[When Zhong Yu was alive, Zhong Zixi at least thought that she was still a good person, in this life, she never owed anyone and did not accept anyone's debts, until she met He Yansheng, she found out that Zhong Zixi's good and bad were only related to this man - Zhong Zixi! 】

She didn't eat hard and soft, which made He Yansheng exhausted, he knew that she didn't want to keep this child, but if she knew everything one day in the future, she would definitely live in infinite self-blame.

What about then, they had already wasted too much time.

He Yansheng didn't want to have any more troubles, not to mention that for now, once this child was gone, according to Zhong Zixi's temperament, he was afraid that their only connection would be broken.

Can we wait until the day when the rain is over and the sky clears? Zhong Zixi didn't know, and there was no answer to everything.

He Yansheng easily turned around and walked to the sofa on the side, the blood-drenched picture was too dazzling, Zhong Zixi raised his hand and subconsciously covered his eyes.

The man's eyes moved lightly from her face, and there was no joy or sorrow in the light.

At this moment, the pain in his hand was far less intense than the pain in his heart, and the man chuckled and looked mocking in the corner of his eye.

He reached out and pulled out the cigarette case from his trouser pocket, and unnaturally took a cigarette out of the cigarette case. He bent his eyes sideways, and a flame gently kicked up, and the white mist illuminated his features with great disillusionment.

The fresh blood mixed with the white smoke, the visual impact, and the mutual conflict of the senses made Zhong Zixi suddenly suddenly, such He Yansheng seemed to be far away from her.

There were so many days and nights together, and she didn't know that he could smoke with such familiar two people.

Even if I was curious about her smoking, I just thought about it.

He Yansheng has never smoked in front of Zhong Zixi, and few people know that she has a slight allergic rhinitis, and even Zhong Yu never knows that it only occasionally occurs every year when the seasons change.

And she never mentioned it to He Yansheng, but she always felt that he knew, just like Zhong Zixi didn't say or mention it many times, but He Yansheng knew as if he could do tricks.

So she always thought that He Yansheng didn't smoke, it was just a good habit of this man.

In the past, she had fantasized about what it would be like for a masculine person like them to smoke, but now she was satisfied.

When the wish is fulfilled, it is not the original mood.

Looking at the bright red, her heart still hurt uncontrollably, and she couldn't be clearer about how hard he held his hand just now.

She has been a particularly contradictory person since she was a child, and others have been bad to her for a second and decided to never communicate.

In the next second, as long as others show a little weakness, or are injured because of her, she will deliberately forget those injuries, which is a weakness and an advantage, and her mother commented so at the time.

The breath from the cigarette gradually dissipated along the air, and she coughed uncontrollably.

The frustration and remorse quickly unfolded, and the man quickly extinguished the cigarette butt, got up, walked to the window, and pushed it open.

The fresh air and the old smell blended quickly, that

The smell disappeared completely, as if it had never been before.

She breathed hard, and couldn't hold anything clean.

Perhaps because he had not spoken for a long time and had taken a few puffs of cigarette, the man's deep voice sounded and was accompanied by a burst of hoarseness, and there seemed to be a shallow wind in his ears.

"Zizi, don't you want to know where your mother is buried? You are her only relative in this world, do you want her to have no one to pay tribute to every Qingming winter solstice in the future? Just being alone there, like you think you're as lonely as you are now? ”

I have to say that He Yansheng is very good at attacking, and as long as she grasps this, she will always be on the disadvantaged side.

He Yansheng knew that she understood, but he just didn't want to admit it. The man increased his weight and continued to understand the reason.

"She has worked hard to raise you for more than 20 years, can you really bear it?"

Without angering the softest pain in her heart, she could never get out. Zhong Zixi can be ruthless, He Yansheng can only be more ruthless than her.

"Ah...... Ah......h

Vents and screams echoed throughout the room, from the initial violent screams to the end only hysteria. All Zhong Zixi's grievances, sadness, and pain were ignited in an instant at this moment, and it was a kind of wail that was extremely sad.

He Yansheng clenched the injured left hand hard, and the wound that was gradually healing was torn open again. The pain made his heart slowly harden and warmer at the same time, as if this was the only way to constantly remind him of the weight of the injury just now, and it would always exist.

The man closes his eyes and tries to let the emotions under his eyes fade gradually. He slowly stepped forward and took Zhong Zixi in his arms and gently patted her back.

"Zizi, don't be like this, live well, don't live up to your mother's hopes, you forgot that your mother just wants you to be happy, she won't be at ease if you look like this. As for me, if you want to hate me and our children, then hate me like that. It doesn't matter, in fact, there's nothing wrong with hating it all the time, I'd rather you hate me like this, it's better than ignoring it! ”

He kept whispering in her ear, as if the muttering between lovers was very close, but the heart was very far away.

Since that day, He Yansheng ordered all the windows in the house to be sealed directly, all sharp things have been put away, and even a thick layer of wall cloth and carpet has been pasted on the corner of the table on the wall.

There is not a sharp place in the whole house, maybe He Yansheng is not a good husband, but he is really a good father.

At least, his love for her is half-truthful, but he is rare serious about this child.

It was really ironic, Zhong Zixi shook his head helplessly.

Yes, I was grounded by He Yansheng.

No, it can't be said that the grounding, he just won't let me go out and won't let me communicate with others. Cut me off from the outside world, and everything else he gave me was the best.

Such feelings are really vain!

Zhong Zixi looked up at the scenery outside the window, and the scenery in the distance was stacked on top of each other to form a sense of picture frame by frame, beautiful but extremely empty!

Cold

The disgust generated in the pupils was not like the initial throbbing, only an indifferent paleness.

And she is like a pampered canary that he can only passively accept from her master every day.

Since then, he no longer does not appear in front of her as before, but on the contrary, he will come back every once in a while, and whenever he comes back, he will eat and sleep with her at night.

And all the fruits will be served to her after they are cut, she knows that He Yansheng wants to cut off all her self-care ability and raise her into a person who can't survive without him!

Restore your strength, and your memories slowly open up in the days.

She recalls the last night He Yansheng took her back to the house where they had been staying, the last night she had been there, and the night of their wedding.

Later that night they quarreled fiercely and fiercely, even though it had been a few months apart. Looking back now, the more she recalls, the clearer it becomes, and vaguely she can still remember that her consciousness at that time began to slowly dissipate, and her later memories were only vaguely lucid.

But she knew that the two shadows were He Yansheng and Qin Shou, Qin Shou was He Yansheng's friend who was a young friend, and he was also He Yansheng's personal doctor since he was a child.

He Yansheng has always been very persuasive and cohesive among their group of people.

The people headed by Qin Shou respect him, because he has his own clear ideals and bottom line morality, and his behavior is right, and he is a god who is the myth of how many people's blood and immutability.

They are willing to follow him, because he is fair and free, sweet and salty, words first, righteousness first, he is the mainstay of the hope that many people chase and look up.

He is not good at speaking, but in his heart, everyone who is called a brother is a lifelong friendship.

What's more, Qin Shou grew up with him since he was a child, although He Yansheng often likes to joke with him, Qin Shou is also happy to accept all the orders.

I never saw him take the initiative to turn his face against He Yansheng, and Zhong Zixi never knew that Dr. Qin, who always seemed to defend He Yansheng, would one day stand on his opposite side for her.

"He Yansheng, I told you that emotions will affect the fetus, so you shouldn't let her get pregnant now. You're all young and want to have a chance to get pregnant, and I don't understand why you have to be so anxious. ”

Doctor Qin's eyebrows were raised angrily, and his hands were crossed at his waist and he glared angrily at the silent man in front of him.

Zhong Zixi has known Dr. Qin for a very short time, and from beginning to end, she has only one evaluation of Qin Shou, which is like a living treasure.

Qin Shou, who is now hardened, is actually so interesting.

"How is she?"

The man's voice was very faint, and he couldn't hear joy or sorrow, as if he was asking for routine and really caring.

Qin Shou couldn't look at He Yansheng, he was probably angry, and snorted coldly.

"Hey, how do you care about her, I thought she was just your whim?"

He Yansheng glanced at him and didn't say anything.

Qin Shou touched the tip of his nose and glanced at the girl on the bed again, he was still sad for her.

"Yan Sheng, as a brother, I always felt that you didn't have to say it, but I don't understand why you hurt Sister Xiaoxi at this point

So ruthless? You've always been a person with ideas, not to mention that you don't have anything to say to your brothers, and I believe that you won't be the kind of person who sells women for the sake of mere interests. ”

He Yansheng always faced the direction of Zhong Zixi, staring at her so affectionately and not speaking. But the affection in his eyes is too heavy, and it can't be believed that he and Zhong Zixi are just using the ingredients of play.

Knowing He Yansheng for so many years, what kind of person he is, Qin Shou doesn't dare to say that he knows 100% and is at least 80% clear.

But not long ago, this man suddenly came to him and asked him what kind of posture is conducive to rapid pregnancy.

At that time, Qin Shou also teased, "He Yansheng, do you pay attention to the result of this matter, or do you pay attention to the process of this matter?" ”

"What do you want to say?" The man lifted his eyes lazily, without the embarrassment of being ridiculed at all.

"I mean, what if you care about the process of this? Either position is fine! If you pay attention to the results of this matter, you He Yansheng boast that there is nothing that you can't do, and you still need to ask me this? Doctor Qin looked at him playfully.

(End of chapter)