(eighty-five)

Zhang Susu choked up and said: "I need 40,000 yuan for the time being, and I don't know how much I will need in the future." But Xiaoyu, your father has medical insurance, and when he is discharged from the hospital for reimbursement, I will pay you back a part. ”

Ye Wenyu didn't speak, she smiled, there was a trace of warmth in her heart, she once again believed that her mother didn't love her, but that she was suffering from life and had limited abilities.

Zhang Susu saw that the money she needed in a hurry had been settled, but she was worried about Ye Wenyu again, and she asked her: "You said to help me, but you are still a student, do you have this money?" ”

Ye Wenyu thought bitterly, where did I get the money, but-

She said softly, "Mom, I've been working part-time since I was in college, and I've saved some money. "I told a lie, and I covered up the past.

Zhang Susu breathed a sigh of relief, and said to her again: "If it's not enough, don't take the crooked path-"

Crooked? Was her mother worried that she was going to make a joke?

A trace of bitterness floated in Ye Wenyu's mouth. The children of poor families have no way to borrow, and the only way to find money may be to laugh.

Zhang Susu thought about it and suggested: "Last time I called you, there was a classmate's parent, he said he was the parent of your classmate, he said you were sick, recuperating at his house, I think he is very good to you, you think, he is willing to take you in at his house to recuperate, it shows that he is very generous, very good-hearted, and his family is also very rich, Xiaoyu, you and that classmate should be very good, you might as well borrow money from your classmate, I think her father will definitely borrow you." ”

What the?!

The heart was like a surprise explosion, the mother actually decided that Lin Tingfeng was very rich just by virtue of the only call with Lin Tingfeng, she had never seen him, and she didn't know his identity, just based on the content of the phone call, she decided that he was very capable, a successful person who was rich and cultivated, and then suggested that her daughter borrow money from him.

Ye Wenyuyuan opened her eyes, she only felt incredible, she thought to herself, is it true that rich people even speak in a different tone, so her mother, who has been poor all her life and suffered all her life, can easily hear that Lin Tingfeng is a rich man, and he has money to borrow.

Borrowing money from Lin Tingfeng?

A thought, like lightning in summer, appeared in Ye Wenyu's mind, and then lingered for a long time.

When she promised her mother to help just now, she also decided to borrow money from Lin Tingfeng, because in her circle, Lin Tingfeng was the only one who would lend her money.

Her mother's suggestion reinforced her idea.

Ye Wenyu shed tears, she silently said to fate, look, it's not that I am willing to practice and be willing to be his lover, I am really forced by life, and I have no way out.

After thinking about it like this, her heart was like putting down a big stone, and there was even a trace of joy that she could contact Lin Tingfeng again, after all, she really liked him.

What is it like to like someone, that is, you always want to see him, hear him speak, contact him, and you will rack your brains to get closer to him in every possible way, and when he appears in your field of vision, all other people will disappear, and all other voices will disappear.

That's the magic of love.

On her mouth, she stubbornly said cruel words about eternal life and never see him again, but less than two hours after they were separated, she was already missing him.

Ye Wenyu heard her mother still chattering on the other end of the phone, and her words were as continuous as threads: "That classmate's father is a very high-quality person, and he should be a person with status in society, you and her daughter are better, and they will definitely be able to help you in the future." Mother's tone was very firm.

Ye Wenyu couldn't cry or laugh when she heard it, because her mother was not able to take care of her, so she could only rely on her rich and tragic life experience to give her ideas, so that her heart would feel better.

Zhang Susu was still nagging over there: "You listen to your mother, it's always true, my mother has no ability in this life, but her eyesight is okay-"

Ye Wenyu had a ridiculous idea in her heart, if she told her mother that Lin Tingfeng wanted to make her a second wife, the old man would raise his hands in approval.

Ye Wenyu didn't want to talk to her mother anymore, she said succinctly: "Mom, you don't have to worry about this matter, I will call you when I raise money." ”

Zhang Susu felt that her daughter wanted to end the topic, and then she really needed money urgently, so she said goodbye and hung up the phone.

Ye Wenyu was in a daze with her mobile phone, standing in the corridor of the girls' dormitory, the dim light illuminated her, her body was like a piece of wood, straight and stiff, she thought to herself, if she continued to suffer like this, she would be like her mother for the rest of her life.

The poor, the poor, and the unhurried to live their lives.

She exactly remembers that when she was two or three years old, there was a piano at home, and her mother graduated from high school, in that era, high school graduation was equivalent to graduating from a key university now, and at the same time, her mother was still the backbone of literature and art in the factory, she would read every day, play the piano, dance, sing, and her mother was also positive, good at learning, and worked hard to perform in the factory, hoping to keep rising, from the small group leader to the workshop director, but what about the result-

The result is that her mother and father had an unhappy marriage, divorced when she was a child, and then her mother sold the piano, and those books that I used to like very much ended up in which corner, as for the factory, because she lives every day in order to support her, often late and leave early for no reason, a single mother with a child alone, will definitely not work as seriously as others, so for many years, the unit has not given her the opportunity to be promoted, until now, her mother is still an ordinary employee, the salary is pitiful, and she will retire later, There won't be much money either.

A life is destined to be closely related to a life of poverty.

Struggling in the quagmire all his life, but no matter what, he can't get out of it.

The reason why she is a scholar is probably inherited from her mother's smart genes, but what's the use of being smart, in this society, is it possible for a person to be smart and studious, and to work hard, can he reap a happy life, if the answer is yes, then why is his mother so pitiful?

No! When Ye Wenyu thought of this, she was shocked, her face became as white as snow, she was scared, she shook her head vigorously, she didn't want to follow her mother's old path! She doesn't want her to divorce in the future and let her children grow up in a single-parent family, she doesn't want to get married for the second time in the future, and after the age of forty, she is still paying off the tiring mortgage, and in order to repay the mortgage, she is reluctant to eat better and dress better. If you have a minor illness, one family can't get through it?

She has lived a poor life for eighteen years, and she doesn't want to live such a hard life anymore!

Her stepfather's illness became the last straw that overwhelmed her belief.

If she doesn't make a change, then, she works hard, graduates from college, looks for a job, and if she is not careful, she will repeat her mother's path.

Ye Wenyu shook her head desperately again, she gritted her teeth, held her phone tightly, and walked back and forth in the cold corridor of the girls' dormitory.

Life comes to a time of difficult decision-making.