At noon, I returned home with Tang Lan...... Mom and Dad are actually ...... The atmosphere is weird.

"Come back, let's eat, and see what has been done for you?" Mom walked out of the kitchen with a happy face, and I subconsciously glanced at the dining table, which was full of the dishes that my brother and I liked to eat, as well as corn soup...... I like my mother's corn soup very much, although it is a very simple soup, but in the restaurant I just can't eat the taste of my mother's cooking, my mother is not very sweet, the corn kernels are sinking at the bottom of the bowl, so every time I hold the soup, I stretch the soup spoon to the end and then fish it up, there is always a visible number of corn kernels in my bowl, and then the father who finally serves the soup will always complain that the corn kernels are filled by me, at this time my mother will laugh at him, I will also stick out my tongue and say: "Who told you not to come out early to eat, slightly~"

But now...... Looking at the food on the table, I suddenly lost any appetite, but I didn't want to spoil my mother's mood, although I didn't know whether to pretend to be happy or really happy...... So I hurriedly sat down on the table, looked at my dad sitting on the sofa with a serious face, and I shouted, "Dad, it's time to eat." ”

Dad put away the phone, didn't squeak, sat at the dining table, his mouth pursed into a line, and it seemed that he was in a bad mood, at least, not as good as Mom......

Mom looked at her father's appearance, and said with a cold face: "Look at you like that, who will you show to the dead." ”

Dad put down his chopsticks: "I'd like to stay here?" ”

I chewed the rice in my mouth one by one, and didn't dare to look up, why didn't they quarrel again after two sentences...... Tang Lan on the side ate by himself and didn't speak.

I poked Tang Lan: "Brother......"

He didn't respond to me, and said in a low voice, "Eat." ”

After eating, Dad went to help Mom clean the dishes, and if they hadn't quarreled just now, I might now believe that they have reconciled.

I hurried to the bedroom, and the harmony of the low pressure outside really made me wonder, I still live together after a divorce? Why? Thinking about it and thinking about it can't help but give me a glimmer of hope, maybe...... They regret it when they go to get divorced, and it's no different from the usual petty fights.

After giving myself a reassuring pill, I slept well at noon.

On the way to school, I asked Tang Lan: "Brother, I always feel that my parents are different from before." ”

Tang Lan held ice cream in his mouth and said casually: "Haven't they always been like this?" "It's just that you didn't know it all along.

I nodded "oh", looked at the popsicle in his hand, and felt cold: "It's November now, and you're still eating so cold?" ”

"I'm used to eating cold things." Saying that, he also glanced at me, the meaning is very clear, I can understand his habits, listen to his parents say that when he was a child, he drank cold milk powder in the refrigerator at his uncle and aunt's house, that should be a memory that he doesn't want to remember, after all, there are no blood relatives around, very helpless...... There was distress in his eyes unconsciously, and after Tang Lan noticed it, he said with a face of refusal: "Don't look at me with such eyes, I don't realize how miserable I used to be, it's all my parents' own imagination, uncles and aunts are very good to me, where children drink cold milk powder when they are young, it's just a habit." ”

Da Bingshan actually said so many words, tsk, it's really rare, if you don't buy it, isn't it too shameful to give him face, so I whispered "um".

Later, I learned that Tang Lan's childhood really left a lot of unpleasantness, but these parents didn't know, and he didn't talk about anyone, if it wasn't for it......

It turns out that no one lives easily, they all hide their most humble side to face the daytime of this world, and the reason why there is no light at night and even sometimes even the moon is hidden, probably to give the world a breathing space, a time to take off the mask, a time to rest, a chance to lick the wounds, and heal the scars.

Schools –

"Coco, are you in a bad mood?" Xia Youhe leaned over to my place during recess and asked.

I was making up for my math homework that I didn't write yesterday, and I said perfunctorily, "What? Your male god didn't come in the afternoon, so you came to me for fun? ”

Xia Youhe twitched the corners of his mouth and said, "Tang Xiaodao, you are really heart-piercing. ”

"Oh? How did I not know that I had this nickname? ”

"What are you writing about?" Ignoring my words, she asked.

"See for yourself."

Xia Youhe saw the mathematical symbols under the tip of my pen, and he didn't even think about it, and he didn't even see that she had done these problems, so he gasped and ran away, fortunately...... This way I don't need to explain anything, so I don't have to worry about it!

After making up three recesses, I finally caught up with yesterday's class, and when school ended, Su Moqian appeared in front of me, picked up my schoolbag and walked out the door without my consent, I quickly chased out: "Hey, what are you doing?" ”

"Su Moqian! You wait for me. ”

Jing Yao looked at us who disappeared at the door with a thoughtful expression, looked at the big question mark on his face, sighed helplessly, and thought, "Squad leader...... You're really bad for me. ”

Su Moqian deliberately didn't go fast when he got out of the door, so I trotted over and quickly caught up, snatched my schoolbag from him, and said, "What are you doing." ”

"Follow me." He grabbed the bag strap I was carrying, and almost dragged me to the playground, it felt really uncomfortable to be dragged along, I shook off his hand, and said impatiently, "What the hell are you going to do!" ”

"Did I mess with you?"

I was packing my school bag, and when he asked rhetorically, I looked up at him and said, "Do I look like I'm mad at you?" ”

Su Moqian shrugged his shoulders and said, "Well, after all, you felt very gloomy this morning, and you didn't want to respond to me when I asked you between classes." ”

I was laughed at by him, and I really didn't know what he was thinking about his child-like conversation: "Are people who can read psychology so sensitive?" Why am I angry, you are very inexplicable, and even if I am angry with you, it is my own business, and you are too lenient in your affairs. ”

Su Moqian squinted his eyes slightly, there was a chill between his eyebrows, I stepped back, feeling that he would do something terrible in the next second, but soon, the chill disappeared, he turned around and walked out of the playground, and we had no communication.

As I walked home, I suddenly wondered if I was overdoing it...... Thinking about it, I walked home... Open the door, mom and dad sat on the sofa watching TV, I was surprised to look at their backs, it was extraordinarily harmonious, the sound of me opening the door alarmed them, they looked at me together, mom looked at me with a smile, her eyes were crooked, dad also looked at me, although there was no smile, but it didn't feel as cold as at noon today, there was no heating in November, but I felt that the temperature at home was warm......

I put down my bag and walked to the table, and my dad turned off the TV and walked to the table, and we gathered around for dinner......

This atmosphere lasted for more than half a month...... The harmonious family atmosphere makes me crazy to absorb such warmth...... Because even if it was the same as before...... It's been a long time since my dad has sat in front of my bed and talked, and my mom hasn't spoken to me in such a gentle tone for a long time, and whether I'm wrong or not, I've never heard impatience in her tone again...... I love a home like this.

21 days can form a habit that is enough to cover up a bloody truth...... People are always like this, giving up when they are about to succeed and betraying when they are about to believe.

The night before dawn is the darkest, and the arrival of dawn has time as a criterion, but we don't have ...... Every thing we encounter, we never know if it's the last thing...... Because they don't know the ending, many people are uneasy, anxious, and even collapsed on the way to find the dawn......

We face loneliness, we face fear, we face separation, we face illusions...... This layer upon layer of illusion is so beautiful that I don't want to peel my eyes out...... I was immersed in such a world, and I couldn't help myself...... Until......