torture
There were only my brother and me in the deserted living room, and I was very sensible not to ask why my parents were not at home, and Tang Lan didn't say anything......
"There's no one at home at night, and if you're afraid, I'll sleep in the living room." Tang Lan looked at me and said worriedly.
I understood his concern, so I smiled hard: "It's okay, I've grown up, and I'm not scared anymore." ”
Tang Lan glanced at me, didn't make a sound, and pretended not to care and said, "They'll be back tomorrow." ”
I nodded and said, "Hmm." ”
There are a lot of homework assignments today, I don't want to write, I don't want to study, it's very annoying and messy. I've always wondered why Mom and Dad divorced, but why is it so serious if you just lose your temper? Or has it been a grudge for a long time? Why did I never pay attention to it, and thought that our family could be so noisy forever, but I didn't expect it...... These have all turned into bubbles.
I couldn't sleep at night, thirsty, unusually thirsty, it turned out that I hadn't drunk a sip of water all night, and I wanted to go out and pour some water to drink......
The living room is pitch black... I didn't dare to go, so I didn't dare to get out of bed, thinking that I wouldn't be thirsty when I fell asleep, but the more I thought about it, the more difficult it was to sleep, so I got up and opened the door, and looked carefully at the window of the room, the moonlight was sprinkled in front of the window, reflected on the floor, and inadvertently saw Tang Lan lying on the sofa...... Mom is not at home, and the water in the thermos cup looks like it is a few degrees below zero......
Tang Lan was not awakened by my movements, I drank water and tiptoed back to the bedroom. In the living room...... In the dark, Tang Lan opened his eyes and looked at the bedroom worriedly, and he had no sleep all night.
I didn't fall asleep until about four o'clock in the morning, and it was quite difficult to get up the next day, and Tang Lan called me three times before I sat up completely from the bed. Yawning and walking to the table, looking at the breakfast on the table, I was surprised once more, how did he do it, the breakfast on this table, and my favorite meat bun......
I looked at Tang Lan, who was still serving juice, and asked, "You went out to buy it?" ”
Tang Lan gave me a blank look: "Don't eat?" ”
I gasped, sat down in my chair and said, "Eat." ”
This meat bun tastes really similar to my mother's cooking, tears forced into the corners of my eyes, and I was suffocated back alive, lowering my head and not daring Tang Lan to see my eyes.
"So unpalatable? Are you going to cry when you are so unpalatable? ”
"Huh." I thought to myself, what a merciless exposé of my shortcomings......
At the end of the meal, I was immersed in sadness, worried about when my mother would come back, and worried about where my father had gone...... By the way, my homework, it seems...... Haven't written it yet.
...... in school
"Squad leader...... Are you not handing it in? "The school committee stayed at my desk for a long time, and he refused to leave, he was waiting for me to do my homework...... But where am I in the mood to think now, so I looked up at him: "You pay it first, I'll hand it over later." ”
Su Moqian heard the voice of the class representative, came from the front row, sat down at my desk, and asked, "The dark circles under your eyes are so heavy?" ”
I didn't look up at him, and said perfunctorily, "I didn't sleep well." ”
Su Moqian felt that my mood was wrong, and he wanted to say something more, but when he saw that I was lowering his eyes, he didn't ask.
I couldn't stand sleepiness, I slept on the table all morning, Xu Qijin has been helping me watch the wind, as soon as the teacher came, he patted me on the shoulder, and I didn't sleep well all morning, and when it came to the last class, math class...... I was also a little nervous about whether the math teacher would call my name, because every day the school committee would record the names of the students who did not write homework, which was specifically requested by the math teacher, and during class, the teacher would specifically name and criticize, so I quietly waited for myself to be criticized...... Until the end, I didn't hear my name appear in the teacher's mouth, I felt a little confused, turned to look at the school committee behind me, ah~ If I'm not mistaken...... His name is He Xufeng.
"You ......"
He Xufeng looked up at me and said, "Don't take it as an example." ”
Although I glanced at him gratefully, I thought to myself, "Will I care about this in the future......
When I heard the bell for the end of class, I had the feeling that I didn't know where to go...... Where to go back? Home......
I never know what the trough looks like if I haven't tried it...... Probably just look up and don't see the starlight, and look down at the abyss.