[But who has not had a few times, desperate disputes; Learn to point until you are separated; I'm a little painful but I can still bear it, do I love you, I'm still a little talented; Maybe I'm too serious, you're not a bad person anymore - Xue Zhiqian! 】

Sometimes, there are two distant birds flying and docking by the window, gazing into the distance, maybe there is a lover in the distance or a dream in the distance. Whatever it is, it's a pursuit.

Zhong Zixi closed her eyes shallowly, unlike her current pursuits, which are full of utilitarianism.

At that time, Zhong Zixi only thought that He Yansheng couldn't compare to her, but she never wanted to think about the reason, she didn't want to think about it too much, and would rather live a heartless life.

A shallow sigh fell on the mouth of the heart, a little heavy, a little slightly blocked.

Just as the wine cork is against the mouth of the bottle, the red wine will not flow easily.

"Zizi, it's been three days since the child was born, and you haven't mentioned that you want to see him? Didn't ask me what his name was? Don't even care if it's a man or a woman? Are our children really so disgusted by you? ”

He Yansheng's questioning tone was very light, as if he was just gossiping with her.

But she knew that she really broke this man's heart.

The child he was looking forward to with joy had become a burden in Zhong Zixi's eyes, and no man could afford to ignore it.

Zhong Zixi gently closed her eyes, all her reluctance and nostalgia were washed away vigorously, and what passed away was the existence she cared about.

She smiled slightly, and even the way she spoke became that gentle Zhong Zixi.

This time He Yansheng really understood, the light in her eyes when she looked at him, the smiling expression, and the posture of her daughter's family were gone.

The current He Yansheng is really just a stranger to Zhong Zixi, and he can't make a ripple.

A lot of things have really changed, and it's not like he can stay in this spring by blindly forcing it.

The cold winter is gone, but their spring is also left in that cold winter, leaving each other only alienated and cold.

The feeling of a knife stirring your heart, that's it! Heavy oppression, stuffy annoying.

Because she will no longer be sharp at him, as soon as Zhong Zixi opens her mouth, she is the one who closes her heart to everyone and speaks softly.

It is impossible for them to survive in such an environment in the future, and sooner or later this mask will not be removed after a long time......

"He Yansheng, we really can't go on like this, I won't look at the child, and I won't ask you anything about the child, because I will be reluctant. You have what you care about, I have too, we have each other's bottom line and things to protect, and I can't accept your favor with peace of mind or pretend that nothing has happened. Just as you can't ignore my indifference, let it go! It's good for each other, isn't it? ”

There are many reasons why love can't go on in the end, some people because of betrayal, some people because of fame and fortune, some people because of change of heart, and some people because they don't love.

She didn't know which one she and He Yansheng could define into, but it seemed that no matter which one it was, they couldn't go on.

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Yan Sheng raised his hand to untie the cuffs of his shirt and casually pulled the cuffs to his wrists.

He has always liked silver-gray shirts, this man's temperament is cold and depressed, and the silver-gray color with his yin temperament itself makes people feel unpredictable about it.

Just like at this time, Zhong Zixi couldn't see through what he was hesitating about, and He Yansheng disdained it, if he said that he was reluctant to give up on her, Zhong Zixi didn't believe it.

There was a vague heart under his indifferent mood that made her become defensive, maybe her uneasy expression was too obvious, He Yansheng smiled softly and with a little helplessness.

"Hmmm! I don't even know when my Azusa started to get better and better at eloquence. I admit that you persuaded me, I can agree to separate, but the premise must be after your confinement is over, Qin Shou said that you are weak during pregnancy, and you must take good care of it to raise your foundation back. ”

Zhong Zixi was just about to say that she could take care of herself, but the man smiled and interrupted her with a big push that she didn't have a chance to say.

"Zizi, don't tell me you can, I know you can, but I don't think you can. Or that whoever takes care of you is not as safe as me taking care of you myself, so even if you are punished, you have to put up with me for another month, don't let me worry, okay? Otherwise, don't mind backsliding! ”

Zhong Zixi probably has never seen such an unreasonable and nonsensical He Yansheng, and he has the impression that this man has always been a breezy and bright gentleman.

I haven't seen her so smart for a long time, and He Yansheng, who watched it, couldn't help but feel hot in his heart, and subconsciously raised his hands to pinch her face.

He Yansheng, who seemed to think of something, stiffened and maintained his original immobile posture in place, and smiled astringently.

He explained, "I promise, as long as you don't refuse, I promise you." ”

He Yansheng didn't want to see the lifeless and energetic Zhong Zixi again, if he could make her reborn, he was willing, really willing.

It's just a matter of waiting, it's all her in my heart, so what's there to wait.

Zhong Zixi stared at He Yansheng in a daze, unable to say anything for a long time. It seems that this man promised so happily that she would be unhappy.

What the hell am I unhappy for? Lose? Disappointed? Extrication? Helpless? Still reluctant?

Zhong Zixi admitted that she was hypocritical, and when he didn't agree, she made trouble with him, and after she agreed, she felt that he agreed too happily.

The discomfort and unwillingness in her heart were repeatedly stirring her pathetic self-esteem.

Zhong Zixi knew that he was sick and not lightly, and now he felt that he had become terrible and unpredictable.

She just said a faint "um" and stopped talking, He Yansheng looked at her awkwardness, and her gloomy mood was much better.

"Azusa."

The man called her name softly, as if gossiping.

Zhong Zixi continued to "hum" listlessly.

The husband and wife's understanding of her is no longer superficial, but He Yansheng will not mind, and he is still talking to himself.

"I'll give it to us

The son married a son named He Youchen, and Chen's heart came to Ziyan, and Chen was also known as Chenguang. When Nurse Azusa carried the child to me, my arms warmed his world like sunshine, and it was the only direction that illuminated his warmth. ”

Zhong Zixi's originally bright eyes became obscure because of He Yansheng's words.

He only thought that she was still mindful of the past, so he continued to talk to himself.

"Since we can't warm you in your heart, I hope that our children can also continue our love like sunshine and warm your dry world, okay?"

The man's affectionate eyes reflected her figure, but for some reason she felt extremely ironic.

The moment Zhong Zixi looked up, her eyes were dazed, as if she had heard a funny joke, and it seemed that some kind of helplessness really hurt her.

There is a shallow layer of mist under the eyes, and even the people are not so clear.

She raised her hand and gently wiped the mist from her eyes with a wide hospital gown, and coughed lightly. The smile is even more indifferent, and the ethereal tone in his tone makes people feel distressed.

"He Yansheng, do you men like to pin their beautiful expectations for the future on their children? At this point, you and Xu Baihang are really like the same untrustworthy and hypocritical. ”

He Yansheng sat here lightly from beginning to end, his fingers tapping on his legs very regularly.

Now when he hears such words, he won't frown, it turns out that a person is hurt to the extreme by the person he loves, and his emotions and mood can really become insensitive.

He Yansheng chuckled and didn't explain, no matter how much he said about the explanation he didn't believe, it was useless, and He Yansheng didn't want to exacerbate Zhong Zixi's dislike for him.

"Zizi, you hate me, but please don't tease your own body, okay? Crying during confinement is bad for your eyes. ”

"Do you care? You don't even care about me as a person, you still care about my eyes? How can you pretend to be so indifferent? ”

Zhong Zixi asked sharply, whenever she persuaded herself to control herself and not to be so bitter.

It's like there's a monster in the body that will suddenly run out, and then roar indiscriminately.

After venting, Zhong Zixi would become unusually silent, and every time He Yansheng would make her a glass of lemon honey water, and sit quietly and stare at her.

The roles they play this month are very strange, husband and wife are not like husband and wife, but the employment relationship does not meet the conditions of employment and employment.

Every time she saw He Yansheng's face, Zhong Zixi would be uneasy, and she would think of the violent cry of the child on the day she gave birth.

During the confinement period, she will easily be anxious, and when she thinks of the guilt and torture of the child, the irritability will hit her twice.

It was a helplessness that she wanted to see but couldn't, which forced her to be deeply conflicted. There is not a day that is not spent in fear, and I am even more reluctant to watch it.

The repetition of emotions made her tired, although every time He Yansheng would change ways to strengthen her nutrition, her weight was still there

It's in a straight line.

The feeling of burnout made her more and more suspicious and sensitive, and she became more and more tired easily, and she fell asleep most of the time except for necessary activities and meal times every day.

Seeing Zhong Zixi like this, He Yansheng was very distressed in his heart, except for the necessary contact, he tried not to appear in front of her.

Even if she misses, she will try her best to restrain herself, and for He Yansheng now, the most important thing is that she can live healthily.

Every day, except for different nurses and Qin Shou who take turns to accompany Zhong Zixi and chat with her to relieve her boredom, the rest of the time tries to let her rest.

The mother who has just given birth needs to rest, coupled with Zhong Zixi's silence, the nurses deliberately avoid mentioning a lot of words whenever they get along.

Qin Shou turned the pages of the dozen medical reports in his hand repeatedly, facing the big Buddha in front of him and the air pressure that continued to fall.

Doctor Qin really didn't have the heart to work hard, and the words on the report jumped from time to time as if he could jump, and every now and then he couldn't resist.

(End of chapter)