Chapter 30: Apologies are fruitless

When I woke up, I was still very depressed, I didn't want to listen to the class, and I kept thinking about the morning. Yu Jie was also bored in history class and kept pulling me on the sidelines.

", don't bother me." Viciously slapped him.

"Damn, did you take gunpowder?"

"Roll"

"Believe it or not, someone's little fist hammers your chest?"

At this time, I was close to the brink of an outburst, and there was a hint of murder in my eyes. Yu Jie saw that the situation was not good, and quickly pretended to listen to the class, so that I couldn't get angry. Finally waited for the end of class, I couldn't wait to apologize, but I couldn't see anyone again, and I knew that Li Jiajia was avoiding me.

I was absent-minded in class, but Yu Jie seemed to be gloating, and he didn't forget to tease me.

"The teacher called you."

I really thought the teacher had called me, so I quickly stood up.

"Huang Haiyu, is there something wrong with you?"

I was stunned for a few seconds before I realized that Yu Jie was messing away.

"It's okay, sleepy, stand for a while."

"Not bad!"

When I'm in a bad mood, I don't bother to care when others fix me. There is no sense of accomplishment at all. Symbolically stood for a moment and then sat down.

After class, I tried again, but I still didn't see Li Jiajia. I don't know the people in their class, and I'm embarrassed to ask. I would try it whenever I could, and the effort paid off, and I finally met him after dinner.

"Li Jiajia." She ignored me and didn't look back, I continued to chase her behind, "Li Jiajia." ”

"Do I know you?" Li Jiajia turned her head, her eyes dodged, and her tone was flat.

"I'm sorry."

"I don't know you, what kind of apologies do you say,"

"Look me in the eye, don't you really know me?" Li Jiajia bowed her head and was silent.

"You won't even give me a chance to apologize?"

"Did you give me a chance?" At this time, Li Jiajia looked up at me. The corridor was full of people, and whoever walked over wanted to take a look at us.

"Shall we say somewhere else?"

"Why do you want to change places, isn't it nice here?"

"There are a lot of people here, I'm afraid it won't affect you."

"You're afraid of affecting yourself!"

Li Jiajia was speechless, I don't know if she was afraid of herself or me, and she walked in front. The sun still had this temperature at about six o'clock, and Li Jiajia kept walking in front, and I followed behind, leaving the decision to Li Jiajia. After a while we came to the bottom of the ginkgo tree, and by this time the leaves of the ginkgo tree had begun to turn yellow, and the yellowed leaves of the trees were fluttering like boats under the action of the wind.

"That's it." Li Jiajia stopped and turned to look at me.

"I'm sorry, but I really want to write an essay!"

"How many minutes is missing?"

"That topic is not simple, I can't explain it clearly in one sentence or two!" I made useless excuses, but Li Jiajia, who was angry, didn't listen to it at all.

"I think you just don't want to!"

"No, it's not." I shook my head frantically.

"Do you know how embarrassed I was in class?"

I thought I was a fool and replied that I didn't know, and I didn't know what I was thinking at the time.

"Don't know? What else do you want to see live? ”

I knew it was useless for me to say anything, so I had to apologize again: "I'm sorry. ”

"Even if you tell me a brief, it won't be so embarrassing."

As Li Jiajia spoke, a leaf fell on her head, right on the whirlpool, and I reached out to take it off.

"What for?" Li Jiajia subconsciously took a step back.

"You have leaves on your head."

"Don't digress from the conversation." Li Jiajia frantically patted off the ginkgo biloba.

"I'm really sorry, not next time." Reluctantly apologized again.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, what else would you say besides being sorry?" After speaking, Li Jiajia ran away angrily.

Don't forget to look back and say, "There is no next time." ”

I stood stunned, looked up at the stout ginkgo tree, and said to myself, "What did I do wrong?" "Watching the leaves fall one by one, it was as if I had fallen alone.

I picked up a leaf and put it on the tip of my nose, it no longer had the fragrance of green leaves, only the sadness of withering yellow. I sat down and put down the yellow ginkgo biloba, picked a green leaf that was evergreen, and smelled the smell of youthful vitality, even if it fell off with the trunk, it still had this tenacious vitality. The ginkgo tree, on the other hand, is straight and tall, and only the wind can pluck its leaves, and when it falls, it is nearly dusk.

Maybe life is like this, I haven't met the right person to live a dull life, and I land alone. Although the evergreen leaves were plucked by me, she left her original trajectory and could use the rest of her life to see another world.

I sighed helplessly, patted my ass and went back to the classroom.