[Two people who love each other, love is strong, and when they turn against each other, what happened to them, this four-way road race has become a dead end - Zhong Zixi! ] 】

"Burn agarwood, dissipate the genus."

It is said that fine agarwood can be used to eliminate the hot and humid heat in summer.

It was not yet summer when I first met He Yansheng, but the office was indeed a little hot and humid, and it was undeniable that the appearance of him dressed up to attend that day was enough to capture people's souls.

There was a bit of a sven scum, and she had wondered more than once what it was like under the shell of this man's gentlemanly demeanor.

Later, she saw him with great tenderness and outstanding demeanor. I have also seen his graceful and extraordinary bearing, and I have also seen his lonely and lonely self-defeating.

I have never seen his seductiveness and soul-stirring.

She thought that He Yansheng's smoking appearance must be very handsome, the kind of index finger between the cigarettes, the indifferent smile between the eyebrows, the feeling that everything is tied to the heart is the most indifferent.

It's just that this man is too perfect, and every little detail of his care tells He Yansheng's gentlemanly demeanor.

Zhong Zixi has a slight rhinitis and is very sensitive to the smell of smoke.

He had never smoked in front of her, and even said that maybe this man would not smoke at all.

He is still the former He Yansheng, and she is no longer the original Zhong Zixi. Maybe he's always been him, and she's not her anymore.

Everyone deliberately ignores everything under the back of love, and even if they say goodbye, they can never go back to the past.

"Zizi is obedient, don't make trouble, give me the knife. Well? Be obedient, give it to me, okay? ”

His voice has always been low and gentle, with a unique charm, so he seems to be spoiling his disobedient and petty wife.

But Zhong Zixi knew that they were not like this, and they shouldn't be like this.

The silence in the quiet room was terrifying, and the silence was breathless. The laughter was so quiet in the room that the rest of the people tacitly didn't come in.

"Zizi, don't force me, okay? I promise you what you want, I don't appear in front of you these days, I don't bother you, no one bothers you anymore, you can tell me whatever you want, I'm willing to give it to you? I just ask you, please don't be so impulsive, okay? ”

Every word he says is like a good husband, as if as long as this is the case, Zhong Zixi should be grateful to Dade.

"So what? So I should thank you, thank you for killing my mother, thank you for giving me a child on the day my mother died, right? ”

Zhong Zixi held the knife in his right hand, picked up the orange in the fruit bowl with his left hand, the blade lightly slashed through the orange, the sharp blade was very sharp, and the air was a good fragrance.

Sweet and sour, it smells good and is tempting enough.

If it weren't for the wrong occasion, Zhong Zixi really wanted to admire, the procurement of Yunshan Villa was really good, and this orange looked very fresh!

The orange in the hand exudes a unique sweetness, as if its fate is not so independent either.

If they could, who would want to live like this?

Lived by fish. In fact, they are all the same, and they can't help themselves.

"Zizi, I never thought of our child as a charity, why don't you think he is a gift?"

He Yansheng crossed his hands on his hips, and the urgency between his eyebrows revealed the weakness in his heart.

No one knew, and when he knew that this child was coming, his heart that had been hanging for so many days finally let go of something.

The feeling of heaviness is like hanging on the edge of a cliff, and finally it is not a sense of emptiness half-suspended in the air. Instead, you receive a life amulet, with which you have the same desire as a desert man suddenly sees an oasis.

For He Yansheng, this child is indeed a gift, a gift to save the relationship between them, and he cherishes it very much!

"Huh, Boon? He Yansheng, do you think this is a gift? The thought of my past with you now makes me feel disgusting, do you still think it's a gift? Since you have long thought about using me, you shouldn't have caused this child to be just concerned about yourself when you were on me. You asked me to conceive this child who killed her murderer on the day my mother died, and you actually told me that this was a gift, He Yansheng, how can you be so shameless? ”

Zhong Zixi has never been the kind of girl who is particularly aggressive, she has gentle eyebrows, and she rarely even takes the initiative to argue with anyone

Today, she would rather kill 10,000 enemies and lose 8,000 to choose both defeats, you can imagine how desperate she should be!

Now she is like a hedgehog, and her words are like the most poisonous gambling curses, and every time she says one more sentence, He Yansheng's face is pale.

Each other's hearts are full of wounds and hurts, hurting each other.

"That's what you think of me? Thinking about our children? ”

He asked very palely, and he didn't even seem to have the courage to defend himself, and the more he did this, the happier Zhong Zixi felt. It's just a kind of false happiness that is psychologically suspended after the crazy revenge.

"I said, I'd rather not have this child. He Yansheng, you made me lose my mother, then I will let your children and your wife come to bury my mother! What is wrong with me, why do you say I am wrong? ”

Zhong Zixi's blade turned slightly, and in the next second, his hands were full of sticky blood and a thick smell of blood.

She looked at He Yansheng in a daze, and the blood on her hands seemed to remind her of how deep the wound on the knife he held just now was stabbed.

She didn't want to hurt him, she just wanted to hurt herself.

"Why is it like this? Why is it like this. ”

The blood in her palms was still spilling out, and she could only murmur this sentence, and all the thoughts in her mind were suddenly emptied, and the whole person was helpless like never before.

Her empty expression was like a layer of catkins, floating so that people couldn't see the reality clearly.

Anger, fear, self-blame, and remorse were intertwined in an instant, and his heart was like a rolling stone, and he didn't know how to describe his mood at the moment.

It's like a jumping machine in an amusement park, and the empty heart from top to bottom is nowhere to be placed, at that moment

The panic was enough to make him lose his voice in this life.

He said that loss was a price he could not afford in this life.

"It's dangerous, it's dangerous, it's good you're still here. Azusa, I'm glad you're still here. ”

This is the only time since Zhong Yu's accident that the two have been so close, each other's breathing alternates with each other, and he sucks the temperature from her body hard.

Her breathing was his best medicine, otherwise He Yansheng's uneasiness would be incurable.

The man comforted her softly, every smile and look in his eyes as if he was pampering. was so gentle, his gradually deepening embrace made Zhong Zixi come back to his senses in an instant.

She pushed He Yansheng away hard, and her resistance was so obvious.

A deep sense of powerlessness lingered, and the man smiled palely as if he didn't understand her subconscious subtext. "In the future, don't do such stupid things again, okay?"

"Silly? He Yansheng: This is a stupid thing in your eyes, right? Do you know how much my heart hurts right now? I can't love you, because you don't deserve me and I don't qualify; This child will constantly remind me that he is the evidence that led to my mother's death, and I want to keep her, but I am not worthy of you, nor is I qualified; I want to be faithful to my mother, but as long as you exist, I will never be able to be faithful to my mother, we are not worthy of any of us, and we are not qualified. ”

She complained with tears that since she was born, her edges and quarrels seemed to be exhausted on this day.

With tears on her face and scarlet under her eyes, she died and came back to life in pain.

"So He Yansheng, you tell me, what should I do, I have no choice but to end myself. Can you see me for a while, can you see me for a lifetime? There are so many things in this house, which one of them could be a tool for me to accidentally finish? ”

Zhong Zixi's understatement directly angered the last line of defense in He Yansheng's heart.

He stood on the edge of a cliff after he had lost it. At this moment, she is still constantly provoking him.

He Yansheng glanced down at his bloody wound, hidden anger kept rolling in his eyes, and he shackled Zhong Zixi's shoulder with an angry smile.

Looking at each other, it was He Yansheng's anger that had completely lost his mind. He pressed hard against his back molars, and the tip of his tongue crossed his lip line in frustration like he had never felt before.

"Zhong Zixi, do you have a heart? In your heart, did you ever think of me as your husband? Or am I just the right person for you? Is it your tool to please your mother? I also have a heart, can you bear to turn your back on me and hurt me again and again? What the hell am I going to do to love me a little more? Even a little bit? You tell me? ”

If He Yansheng was on the edge of reason, he should know that he couldn't ask such a thing at this moment, he was really exhausted under high pressure. What's more, it is such a fragile Zhong Zixi, asking is just self-inflicted humiliation!

He Yansheng, a man and a young man, is wanton, and he will fight for what he wants. He only thinks about everything and never asks if he can or not, but when all his pride and principles are broken on her again and again, no matter which one she is divided into, she makes He Yansheng helpless.

The anticipation and waiting in his eyes

Waiting to burn like a fire, now it only takes one word to destroy everything, and let him completely taste this frustration.

"Never."

Oh, yes! Never? knew that what she said had an element of anger, but the dull pain in her heart would still spread to the limbs of her body, making him unable to continue to parry.

"Zhong Zixi, you just want to die like this, don't you? You know that if the knife is pierced just now, neither you nor the child will survive, you tell me if you are sick and now you are even sick and stupid. ”

Zhong Zixi raised his head stubbornly, staring at his eyes like an arrogant little beast, his eyes were full of grievances that refused to admit defeat, and said word by word.

"How much I want to die, Mr. He, don't you know? As for children, as long as you are willing, I think there are fewer people who will be willing to give birth to children for you He Yansheng, and I am a lot! ”

"But I just want me and your baby!"

"I don't want to."

What was it like for his fist to fall on cotton, just like how he felt when facing Zhong Zixi now.

(End of chapter)