Chapter 132: I'm Sorry, I Don't Want to Owe You

[The child should be born in a happy family, and she is the one who has experienced the pain of the original family. She doesn't want her child to taste the same hurt again, so, I'm sorry child, I don't want to owe you - Zhong Zixi! 】

"My surname is Zhong, you can call me Miss Zhong, I want to know where this is? And why am I here? ”

Zhong Zixi tried his best to control his voice, so that his voice was not so shaky, and his voice sounded calmer.

She knew that these were the people He Yansheng sent to spy on her, but they were only taking money and salaries to do things, so Zhong Zixi didn't want to start a head-on conflict with them.

She can't help herself as a party, let alone these innocent people.

The two looked at each other, and one of them took the initiative to explain.

"Miss Zhong, this is Yunshan Villa, because you are pregnant, we received a notice from Mr. He to accompany you here and take care of you."

"Pregnant?"

The three words were like a thunderclap, and Zhong Zixi's body shook as soon as she exploded, and she took two steps backwards and sat straight on the bed. The face is pale, like a thick layer of powder in a TV series.

If you go to act in a horror drama with this look, it is estimated that you can even save makeup.

A servant hurriedly stepped forward and supported Zhong Zixi's body, and the other brought up the red bean porridge sprinkled with sugar that had been prepared in advance.

The emotions that have been controlled are constantly fermenting and eating away at her heart, so this bowl of red bean porridge sprinkled with sugar is undoubtedly the strongest fuse, which directly makes all her bottom lines and cognitions be wiped out at this moment.

White sugar red bean porridge is Zhong Zixi's favorite, when she was in a bad mood, Zhong Yu loved to cook this for her to drink, for so many years, this is not only a bowl of porridge, but also Zhong Yu's maternal love poured into her.

Is He Yansheng deliberately disgusting her and reminding her? Knowing that she couldn't see this the most, he tore open her wound over and over again and let it fester.

Or is she reminding her that she is now a mother, and she must love her children as Zhong Yu loved her back then?

"Kid? Hehe......"

Zhong Zixi laughed softly, and the sarcasm in her eyes was sharp like a sharp sword, with all her anger and burning.

She slowly raised her hand and put her hands on her lower abdomen, and her ten fingers firmly grasped the position of her lower abdomen, and hatred grew wildly.

The cramping sensation that pierced her heart swept through her organs, making her sober and soberly recognize her own stupidity.

"Miss Zhong, let's drink porridge first!"

The ruthlessness that burst out of her eyes made her face hideous, and her whole person was sharp and terrifying.

Zhong Zixi raised his hand to knock over the red bean porridge in front of him, and the sound of the porcelain bowl falling to the ground made a violent sound, which fell heavily on everyone's hearts.

The white sugar and red bean porridge fell all over the house, and Zhong Zixi's sudden move made both of them a little dazed.

"Husband, oh, no. Miss Zhong, you, you're not hot, are you? ”

Her eyes focused on a large area of disgust, filled with water vapor, and she glared at the two people in front of her angrily, and her tone was like a sharp sword quenched from cold ice that could not be ignored.

"What about He Yansheng? Where is he, he made you disgust me, didn't he? ”

The maid shuddered and hurriedly explained, "No, it's Dr. Qin who said that you are not easy to eat too hard food when you wake up, it will be bad for your health, and it has nothing to do with Mr." ”

"Nothing to do with him, nothing to do with him? said, how much benefit did He Yansheng give you, so that you were so willing to help her say good things while working for him. ”

The cold voice and resolute eyes made her hate and resent.

"Yunshan Villa, hahaha, it turns out that this man has a premeditated plan."

Zhong Zixi felt a desperate sorrow in his heart, "He Yansheng, if you had planned it beforehand, if you had thought about using me from the beginning, why did you stick a knife in my heart after giving me tenderness." I'm human too, and I'm going to hurt too! ’

She closed her eyes in despair, maybe it shouldn't have been there in the first place. Since the beginning is up to him, it's up to her to end the end! Unblessed marriages and children will not be happy even if they are born.

Suddenly, she became calm, just looked at the two people in front of her, the corners of her mouth rose slightly, the light under her eyes was soft, and the moon-washed night light sank into a coolness, and she gently opened her mouth and comforted softly.

"I'm sorry, my emotions just scared you, didn't they? I'm sorry! ”

"No, it's okay, Miss Zhong, let's prepare a red bean porridge for you again, can you moisten your stomach first?" The servant asked cautiously.

"Okay, please help me prepare two more oranges and a fruit knife, the person who has just woken up has no appetite, I want to eat some fresh fruit, can you?"

Outsiders look at her as quiet and cold, but in fact she is warm and soft.

Generally, few people can refuse Zhong Zixi's request, and the two servants only thought that she had figured it out, and the look on her was not as excited as just now.

The two of them, who did not suspect it, quickly went downstairs and brought a bowl of hot red bean porridge with white sugar and two fresh oranges and a fruit knife.

Zhong Zixi thanked him politely and spoke softly.

"Go out first! I want to be alone for a while. ”

The two of them looked embarrassed, and Mr. He specially instructed them to take good care of their wives. Wouldn't it be bad to let her stay in there alone, not to mention that the fruit knife on the table was really an eyesore.

After thinking about it again and again, one of them asked weakly, "That, Miss Zhong, you shouldn't be in good spirits when you just woke up, or we will help you cut the fruit well, and it will be more convenient for you to eat it." ”

The beauty is angry and probably has a unique sharpness between a smile and a smile, which makes people dare not disobey.

Zhong Zixi chuckled, the contempt in his eyes was very obvious, his eyes were slightly clenched, and his red lips moved slightly.

"What, did you Mr. He explain that you want to restrict my free activities? Or do I not even have the right to eat a piece of fruit? ”

Her voice was not loud, her tone of questioning was soft, and her anger was obvious.

The two hurriedly apologized, "No, I'm sorry, Miss Zhong, we didn't mean that." We just want to make it more convenient for you, since Miss Zhong wants to cut it herself, we won't disturb you to rest,

Miss Chung can call us at any time if she needs anything. ”

After speaking, the two quietly exited the master bedroom, leaving her alone in a huge room. The cold of the emptiness greeted him, but the smile bloomed in the air for no reason, like a broken dried flower that was intimidating.

The beginning and the end are the cycle of life. Just as there is no sound when you come, there should be no news when you go.

Calm in the seamless struggle and loneliness is the most courageous, the sun outside the window is very good, and the warm winter sun sweeping over the body should be overflowing with happiness.

Maybe this is the last time I watched it, and some things are very dull to look at day after day.

When you know that this is the last time, you will feel infinite sorrow.

The fruit knife is very bright, and it is not difficult to see how serious they are in their work, serious life, and serious love of life.

The moment her hand was on her abdomen, her heart was at peace. It was just a slight twitch in the abdomen, as if it was a kind of hidden knowledge.

"Baby, I'm sorry, I'm not a good mother. If you know that your existence is a hurt, if you know that the only thing that awaits you in this world is endless pain, if you know that the original family is a kind of sorrow. Will you regret it years from now? Will you stand in front of me and complain, why should I let you be born in a healthy, loving environment to thrive with you? ”

When she calmed down, she chattered a lot, and there were many things she wanted to say, happy, desperate, hopeful, and missing, all of which she wanted to say.

Even if you know that he (she) doesn't know, but you just want to talk to him (her) in a rambling way.

The adoptive child knew the kindness of his parents, Zhong Zixi somewhat understood why Zhong Yu repeatedly told her for so long before she got married, it turned out that she was too relieved.

Zhong Zixi's fingers were placed on her abdomen, the magnetic brilliance of maternal love was very strong, and her hand touched and touched it very lightly.

It's like communicating with him (her) smoothly.

"So, if there is an afterlife, don't choose me as a mother, okay? I have had too many obstacles in my life, I can't get rid of what others owe me, and I can't afford to ask for what others owe me, you see how cowardly your mother is. If you can sense it and know that a mother like me is also the sorrow of your life, so I don't harm you, and you don't owe me? We'll just offset the two. ”

There was a slight tremor in the raised hand, and the grief was greater than the death of the heart, probably this is the feeling! In addition to freeing herself, she can't think of a better way out, and the sentence "I'm sorry" has always lingered in her heart, but she can't say anything.

"What about me? Who will pay my debt? ”

The door was kicked open with a violent thud, and the tall figure of the man appeared in the doorway, a palpable sense of injury and resolute lines.

The man's sword eyebrows frowned, and the fierceness and anger under his eyes burned the indifference around him, and at this moment, the peach blossom eyes were no longer a representative of the evil spirit, and it turned out that the anger to the extreme was a kind of such enchantment.

He Yansheng's face against the light was surging in the half-light and half-darkness, his thin lips were pursed, and his lip line was illuminated very much

It's clear.

A decent silver-gray haute clay suit, and the priceless watch on the wrist can more and more set off the man's indifferent temperament and clear temperament.

It's really hard to believe that at this time, Zhong Zixi is still in the mood to sit here and admire his appearance and dress, this man is really good-looking, how can she be reluctant?

When the longing and hatred in his eyes are intertwined, it will seem very contradictory, and she picks up the fruit knife in front of him in a fit of anger.

He Yansheng strode towards her side, just a foot away from her, and she opened her mouth shallowly with a certain indifferent determination in her expression.

"Don't come here."

He looked like he had just arrived at some negotiating table, as if he had walked from the door of the conference room to the main seat when they first met.

Sitting down in all directions, he sat down casually and lazily, and even his walking steps and movements that day seemed to carry the wind, and the air was full of the smell of agarwood incense.

It's not strong, it's a burst of fragrance.

(End of chapter)