivery room, Zhong Zixi gave birth to a boy, the name of which He Yansheng had already thought of.

When the nurse hugged the small and floppy little guy into He Yansheng's arms, the man was momentarily stunned.

This is his child, his and Zizi's child, the sense of belonging born from the blood connection, so secure, so careful that there is nowhere to put it.

The little guy's eyebrows and eyes are a little stiff, although he can't see who he looks like, but he is also very delicate.

The little mouth is fleshy, as if he is snorting something, and his nose is still a little soft.

Maybe he just left his mother's warm harbor, even though he still looks cramped and uneasy in his father's arms.

The little one's little hands curled up lightly and did not open, and wherever they were held, they were as soft as marshmallows.

Zhong Zixi had a spontaneous delivery, and the operation is still ongoing.

The nurse just took the child out first, and the Qin family has made great contributions to the medical career of Yuncheng for several generations, and it should be considered in many ways

At the beginning, the Qin family had a stake in the central hospital.

Coupled with the old man Qin's nostalgia, even if Qin Shou created his own hospital outside, he did not leave.

People who have spent their whole lives in Yuncheng Central Hospital when they are young are not willing to change places abruptly.

Qin Heyi's idea is simple, he has worked all his life, why should he change it if he doesn't see a doctor and save people?

Since Zhong Zixi became pregnant, Qin Shou has taken care of everything, and even today's operating room and ward have been booked a long time in advance.

He Yansheng knew that the doctors and nurses inside were the best obstetrics and gynecology doctors in Yuncheng, and Qin Shou himself was also sitting on the side to command.

But there was still a faint nervousness in his heart, and the nurse who came out with the child was so uneasy only when the father-to-be was too nervous to hold the child for the first time.

If He Yansheng was placed like this in normal times, everyone would not dare to approach easily.

Today, he always had a smile on his lips, his aura was all retracted, and he was gentle and not like words, and Dr. Qin specially explained that he wanted to take care of this Mr. He's emotions.

The nurse cautiously explained, "Mr. He, this is the first time to hold a child, right?" In fact, as long as you drag the child with both hands, it will not hurt him. The little guy is really skinny, just now Mrs. He gave birth to him in it, but it wasted a lot of strength. ”

Xu heard "Mrs. He", "Pi Shi", and "What a lot of effort".

He Yansheng lowered his head and glanced at the wrinkled little guy in his arms, and the disgust in his eyes was full of meaning.

The man only disliked it for a while, after all, he was a very important existence to maintain the relationship between him and Zizi in the future.

"Oh! You're mistaken, I'm just worried that my wife doesn't know how she's doing? ”

The little nurse was slightly embarrassed, Xu had never seen such a father-to-be.

Most of the men who are waiting outside are concerned about boys and girls in the first place? The second is to care about the health of the child? Wait until you have a certain conclusion before you think about pregnant women?

Ordinary people are like this, not to mention the He family in Yuncheng, at that time, the wedding was very high and fell heavily, and Yuncheng has always left a rumor that this new lady should be very unfavored in the He family, let alone loved by Mr. He.

It seems that the rumors are not entirely credible, and in such a cold place as the hospital, it can be said that we are used to seeing indifference and parting with life and death.

can be less attentive to pregnant women than to children, if this is not deep love, then is there still deep love in this world?

The little guy in his arms probably sensed his father's dislike, and the next second he directly opened his mouth and cried loudly.

The look was lively, saying, "Dad, don't you talk to other people's beautiful young ladies, Mom is still inside!" You're not going to be happy like a mother! And me, your own son will be unhappy too! Coax me! ”

He Yansheng didn't know whether he understood his son's micro-expression management, or understood his son's heart, or what reason, the father-to-be gently shook the person in his arms, and softly coaxed Wen Sheng to say in his ear.

"Good boy, when you were just born, you made a lot of trouble with your mother. Mom, it's hard for her to give birth to you for ten months, we are

Little manly man should be considerate of his mother! In the future, you and your father will be the armor in the He family, the armor that protects your mother, do you know? ”

The little guy seemed to understand He Yansheng's words, and he obediently closed his voice, lying lazily in He Yansheng's arms.

Zhong Zixi was pushed out of the ward half an hour later, and everything seemed fine except for the tiredness and weak breath.

Zhong Zixi never spoke that night, and He Yansheng kept watch over her in the ward all night.

She knew she didn't have the strength to argue with him now.

They are going to separate, but Zhong Zixi will no longer joke about his body.

When she gave birth, she was in pain, and every bone seemed to be reborn as if she was quenching her bones.

If she had thought about not wanting this child or leaving the child to He Yansheng before, then at that moment she firmly thought about taking her child with her.

No matter how difficult it is, when you are pregnant in October, the feeling of mother-child connection is too strong.

It's just that now she doesn't have the economic foundation to take care of her children, she can endure hardships, and she can live a life that can't be stable for a while.

But the child is still young, and she will not let the child follow her to live a life without a fixed place.

The He family, the Xu family, and the people who framed the Zhong family, Zhong Zixi will avenge these grievances by herself, and she will also raise her children by herself.

The premise is that she has to be strong, and she doesn't have any of that now.

Even though she knew that the newborn child should live best with her mother, she could not take him with herself.

On the third day of Zhong Zixi's mental recovery, she picked up a tissue after eating and wiped her mouth seriously.

Every movement is extremely elegant, and it is the most generous gesture of a woman. A woman's beauty, rigidity and softness, that kind of comfort and relief are the most decent.

Zhong Zixi has always been such an existence in He Yansheng's heart, with her by her side in everything, the comfort that lasts to the limbs is the most relaxed state for He Yansheng.

In the past three days, she has not mentioned seeing the child, and He Yansheng has not forced her to see the child.

This deformed way of getting along with each other is always not salty, and the two of them seem to have adapted to it, but he knows that everything is just what it seems.

How stubborn she is, husband and wife, and having known each other for many years, where would he not understand.

This road of walking together is finally coming to an end.

He Yansheng's smile was faint, and the lily that bloomed at night on his lips was instantly stunning to the extreme, and then the Xiao Se devoured the whole him in the endless night.

Zhong Zixi lowered his eyes slightly, and opened his mouth lightly. "He Yansheng, let's separate!"

Zhong Zixi didn't use the word divorce anymore, maybe because he had given birth to a child. Now Zhong Zixi is more kind and gentle than she was at the beginning.

People are slowly reconciled with themselves, she has her own life to go, and He Yansheng also has his.

Maybe this man will get married and have children in the future and have his own happy family, and all that awaits Zhong Zixi in the future is a passionate struggle.

So she didn't want to put her sharpness in front of each other again,

If separation is the end, she hopes that the front of this end will at least be good!

He Yansheng froze when he heard the movement, and then packed up the lunch box and table in his hand as usual, as if the person who was talking to him just now was not talking to him.

After packing everything up, He Yansheng pulled over the chair and sat quietly in front of Zhong Zixi. The man's legs were naturally spread out, and his back leaned back against the chair, and the tiredness between his eyebrows was palpable.

Zhong Zixi knows that he never takes care of him under the pretense of being taken care of these days, and it is indeed very hard.

She didn't ask how the child was, nor did she ask how he planned to do in the future, how to take care of the child?

Why bother asking about a winner or loser if you don't know anything about each other? In the end, only each other was embarrassed.

Both of them are masters of keeping silent, and as long as they both want to, neither of them can speak first.

The quieter the room, the more you can hear each other's quiet voices, and in the end, only the occasional heartbeat remains.

The sunlight outside the window is very quiet, with a unique afternoon comfort, such time should be happy, enjoyable, and calm, but it should not be this kind of stagnant water and gentle calm.

(End of chapter)