[The likes in this world are never just like one thing itself. On the contrary, liking is liking the fact that the thing is always and the happiness it derives is more likely to make people miss - Xu Zixi! 】

The key is the last knife, and the most ruthless injury was given by her mother.

Knowing how scared she was at that time, she just wanted to divorce and left her daughter at the scene of the witness full of scars, leaving her alone and hurting.

Since Zhong Yu walked out of Xu's house that day, he has been desperately trying to keep himself busy. Find a house, move, clean up.

The three days were either busy or in a busy state all the time, and when I stopped, my mind was unconsciously full of tears on my daughter's face that day and the empty eyes before she walked out of the door.

Zhong Yu has repeatedly asked herself if she has feelings for Xu Baihang. At first, the reason for being together was not pure, but in the end, she wanted to find out her feelings and found that she didn't seem to be able to figure it out.

When a husband and wife come to such an ending, how can there be no waves in their hearts. She couldn't dissect herself, and she couldn't understand Xu Baihang, Zhong Yu only knew that this man was good to her, the kind that hurt to the bone.

She thought they would go on like that forever, she didn't think about the end, at least she didn't think about taking the initiative to end it.

It turned out that one day the person who kept saying that she loved her would really be tired, tired, and leave, and that day she was so desperate to end and want to escape, wasn't that the reason?

It's really strange for people to have it, and when they have it, they don't feel that once they are labeled as belongings. Suddenly, one day she discovers that the label of that possession is actually tired, and she no longer belongs to her, and the uneasiness will gradually expand.

All the hidden emotions are fermenting invisibly, but Zhong Yu has long been accustomed to hiding his uneasiness, and when abandonment is defined as a habit, everything can be pretended to be unwanted.

At least comfort yourself with peace of mind, can it not hurt so much?

Anxiety and torture stirred every part of her heart, until Lin Jing called her. She knew that on the night she left, Xu Zixi began to have a high fever, and for three days and three nights, she tried everything she could, but it was still useless.

Zhong Yu, who heard the news, hurried back to Xu's house, Xu Zixi on the bed was flushed, and the whole person was always unconsciously curled up and kept muttering the song "If Life Deceives You".

What kind of experience is it like to have a heart like frying, I understood it at that moment.

Dr. Zhao is the old doctor of the Xu family, and Zhong Yu will not doubt this at all, and even he is helpless makes Zhong Yu unable to keep calm.

"Doctor Zhao, Doctor Zhao, I beg you. Please save her, you see that she is really uncomfortable, you watched Xiaoxi grow up, you can't give up on her, you can't. ”

Zhong Yu held Dr. Zhao's arm hard, if she knew that her daughter would become like this, at that time, how could she agree at that time. 【ichi Literature &&Free Reading】

Since she is ready for a lifetime, why not continue, self-blame is constantly tormenting her

Heart.

"I know, I know. You calm down first, I won't leave her alone. Dr. Xu comforted softly.

"Xiaoxi's body has always been very good, she has never been like this since she grew so big, why did she suddenly become like this......"

Zhong Yu hid his face and wept, and the next words were intermittent and could not be said for a long time.

"Ms. Zhong, you control your emotions first, and then I want to discuss with you the specific situation about Xiaoxi. I'm afraid that only you can make her recover slowly, so your performance and emotions will directly affect her, especially crying. ”

Dr. Xu is not only a family doctor, but also has a special research in children's psychology, and Zhong Yu is very convinced by what he says.

"Okay, I'll fully cooperate with you, as long as I can cure my daughter." Xiaoxi is delicate and delicate, but emotionally extroverted.

Zhong Yu thought that she was just unacceptable for a moment at that time, and she would be fine in a few days.

"Xiaoxi's situation is called psychological trauma at the psychological level, also known as separation trauma. Psychological trauma in psychiatry is defined as an event beyond the experience of ordinary people, two obvious signs: the first is pain, the second is numbness and resistance, when I communicated with Mr. Xu in the past two days, he basically explained the general situation to me, and it is obvious that Xiaoxi is now in this symptom. Her high fever does not go away, which is the defense mechanism that the brain automatically activates after the trauma, subconsciously blocking such injuries from consciousness, so the drugs basically have no obvious effect on her. ”

Dr. Xu methodically introduced to Zhong Yu why Xu Zixi's high fever did not go away and the medication did not work.

"Dr. Zhao, I know it's all my fault. You tell me what I should do now, what can I do to make her recover slowly? Zhong Yu grabbed Dr. Zhao's arm tightly, this is Xiaoxi's last salvation and hope, if he can't save it, then what should his Xiaoxi do?

Dr. Zhao has been in the Xu family for many years, and the former Mrs. Xu has always been calm, self-controlled, dignified and generous, and Dr. Zhao has never heard a word of high praise from her every day.

No matter how calm a person is, he will be so helpless in the face of his loved ones when he faces harm. A good family, it's really embarrassing!

"Don't worry, I discussed it with the old man. Now the basic situation is that she is no longer fit to live with her father given the level of psychological resistance of the person concerned to her father, so. ”

Zhong Yu has always been good at listening, and never takes the initiative to interrupt others, but this time she is so anxious that she doesn't have the patience to continue, she just wants to save her daughter.

"I'm willing, I'm willing to take her to live with me, I'll talk to Xu Baihang." Zhong Yu turned around and was about to walk towards the living room.

"Ms. Zhong, Mr. Xu, he has agreed to give up custody."

Zhong Yu stiffly stayed in place with his feet raised, turned around and looked at Dr. Zhao in disbelief for a long time, unable to find his voice.

His expression was a little stunned, but he muttered repeatedly, "What, how could you suddenly agree?" "After all

Xu Baihang's attitude that day, the husband and wife Zhong Yu understood that this man has never been easy to be serious, but once he is serious, he will not give up easily.

"Ms. Zhong, what I said is true, but Mr. Xu, he has one condition."

"You say."

"Every month he will give you a sum of alimony, and you have to accept that this is his bottom line. He knows that you are not short of money, but Miss Xu is also her daughter, and he has this obligation. ”

Zhong Yu thought for a moment and no longer hesitated, "Okay, I promise!" ”

The sound of "I promise" stayed in that room forever, and she had been taking care of her since she took the little girl back to her new residence, and now she just wanted to spend the rest of her life with her daughter.

After Mu Ne, she was full of fear and shrinkage, and the little girl stared at her mother in a daze, as if she didn't know her.

Zhong Yu touched the end of Xu Zixi's hair lovingly, and said to herself, "Our Xiaoxi is not only good-looking, but this black hair is straight and long, but it is really smooth." ”

Hearing the word "Xiaoxi", Xu Zixi raised her head stiffly, her eyes flickered, but she didn't dare to look at Zhong Yu.

Zhong Yu tried his best to hide the sourness in his heart, pinched the little girl's face with a smile, and joked with a smile, "What's wrong with my little girl, she got sick and didn't know her mother when she woke up?" ”

The tip of Xu Zixi's red nose was sour, and tears were left behind. Crying and inhaling at the same time, that is the fragility that belongs only to that age.

"Mom, I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"

Zhong Yu tightened his hands around her, trying to keep his voice sounding normal.

"What's the matter, why is the little girl so sensible this time. Knowing that you have been sick for three days and three nights, your mother is anxious, and you take the initiative to please you, right? ”

Xu Zixi shook her head desperately, slightly broke away from Zhong Yu's hands, and her hoarse voice was full of crying, "No, it's all my fault, if I were a boy, he might not be." ”

Zhong Yu's sigh fell very lightly on the tip of Xu Zixi's heart, but it was too heavy for her to bear: "Xiaoxi, you have never been sorry for anyone, and it's not because you are a girl, understand?" Mom doesn't want you to blame yourself for this. ”

That day, she opened her mouth to ask Xu Baihang if it was because Xiaoxi was not a boy, she just wanted to tell this girl that everything had nothing to do with her, but in the end, it was inevitable that it would cause harm.

"Mom, I'm sorry. Xiaoxi will definitely be very well-behaved in the future, and she will never be disobedient and will not argue to ask you for chocolate, Mom, don't want me, okay? ”

The last sentence, the little girl said carefully. That sensitivity and delicateness, Zhong Yu was about to breathe.

"Xiaoxi, your mother never wanted you, and so did your father. Do you remember that you are always choosing, and the initiative is always in your hands? ”

The little girl looked at Zhong Yu in disbelief, and asked Nuo Nuo, "Then can I live with my mother all the time?" ”

"Of course! And you remember that whatever you want in the future, you can just remember to tell your mom that everything is still the same as before. ”

Zhong Yu suddenly seemed to be playing a trick and handed Xu Zixi a whole box of brand new carnivals

Hua boxed series.

When she was a child, Xu Zixi loved sweets, but her teeth have always been bad.

Zhong Yu has a very strict control over Xu Zixi's chocolates, and rarely buys her a whole box unless it's her birthday.

And in private, Xu Baihang always likes to secretly stuff two pieces for his daughter in a place where Zhong Yu can't see, and the mother's strictness and father's moderate spoiling are the proudest places in Xu Zixi's worry-free childhood.

But today, even if Zhong Yu gave her a whole box of chocolates, she no longer has the sweet feeling she had before, chocolate represents happiness and family integrity for Xu Zixi.

Now she is awake, the snow has stopped, the people are gone, and the family is scattered. If you receive exactly the same thing again, you won't have a similar state of mind, maybe this is all the helplessness revealed in growing up.

It's like liking is never just about liking something as it is. On the contrary, liking is because of liking the fact that the object is always and the happiness it derives makes people more likely to be nostalgic.

GODIVA GETS BETTER AND BETTER, AND IT TASTES BETTER AND BETTER. When he entered again, he lacked the initial sweet feeling and lost his original obsession.

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