Chapter 137: Words from the Heart
The people in the room got up one after another, and Wang Yue quickly glanced at the emperor and queen, and said, "The ministers will immediately rectify the border defense in accordance with Your Majesty's will, and the ministers will retire." ”
Zhu Youzhu nodded, and there were only Zhang Yue and Zhu Youzhu left in the house in an instant, and even Xiaotong was taken away by Mu Bin when he went out.
Zhang Yue was a little overwhelmed for a while, and stood there stupidly.
Zhu Youzhu sighed lightly, "What is Yue'er doing standing there, come here." ”
Zhang Yue walked over in a daze, sat down at a distance from Zhu Youjiao's side, Zhu Youzhu reached out to hold Zhang Yue's hand, Zhang Yue dodged, Zhu Youzhang's eyes dimmed, and suddenly coughed violently, Zhang Yue hurriedly stepped forward to help him stroke his back, and said smoothly, "Why is the cough so bad, I'll call the military doctor." ”
After Zhu Youzhu calmed down, he shook his head, "Yue'er, don't call people, I don't want others to disturb us." As he spoke, he looked at Zhang Yue's eyes affectionately and held Zhang Yue's hand gently.
Zhang Yue's eyes looked away, gently withdrew the hand that was being held, and said in a muffled voice, "You should get better quickly." ”
Zhu Youzhang's eyes dimmed, "You're still angry with me." ”
Zhang Yue said, "No, I just think that you are so seriously injured, I have to pay a lot of responsibility." I should take care of you as well. ”
Zhu Youjiao's eyes became more and more dim, "Yue'er, what do you think?" ”
Zhang Yue said in a low voice, "Actually, you didn't have to go to great lengths to find me, you got Xuanweilu, and now that you are also the emperor, no one can bully you anymore." I.. I don't have anything for you to take advantage of, why did you come to me and hurt yourself so much. ”
Zhu Youzhang's face became worse and worse, and Zhang Yue continued, "If you are worried about Xuanweilu, then don't worry, I will never give the original to anyone, and when I am old and dying, I will... Hmm..."
Zhu Youzhu sealed Zhang Yue's lips with his lips, familiar with the taste of attachment, warm and soft lips, suddenly made Zhang Yue completely forget to breathe, he could only look at the enlarged face in front of him, his head was blank, there was no domineering demand, no gentle lingering, just careful fitting, gentle grinding, but Zhang Yue felt like he had experienced a long time.
When Zhang Yue reacted and pushed him away with all his might, the room was a little embarrassed for a while, and Zhu Youzhu sighed lightly, "I know, there are some things I hid from you before, making you so sad and angry, it was my mistake, I just beg you not to say such things to me, give me a chance to talk, okay?" ”
Zhang Yue had just pushed him away and had exhausted all his strength, panting slightly at this time, looking away from the beginning, and said intermittently, "There is no this... If necessary, I'll treat you... When my injuries get better, I'll be... Leave... You don't have to bother coming to me again. ”
Zhu Youzhang's face changed greatly when he heard this, and his eyes flashed with pain.
He was silent for a long time, and then slowly spoke, "Since I was born, my mother has taken me to live in the cold palace, which is cold and dark, and I always can't eat. The most unbearable thing was that my mother would not let me out, for fear that I would be seen, I did not dare to speak, I did not dare to laugh, and I did not dare to cry, until I was five years old, I was led to a man, they asked me to call him Father, I called, the man was very happy, and then my mother and I were taken out of the cold palace and lived in a very luxurious palace, when I thought I could laugh and cry freely, my mother died suddenly, and I will never forget the appearance of her death, her eyes, nose, and mouth were bleeding black blood, and she was poisoned. My mother, who loved me the most, died, and my heart ached like blood every day, but I didn't dare to cry. A few days later, Zhang Min, who had been with me and protected me in the cold palace, also hanged himself. I have lost two loved ones who have been the best to me. And the person I called my father didn't take the initiative to find out who the murderer was, so he hastily closed the case. I blame myself, I think it's because I became the prince, I hurt my mother and Zhang Min, everyone's tragedy is because of me. Over the years, I have been very tired, since I became the crown prince, I have been assassinated more than 30 times, at first Huai'en was protecting me, and then my grandfather's servant Ji Quan found me, he taught me a martial arts, let me defend myself. But I'm still on guard against everyone, I think there is no real feeling between people, I can't trust anyone, slowly, I'm used to hiding my emotions, closing my heart, I know, if you want to live well, you must be strong, strong enough to protect yourself and the people closest to you. ”
Zhang Yue listened to Zhu Youjiao's story quietly, and her eyelashes trembled a few times.
"Yes, I went to Xuanwei Academy in Wuling Mountain before, on the one hand, to ask for my father's birthday to change my father's attitude towards me, and on the other hand, I really wanted to find out the news of Xuanweilu. When I learned about the existence of Xuanweilu from Wynne, in order to better protect myself and the people around me, I really wanted to get this strange book. I know I'm doing it wrong..."
Zhang Yue felt a pain in his heart, and coldly interrupted him, "I've already heard these words once, and I don't want to hear them anymore." ”
Zhu Youjiao's eyes turned slightly, "No, what I want to say is that I should have confessed to you earlier, so that you would not have left in a bad mood, and you would not have suffered so much." ”
Zhang Yue's eyebrows moved, and he was silent.
"In the academy, although it was accidental to meet you and become friends, it was the most precious gift I received in Xuanwei Academy. After I found out your identity as a woman, my unexpected words and actions made me curious, and I deliberately did not reveal your identity as a woman. After several exchanges, your sincerity and simplicity, integrity and justice, like a magnet attracted and moved me, when I knew that you were arrested for the case of Cha Caihua, I was anxious, regardless of Xiao Jing's persuasion, and put pressure on the county commander to send troops to save you. After that, I was assassinated, but what makes me feel guilty is that I have involved you as well, and the little bits and pieces of the hardships we shared when we were hunted down are in my heart, and my heart that has been closed for a long time seems to be slowly melted by a flame. ”
Zhang Yue's teeth bit his lip lightly.
"After I was rescued by Ji Quan and returned to the capital, I always thought of you in my heart. Soon after, my father asked me to welcome the envoys of various countries to Beijing, and I seemed to see you in the vast crowd, and my heart immediately became excited, and I was afraid that I had been dazzled by the mistake. I went to Li Dongyang's house to inquire about the news, and I met you. I'm thrilled to see you again. Later, I was inadvertently bumped into my identity by you, and you began to alienate me, I was very sad for a while, knowing that my identity might bring disaster to you, but I couldn't let go of you, so I asked Li Dongyang to help me make an appointment with you, and I was happy to reconcile with you for many days. ”
Zhang Yue's hand slowly tightened.