One day, when all the good and bad in life play out on the same day, you can't tell what kind of feeling it is.

Zhong Zixi looked at the tombstone, her eyes were clear, and the emotions of longing and the undercurrent of expression poured out in her eyes, which was the softest part of her.

"Mom, I really miss you, I miss you very much." The red lips opened slightly, and the murmuring and intimacy between the words were so helpless.

"Mom, I can think of him a lot lately, always in every casual moment, Mom, if you can feel it, will you regret it too? If it weren't for him, maybe none of this would have happened, you see, blind dates are not particularly unreliable. If I hadn't met him, if none of this had happened! ”

There is also a sentence that Zhong Zixi silently read in her heart, because in front of Zhong Yu, she can't admit that she still has love for He Yansheng, 'If I hadn't fallen in love with him, wouldn't I have to be so painful now?' ’

Tears fell slowly with the cool breeze on the top of the mountain, the gentle light, the bright blue sky and the verdant birdsong in the mountains, and the scars on her face were all evidence of her pain.

"Mom, I want to ask you a question. When you left that person, you didn't give up on me, was it because there was still love in your heart or because every life is reasonable since it exists? ”

Zhong Zixi looked at Zhong Yu's bright eyes like this, and the voice in his heart became stronger and stronger.

Back then, in order to fulfill her filial piety, she thought about giving up that child. If it weren't for He Yansheng's insistence, maybe that child would not have had a chance to be born at all.

Full of memories continued to erode her body, and those memories that she thought were buried in her heart easily hit her heart.

The projection-like clip of the black-and-white handover picture, like the creaking sound of an old movie, seems to be really just an old movie of the last century, and when she wakes up, she will still be Zhong Zixi in the palm of Zhong Yu's hand.

The breeze blew through the corners of his clothes, stirring gently, Zhong Zixi chuckled, "Mom, did you agree?" The grievances of the previous generation should not be taken away from the children, right? I should win back my own child and be doubly good to him, shouldn't I? ”

Every question is very urgent, and it seems that it is really asked, and it doesn't seem to be so difficult?

"Mom, this time I want to be brave. For my sake and for my children, you should support me! ”

Zhong Zixi slowly raised his head, looking at the sky was still very blue, and the clouds were still very white. The clouds of different shapes are in their own camps, little by little, circle by circle, like naughty children who refuse to return home, and like the grace that can be seen when a girl is shy, and finally they all slowly merge and merge until they converge together and will not separate.

Many times the relationship between people is not exactly like this, and letting go and letting go are all between thoughts. 【~… Love Literature! * Better updated faster]

Zhong Zixi waited for a long time and didn't wait for the owner of the flower, she smiled lightly, maybe some people are not seen is the best arrangement.

The indulgence of longing being poured out made Zhong Zixi's mood buffered a lot.

She stood up and whispered to Zhong Yu in the photo, "Mom, you have a good rest, I will come to see you next year"

A long time ago, Zhong Zixi accidentally saw in a book: "The person who came to pay tribute is not."

can go back, thinking too much about the deceased, it will make it difficult for them to rest in peace, so Zhong Zixi never walks the way he came. ”

At this moment, there is a large and a small Samoyed sitting in the phaeton at the foot of the mountain, and He Youchen's children are very puzzled, and at this time of year, his father will take him to the ink garden to see a person.

At first, when he was very young, he wondered why other people's children had grandparents, grandparents, grandparents, and mothers, but he and his father were the only ones in his family.

Later, on May 8 of every year, Dad would take him to this beautiful place to pay tribute to a person, when he was a child, he didn't know that the person who slept here was called Yin and Yang forever, and he would never see each other.

The little He Youchen hugged He Yansheng's neck in a milky voice, and asked in a low and helpless voice. "Dad, does Xiaoxi live here too?"

He Yansheng hugged He Youchen's arm tightly and tightened it, and the little guy who hurt whimpered quietly.

He Yansheng kissed the little guy lovingly, and patiently and gently explained, "I'm sorry, son, Dad strangled you!" Let Jean only live here with people who will never see him again, and let Jean see Xiaoxi in the near future, so how can Xiaoxi live here? ”

He Yansheng that day made He Youchen very scared, and in the impression of the little guy, He Yansheng was always gentle and patient.

That was the only time Dad got angry with him. Well! Or to be precise, it's not called anger, it's fear, all the unstable factors, even if it's just talking, this invincible man will be uneasy and afraid.

Later, He Youchen realized that no one was wrong in the separation back then. Dad's dedication and love for his mother taught him the responsibility and responsibility of a man, and only those who love their blood dare to give it a go.

Fortunately, God was kind to their family, and after all, his favorite parents did not miss it.

Jean looked at the blue sky outside the window, holding a fleshy husk in his arms. In the past, on this day, my father would bring him over very early, why didn't he go up after coming for so long today?

In the end, He Youchen looked at his father with resentment, and muttered, "Dad, if we don't go up again, grandma will have to wait in a hurry?" ”

He Yansheng looked at his son, he was really angry and funny, in the end, even if he was precocious, he would still be childlike in front of his family.

"You ghost elf, impatient and embarrassed to use grandma as an excuse, huh?"

He Youchen scratched his hair and tilted his head in protest. He Youchen touched its white head again, humming happily with a happy little expression of enjoyment, but he was very satisfied.

He Youchen leaned in front of his father with a flattering look, "Dad, I just said something wrong, in fact, it's not that grandma is in a hurry, it's that I'm in a hurry, I think grandma wants to see her as soon as possible." ”

After speaking, he deliberately grinned the corners of his mouth upward, smiling lazily like a big cat.

He Yansheng glanced down at his phone, touched He Youchen's head, and said gently, "Let's go!" Son, let's go see my grandmother. ”

He Youchen happily opened the car door, jumped to the ground, and He Youchen fluttered his little arms and legs

The side of the car slid down. Xi Xi stood aside quietly and waited for his little master to come down, so one big and one small and a dog walked towards the mountain.

Xi Xi's IQ is very high, and he is already very familiar with this road, it runs up happily and then stays in a relatively high position and waits for He Youchen with his head down, the expression of disgust in his eyes is simple and clear.

Although He Yansheng dotes on him very much, his cultivation of independence has never been ambiguous, and the purpose of the He family is "what you can do, never trouble others." ”

In the process of going up the mountain, He Yansheng slowed down the whole process and accompanied He Youchen to climb the mountain, while talking to him about Zizi's past, the little guy's attention was always easy to attract, so that the physical work of mountaineering did not seem to be so hard.

He Yansheng stared at the woman on the tombstone and bowed respectfully, and He Youchen's children also did the same.

looked at the appearance of his master and the little master, and directly fell to the ground and poked his head in the direction of the tombstone, and the picture was also unusually harmonious.

After the annual ritual is over, Xixi will accompany Jean to the side and wait for He Yansheng, because his father said that he has a lot to say to his grandmother.

Although Grandma can't hear it, she can feel it, because Grandma is peacefully blessing them somewhere, and as long as you are in awe, you will definitely be able to feel something.

The man stood in front of the tombstone, standing alone and cold, raising his eyes to look at the blue sky, as bright as a jade tree in front of the wind. This man really hid all his arrogance in front of Zhong Yu, which was a kind of willing respect.

"Mom, thank you, you really have a lot of thank you to say, probably because there are too many things to say, and I really don't know which one to start with when I see you. Thank you for teaching Zizi so well, thank you for marrying her to me back then, thank you for affirming me, and thank you for giving me a perfect life and home. ”

The mountain breeze blows gently, and you don't have to try your best, but that's already good.

"Mom, I know Zizi is very conflicted with me, and I'm sorry for using you to blackmail her back then. But I can't help it, if I don't let me know that this last little connection between us is gone. ”

He Yansheng turned his head to look at the person and the dog having fun, he was really satisfied. A dashing young man will eventually grow up, humble and gentlemanly, what do you want?

Perhaps when he was young, the teenager in the mouth of other people's parents grew up to be a myth in everyone's heart, this is not the most difficult place, the most valuable thing is that this teenager can hide the impetuousness around him and become a responsible person.

"Mom, what Zizi suffered back then. I remember all your grievances back then! I haven't forgotten, I dare not forget, I can't forget, and I don't want to forget. ”

"Mom, Zizi is sick, I'm very distressed, maybe I will do it to her in a reluctant way, don't blame me. If she hadn't been sick, if she hadn't worked as hard as she is now, I'd be willing to do it slowly, the big deal would have been to wait a few more years. But this time I can't let her health go, Mom hopes you can forgive me, and I hope that next year we can come to see you as a family of three. ”

Same bits

Yes, different people are babbling a lot.

It has been said that "the departed will become the brightest star, illuminating your way home at night." It is also said that "the deceased have a chance to make a wish before crossing the Nai Ho Bridge, and this wish will accompany you through the most difficult moments of your life when you are in the most difficult time." It is also said that "the person who has passed away the most in life will be happy for a long time, because there will be people in the parallel time and space of this world who will pray for you forever." ”

He Yansheng hopes that Zhong Yu can leave all the good things to Zhong Zixi, and if he can replace and give him everything he has, he is willing to exchange everything he has, so that Zhong Zixi's second half of his body is safe, joyful, and worry-free!

Zhong Zixi walked to the bottom of the mountain, and the uncle who opened the door was very enthusiastic when he saw her.

This enthusiasm caused ripples in Zhong Zixi's calm heart, it turned out that the heart of the stagnant water was not unconscious, and it turned out that it would still throb here when he heard something about that person again.

(End of chapter)