I forced my smile back to my seat. The earth will turn without anyone, and I told myself in my heart that my life would be better without her.

"What's wrong with you?"

"It's okay." I replied to Yu Jie with a smile, but my face was full of unhappiness, I am afraid that everyone can see it.

"It's okay, you go look in the mirror yourself."

I ignored him and flipped through the workbook to prepare for my homework. Maybe God is playing tricks on me, there is a math workbook on the quasi-table, I didn't pay attention to open it but just turned to that page, looking at the specific solution steps, only then did I realize that I just gave her my own? But it was too late.

I habitually sat behind Li Jiajia for evening self-study, and she saw that she didn't mean to change positions, so she took the book and ran to the upper left corner of the classroom, which was the farthest place from me. My temper is also relatively axial, since you don't want to pay attention to me, why should I bother with you. We are not a couple, but we are just as cold as a couple.

"You're completely stiff with her this time, aren't you?" Yu Jie is really gossipy, which pot is not opened.

"Almost."

"Women, there will always be a few days, endure it and it will pass."

"Bear with a fart, it's a big deal to die and not get along."

"I don't know you yet? Can you hold back? ”

In the face of Yu Jie's disdainful eyes and mocking words, I really couldn't find any reason to refute him. Time passed day by day, and seeing that it was about to be the weekend, I almost couldn't help but look for her several times.

"Going to the Internet café tomorrow?"

"I don't want to go."

"I can't think about it! Isn't the game fun? ”

I really didn't want to go, but I couldn't stand Yu Jie's sharp words, and finally agreed. I went home early on Saturday morning, and the house had not yet been built, so I borrowed Yu Jie's mobile phone to call my father, and then went directly to the Internet café.

When I arrived, Yu Jie had already played by himself, and skillfully entered the League of Legends and started the journey of sending points.

The sound of "pop" lighter sounded in my ears, and Yu Jie saw me looking at the cigarette with a cigarette in his mouth, and blew at me with his fingers between his fingers.

"Here's one."

"Nope."

"I know you're in a bad mood, this thing can make you forget your troubles."

I took the cigarette and put it in my mouth, and Yu Jie lit a fire for me.

"Ahem, ahem."

As soon as I took a sip, I choked on it, so I threw it away.

"Damn, don't waste it if you don't smoke it, it's very expensive."

When I returned to school on Sunday, I couldn't help but think of the scene of last week in my mind when I walked on the road, and on that familiar road, I even felt that Li Jiajia was walking beside me, talking and laughing. Before I knew it, I went downstairs, only to realize that I had always been alone, and loneliness and low self-esteem instantly came to my heart.

During the lesson, I struggled to find her.

"Why go? You're not doing anything wrong. ”

"Someone else is a girl."

"What's wrong with the girl?"

…………………

I don't know why I had such a conversation in my head, and I quickly shook my head frantically, but I couldn't shake it off.

"What are you smoking?"

"You're just going crazy?"

"If you feel uncomfortable, go to her! Just admit your mistakes, happiness is to be earned by yourself. ”

It was only with Yu Jie's encouragement that I made up my mind to apologize again, twice if I didn't work once, and three times if I didn't work twice. So I went to look for Li Jiajia after class, but when I walked out the window and saw that her seat was still empty. It's okay, there's always a chance, comfort yourself.

Just as I was about to leave, his classmate came out.

"Alas, classmate."

"It's you, what's wrong?"

"Where's Li Jiajia?"

"Why, come and apologize!" She looked very understanding, "Didn't I say, you're really stupid, won't you give her your own if you don't have time?" ”

"I didn't think of it until later!"

"She asked for leave and hasn't come yet, remember that my name is Zeng Xinyi"

I thought Li Jiajia was avoiding me again, but it seems that I still think too highly of myself. I feel a little better when I hear the news. Humming a little tune, he returned to the classroom.

"Look at your face full of spring, done?"

"Nope."

"And you're smiling so happily?"

"It's your business."

In the end, I compromised with reality, although I haven't been forgiven by Li Jiajia, but as long as I take the initiative, I can still solve it.