Chapter 138: Understanding

"After that, you all know, I caused you to be kidnapped by traitors, and lost the birthday gift that Mr. Huanchu wrote to my father, my heart is full of guilt, how can that birthday gift be compared to you. On the day of my father's birthday banquet, Huai'en took out the Peng Zu opera ghost I painted like a god, and there was an inscription on it of Mr. Huanchu, and the news of Mr. Huanchu's overseas travel had already come, how could he appear in the capital and still inscribe on my painting? This matter must have something to do with you. I also vaguely guessed at the time that the heir to his mantle was not the eldest disciple Lu Danjing, nor the most famous disciple Li Dongyang, nor his most proud disciple Yuan Mo, but the most inconspicuous closed disciple on the surface - it's you! In other words, the secret of Xuanweilu must be in you. I think Wynne guessed that at the time. Then I was in a difficult situation, almost wanted to be abolished, and you were in the whirlpool of right and wrong. After I learned that your life's desire is to travel far and wide, I decided to let you escape the mammoth of intrigue and live the life you want to live. But when I was about to fall into the abyss alone, you pulled me tightly like a rope, so that I actually gave birth to a ** that wanted to pull this life-saving rope. Reason tells me that I can't see you again, I can't bother you. After the earthquake in Shandong, you came up with a way to save me from a precarious situation under the pretext of Destiny. At that time, I was thinking, maybe you are the one sent by God to warm me and save me. ”

Zhang Yue looked at the curtain beside the bed attentively, and quietly listened to Zhu Youjiao's whispering.

“... When my father decided to choose a concubine for me, my first reaction was, if you knew that I was going to choose a concubine, what would I do? At this time, I heard from Li Dongyang that your parents were also busy with your marriage, and at that time, my heart was full of indescribable depression, what kind of man would have you, and for the first time in my life, I was jealous and envious. When I thought we were going to miss out on this way, I saw your name on the list of selected show girls, and I was pleasantly surprised. And Dongyang's reaction made me feel that all this was not accidental, reason told me that I should not involve you in the palace conspiracy, but I finally chose to acquiesce to all this, even if I knew that Huai'en's motives were not pure, and let Dongyang and Huai'en plot to make you my crown princess. It was at that time that Uncle Ji successfully trained the first batch of secret guards, that is, at that time, the female secret guard Rushui was arranged by me to secretly protect you, and you were molested by Jixiao in the palace, Rushui informed me as soon as possible, I was inconvenient to appear, so I asked Rushui to lead the nearby Youqi to the garden to relieve you from the siege. But I was not at ease after all, so I showed up to meet you. After that, you became my crown princess, in order to protect you like water, I asked Uncle Ji to arrange her to be a maid by your side. ”

"So, whenever I am in danger when I leave the palace, you will always show up in time." Zhang Yue interjected softly.

Zhu Youzhu whispered, "En!" After you and I got married, Wynne persuaded me several times to ask you for Xuanweilu. I refused, because I knew very well that I would marry you because I loved you and nothing else. ”

Zhang Yue felt that the softest place in his heart was stirred, and a warm, sweet and sour feeling spread from his heart to his whole body.

Zhu Youzhu slowly took out a book from his arms, "Yue'er, whether you forgive me or not, I should return this Chinese translation of Xuanweilu to you." Don't worry, although I have read the contents of it, I swear to God that I will never leak it! I will definitely apply the content of the book to the benefit of the common people, and I will never abuse it for my own selfishness. As he spoke, he gently placed the book on the side of his pillow.

After Zhu Youzhu finished saying this big talk, he was obviously very tired, he gasped slightly, his eyes were dim, and he said with a painful expression, "Yue'er, if you still decide to leave me, I won't stop you, just like I promised you, your life should not stay in a small palace." You... You go. Zhu Youjiao's voice was hoarse in the end.

Zhang Yue's body was very tight, after listening to the last sentence Zhu Youjiao, her hand clenched suddenly, and after a long time, her hand slowly let go, her eyes flashed a hint of luster, she slowly stood up and left the bed,

Zhu Youzhang's face changed greatly, his eyes seemed to be covered with a black veil, looking at Zhang Yue's back, his lips trembled more and more, half loud, he slowly stood up, his body shook a little, and his voice changed tone, "Yue'er, you are really.." Do you want to go..."

Zhang Yue walked to the table in the room, poured a glass of water, turned around and returned to Zhu Youzhu and handed it to him. Zhu Youzhu looked at her in surprise,

"Aren't you thirsty after all that?"

Zhu Youzhang's eyes flashed with a hint of surprise, and he quickly took the water cup, "Yue'er, you ......"

Zhang Yue slowly sat down beside him and slowly exhaled a breath, "Actually, I know very well in my heart that you are by no means the kind of sinister person who will do anything to seek the end, otherwise I would not have handed over the Xuanweilu that is related to the safety of tens of millions of Li people, but I don't know why every time I think that you have used me, my heart is as uncomfortable as a needle prick." I hate conspiracy and exploitation, and I will not allow such a thing to happen again. Otherwise, I will be far away from you, and I will never return. ”

Zhu Youzhu threw away the water cup and hugged Zhang Yue in his arms, "Yue'er, I swear to heaven that I will never hide anything from you again!" Thank you, Yue'er, for coming back to me. ”

Zhang Yue hugged Zhu Youzhang back, his eyes were moist, "A lifetime is so long, I don't want to spend it in misunderstandings, suspicions, and regrets, I hope that when we are old, we will be happy in our memories." Rumo, when we return to the capital, I want to go to Concubine Ji's grave to worship, I want to tell her, please rest assured, her son, I Zhang Yue will guard in this life. ”

"Yes!" Zhu Youjiao's eyes overflowed with a few sparkles, and he took out a string of shining beads from his arms, which was the Xuanjing bead string, which was gently put on Zhang Yue's left wrist, and then hugged Zhang Yue in his arms tighter and tighter.

Zhang Yue's head was buried in Zhu Youjiao's arms, and his eyes stared at the small characters of Juanxiu in the last issue of the beads, and his heart swelled with a throbbing.

The night was like a thick inkstone, so deep that it could not be dissolved, and the moon, which had been covered by dark clouds for a long time, finally showed its head, sprinkling ten thousand points of light on the earth.

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Half a month later, Zhu Youzhang's wound had scabbed over and he was able to move freely. Zhang Yue was always worried about Zhu Youzhang's injury and hoped to stay longer, but after all, the country could not be without a king for a day, so Zhu Youzhu decided to set off and return to Beijing.

The night before leaving Yansui, Zhu Youzhu summoned Wang Yue alone, and the two talked secretly for half a night, Zhang Yue didn't know what the two said, but when they left the next day, Wang Yue looked at Zhu Youzhang's eyes like a god, revealing an indescribable respect and worship. Zhang Yue thought to herself, her man is really one in a million.

Zhu Youzhang's departure from Beijing was all done in secret, so Huiluan also marched in an extremely low-key situation, and the guards in brocade clothes all changed into civilian clothes, and the journey went smoothly, and Zhu Youzhang's injuries did not recur, but Zhang Yue was always worried about his wounds.

When she arrived in Shuozhou, she insisted on asking Zhu Youzhang to rest for three days, Zhu Youzhu had to obey his wife, so he secretly ordered Zhao Youdao, the prefect of Shuozhou, to welcome him, Zhao Youdao was surprised to hear that the holy car was coming, and the holy will was to take over the car secretly, and it was not allowed to be publicized, so he quickly vacated the prefect's mansion and let the holy car and his party live.