Jiang Yu picked up a paper from the paper and wiped the water stains from her mouth casually, and gently blurred the water vapor gathered in the corners of her eyes with the paper without a trace.

"I'm sorry, Sister Zixi made you laugh. Drinking milk tea, I am probably the only one who can be choked. Jiang Yu smiled self-deprecatingly.

"Jiang Yu, many times we have things we don't want to say, maybe it's not too difficult to say it, it's just that the stubbornness in our hearts makes us not want to show weakness easily. It doesn't seem to matter, stubbornness is stubbornness, who can say that our stubbornness is wrong! Zhong Zixi patted her shoulder and comforted her in a harmonious voice.

"Sister Zixi, thank you!"

"Thank me, what, thank you for being so out of control that day, you didn't ask intimately? Or thank me for not bothering you when you're facing a gaffe? ”

Jiang Yu smiled faintly, yes, it seems that there is nothing to thank, and it seems that everything should be thanked.

"Well, you soulless killer has lied to me for so long. Regarding the "Home and Love" series, do you have a problem asking you to give no less than three comments? Zhong Zixi's apricot eyes were slightly raised, and she looked at Jiang Yu seriously.

Jiang Yu picked up the design draft on the table, and faced it with all kinds of distractions as with the same piety as before when facing it.

"This design is inspired by the European castle garden, where butterflies and petals blend with soft and silky textures, like a magical story in Alice's wonderland."

In fact, the film "Alice in Wonderland" itself is a dreamy way to make people discover what a person really wants? And what is the choice?

When Zhong Zixi was doing this set of designs, it was always difficult to calm down, and as soon as she closed her eyes, she and He Yansheng knew each other to fell in love with each other, and then they did not stay together, so they went their separate ways, and from then on, they were strangers.

Many things that have happened are always looking back with indescribable feelings, as if they were unintentional, but in fact they are shaking like a pool of autumn water.

Maybe my mother thinks the same way, in the eyes of everyone, He Yansheng is a person who can be trusted for life. At the beginning, my mother thought that with He Yansheng's protection, Zhong Zixi would be able to have a worry-free future, but it turned out that no one in this world can be anyone's eternal haven and protection.

Mother can't, and neither can He Yansheng!

A long time ago, she read such a question on Zhihu: "What kind of inspiration does "Alice in Wonderland" give you? ”

It has been said that "we cannot change the past, but we can learn from the past." ”

Zhong Zixi has learned to be strong from the past to the present!

It is also said that "a lie can change a person's life." ”

Zhong Zixi lost all the people she loved the most in lies!

It is also said that "time is not an enemy, it is a friend." ”

Zhong Zixi has learned to forget and hide deeply in time!

Another person said, "Family is the warmest existence." ”

Zhong Zixi is in the family and has the only remaining happiness in his life!

Zhong Yu's existence made Zhong Zixi understand that family is the warmest place, and it is also her most beautiful bond in this world.

It is precisely because of her mother's years of teaching that Zhong Zixi is here

The most difficult moment still maintains the best things in her body, Zhong Yu's influence on her is a lifetime, although the process may not be so good during this period, but she has never doubted Zhong Yu's love. 【@~Aiqi Literature ...... Fastest update]

This love gives Zhong Zixi the courage to face the tempering of difficulties, calmly walk the road of life, and create his own happiness! So this time she decided to be brave for her children, at least in the future, his son can proudly say at a certain stage of choice in his life, "My mother is a brave person, for me she can retreat all invincible." ”

"Sister Zixi, I really can't put forward my opinion, because I think this work is very mature."

Zhong Zixi always has a faint smile on his face, and when others speak, this smile is just right to verify the most appropriate etiquette of a listener. "Jiang Yu, you're actually curious, right? Do you wonder if the hazy feeling I use herbs with soft yarn is a clerical error or an intentional act? ”

Jiang Yu scratched her head shyly, and said, "Sister Zixi, in fact, I know that you should have done this on purpose, but I didn't guess the purpose. ”

Zhong Zixi pointed out the mother shell and the crystal with his finger, "You see that this mother shell is not like the image of the mother, and has been standing aside in obscurity, willing to make only one decoration for the crystal child, just like the most beautiful light emanating from the trees in the daytime." ”

"Sister Zixi, I don't understand that your previous design style has always been love and fantasy, why do you want to change the theme this time to be family style?"

Zhong Zixi's voice was very shallow, as quiet as an empty mountain and a distant valley. The melodious voice is mournful and low, and the shallow vicissitudes of life are like an unfinished story......

She said, "Because I'm atoning for my sins!" "The smile is very light to clear, indifferent and gentle to clear.

So Zhong Zixi, who had nothing to do, planned to go and see Jean, but the little guy told her that he had gone to a field summer camp.

Zhong Zixi began to seriously doubt life, is education so advanced now? Such a big child can participate in the field summer camp, and sure enough, it is the back waves of the Yangtze River that push the front waves.

The squatting on the side looked at his master's serious nonsense and expressed his protest. The people kept walking around next to He Youchen in circles, and the little expression of protest was really interesting.

He Youchen touched his head soothingly, "Good, we can't go to see my mother now." You're going to have to be like me, so mom will be home soon! ”

Zhong Zixi has always been a person who doesn't like to owe others, if Aunt Xu just takes care of her. Then in that week's time, those supplements must have been the greatest warmth she gave within her ability!

Since Zhong Yu died, Zhong Zixi never seemed to feel such warmth again, which was a kind of heartfelt gratitude.

Some people meet very late, but it is easy to hit it off at first sight; Even if some people are already destined in the sea of people, it is easy for them to be separated.

The former are like her and Aunt Xu; The latter are like her and He Yansheng!

The official day of Zhong Yu's burial was in the second week of May, and that day was complicated for Zhong Zixi.

When I was a child, I always felt that day was life

The luckiest day represents all good things and wishes. When I grew up, I realized that no matter how good the time is, it will become vulnerable if it is plated with a layer of other emotions.

It's like forever that you once believed in, and it's not so much like forever!

May's rush happened to be an excuse for Zhong Zixi to escape from the past, so she was used to forgetting with busyness, as if she thought that this could cover up something.

Every year, after that period of work, she goes to buy a bunch of bellflower that Zhong Yu liked before her death.

Zhong Zixi seems to have never broken the bellflower at home since she remembers, and she once went to check the flower language of the bellflower "Sincerity remains the same, don't forget the love." ”

Zhong Yu's heart is a person who likes romance, even if Zhong Yu doesn't say that Zhong Zixi can feel it more or less in a mother-daughter game.

Perhaps it was precisely because of that man's infidelity and betrayal that his mother had a soft spot for bellflowers. At least in Zhong Yu's heart, she believes that she is unswerving, but she just didn't get it.

Every year, when Zhong Zixi goes to see his mother, there will be three bunches of bellflower in front of his mother's tombstone, two large and one small.

Zhong Yu's temperament is a little cold, and he rarely had close contact with anyone during his lifetime. So Zhong Zixi is really grateful to everyone who came to see her, and the fact that the deceased can still be remembered and not forgotten is the greatest happiness in itself.

So this time Zhong Zixi plans to go to see Zhong Yu on May 8th, and she wants to know who is the person who misses her mother like her?

In May, when the ink garden was windy in the morning, Zhong Yu's tombstone was on the top of the mountain, and Zhong Zixi chose to hike up every time. The air in the ink garden is very good, with a light fragrance of flowers.

It's quiet all year round, making it a great place for people like Chung Yu who don't like to be noisy.

At this point, Zhong Zixi is grateful to He Yansheng. After just getting along, He Yansheng can figure out Zhong Yu's preferences, if he doesn't really love with his heart, how can he even know his family's preferences so clearly.

Love the house and Wu, presumably He Yansheng once really cared about her!

The breeze was blowing the hair and the shadows in the distance at the corners of the clothes seemed to be stirring with each other, and today's Zhong Zixi was wearing a black shirt with black cropped pants and a wide smoky gray cardigan, she was particularly petite.

Every gust of wind blew as if it was deliberately hindering her progress. Just like no matter how sad the past is, her gentle eyebrows and eyes always have a faint sense of relief and calmness.

Zhong Yu likes to be clean, Zhong Zixi took out the wet wipes prepared in advance from his bag and wiped his mother's tombstone clean.

The tombstone was a double tomb, and she didn't know what kind of mentality He Yansheng and that person had when they decided all this?

A couple who are born differently, but die in the same hole? It's really ironic, if the mother knew before she was alive, she didn't know if even death would not be enough to rest in peace.

The green bellflower is very in line with Zhong Yu's temperament, and the fresh and lovely color sets off Zhong Yu's elegant self-confidence, Zhong Yu's life is unique and charming, and he firmly believes in the loyalty to love.

Zhong Zixi doesn't understand, why can't a woman like this be happy?

She sat down slowly, leaning against the pillar in front of the tombstone

Above. In the past, Zhong Zixi told her mother that she would become stronger after her mother's departure, so she would only spend one day every year to complete her thoughts that she had nowhere to put them.

On this day, she would sit in front of the tombstone as before, babbling about all the things she had experienced in the past year.

"Mom, I'm coming to see you again, as if I've never seen you on May 8th, I'm sorry! Please forgive your daughter for being an extremely cowardly person, because this day was the happiest day of my life, the day you gave me life. Mom, I'm sorry, please forgive me for not having the option to bury you on the day of your death, I don't want my child to be born with this, so I can only choose to miss you on the day of my own birth, can you forgive me? ”

In the photo, Zhong Yu's eyebrows and eyes are gentle and his smile is cute. The atmosphere is free and bright, such Zhong Yu travels through like a time machine and looks at her gently and smiles.

Zhong Zixi sucked the tip of his nose and gently rubbed it, "Mom, look at how rushed this day should be!" So many things are on this day, so Xiaoxi will be very hard, you can't accompany me more not to join in this fun! ”

Zhong Zixi's voice is very soft, like the most coquettish in childhood. The most weak and boneless moments of the daughter's family turned into deep nostalgia and scattered in the wind.

(End of chapter)