My name is Si Yiyang.

Yes, I'm also one of the people who shared the curse for Mei Wei.

I should be the luckiest one among the people who shared the curse for her, when Lin Yihyun found me and told me about her, he said that in fact, as long as you find someone to share, but in that case, that person will also die, find a few more, and each person can pay a little price, very small price.

At first, I didn't say yes.

How to say it, I can't tell you what kind of feelings you have for Mei Wei.

Because I am the son of the prime minister, the most favored son in the family, the second generation of officials, a gentleman, and there have been groups of beautiful women around me since I was a child.

Everyone flattered me and curried favor, hoping to climb to the high-ranking Prime Minister's Mansion.

And she is an exception.

Since I was a child, I have played others, no one has ever dared to play me, she is the first and only one.

So, she's special to me.

Everyone says that she is greedy for vanity, watery poplar, and a vixen who can only seduce men.

Actually, this statement is not true.

She's the least glamorous person I've ever met.

She doesn't see anything lightly, life is a game for her, it can end at any time, so she doesn't pursue anything.

On the contrary, those self-proclaimed powerful daughters, who despise others for greed and vanity, but they don't want to think that they come to me every day, just to marry into the prime minister's mansion.

Mei Fei won't, I want to get to her, and every time I get beaten all over the ground to find my teeth.

So, she is special.

This kind of special makes me like her very much, I really like it.

But it's just that I like it very much.

I am a second ancestor, I have enjoyed the honor brought by my family since I was a child, I grew up in the golden house, and I was protected by the golden house, which doomed me to be not a person who could be my own master.

The pampered personality is also destined that I will not turn my face for a woman and my family.

If she were a commoner woman, maybe I would fight for it, but she was born in Qinglou, and unless she broke away from the family, the Prime Minister's Mansion would never agree to me marrying her.

So, I didn't have anything to do with her.

My liking is too weak.

And because of that, in the face of such a terrible curse on her, I thought I was also cowardly.

Didn't say yes right away.

However, the devil sent the gods, and after a half-pillar of silence, I agreed.

Why did you agree, what was thought in the silent half-pillar of incense, I don't know.

I really don't know.

Anyway, the final result was yes.

After reincarnation, there was no memory of my previous life, and I met her again, and everything was repeating itself.

I liked her and wanted to marry her, but I was weak enough to fight my mother.

The best I can do is to make myself meet my mother's requirements, hoping that my mother will agree to me being with her.

Unfortunately, I didn't succeed in the end.

Later, she had someone she liked and found the light in her life.

Although she has gone through thousands of hardships and tasted the warmth and coldness of human affection, in the end she is a happy, gentle and considerate husband, and a well-behaved and intelligent son.

Later, I remembered the memories of my past life.

It's a little sad, in two lifetimes, I still have a fate with her.

I don't blame anyone, because all this is the result of my lack of opinion.

But what is the fulfillment of the curse in me?

I was thinking about this for a long time after that.

Born in the second generation of rich, although I didn't have a father since I was a child, my mother is a strong woman, who can give me a good life, and I don't lack anything since I was a child.

Although I couldn't be with her in the end, I also had a very beautiful and gentle fiancée who was the right person.

My fiancée was asked to marry by my mother, and I would never refuse my mother's words.

Business marriage, there is no emotion, but what does it matter, without her, no one matters.

Life is so long, you have to find a partner.

What have I lost in my life for her.

It doesn't seem to be.

Instead of losing, I gained a lot.

In order to follow in her footsteps, I tried to make myself better, mature, motivated, and become a good entrepreneur.

Except for not being able to be with the person you like, there is really nothing to lose.

So, what is the fulfillment of the curse on me?

I couldn't think of it.

Until that day, I attended her wedding.

Seeing her wearing a white wedding dress, kissing another man with a happy face, and smiling like a flower on her face was so happy, my heart was empty, sullen, blocked, and uncomfortable.

I wanted to smile and wish her happiness, but I found that I couldn't.

Never smiled since losing her.

It turns out that this is the curse on me, and I can no longer ...... Can't laugh anymore.

Jaya...... Can't be happier.

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The update is complete~

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