Text Chapter 237: Leave with the intention of leaving
In the evening, Wei Linnan went to the room to bring water to Yan Qingruo.
She was used to opening the door without seeing her fingers, holding a cup in one hand and skillfully turning on the switch with the other.
The lights in the room came on, and Wei Linnan saw Yan Qingruo sitting on the ground leaning on the bed, and after two days of walking corpse life, her face was already haggard to the extreme.
Yan Qingruo's clothes hadn't been changed for two days, her hair was very disheveled, and she was full of embarrassment, as if she had suffered some vicious torture.
Putting the cup down, Wei Linnan wanted to comfort but couldn't say anything, so he could only turn around and leave.
In the past two days, she has said everything she can say, but Yan Qingruo is just indifferent, except for the fact that she lifted out the child that night, everything else has no effect on Yan Qingruo.
Now Wei Linnan is only glad that Yan Qingruo is at least willing to eat something.
Before she could take a step, she was pulled, Wei Linnan turned her head and saw Yan Qingruo sitting on the ground grabbing her trouser leg, and before she could speak, she heard Yan Qingruo ask in a hoarse voice, "Linnan, what do you say?" ”
This was the first time she had spoken in the past two days, and Wei Linnan didn't know how to answer for a while.
Yan Qingruo's eyes were red, tears slipped down her cheeks, and she choked up and said in a choked voice, "Lin Nan, you say, this child, what should I do?" What to do? ”
She looked like she was lost and depressed, as if she was asking Wei Linnan, and as if she was asking herself, her voice was full of helplessness and pity.
Wei Linnan was distressed when she heard this, but she couldn't do anything at all, she sat down, looked at Yan Qingruo and said, "I don't know what to do, Qingruo, I can't help it, I'm sorry." ”
Now, Wei Linnan is even more sure of the guess in her heart, who is the child's father, seeing that Yan Qingruo has been so depressed in the past two days, she doesn't dare to mention the child's father at all.
This child, as a mother, Yan Qingruo was so confused that she didn't know what to do, and she, an outsider, had no way.
Killing the child is inhumane in Wei Linnan's heart, it is a small life after all, and surgery is equivalent to murder.
But if you are born, it seems unrealistic.
The child's father is by his side, but the relationship between him and Yan Qingruo is now unexplained and complicated, and there are too many bonds between the two, and the birth of the child is obviously an added trouble.
So Wei Linnan racked his brains and couldn't think of any feasible way.
Seeing that Wei Linnan had no idea, Yan Qingruo cried out as if she had lost the life-saving straw she held in her hand all of a sudden.
Wei Linnan quietly stayed by her side, only silently with tissues and water, and didn't say much.
After a while, Yan Qingruo's crying gradually became quieter, she took out a tissue and wiped her face, and began to look at the floor in a daze.
As if thinking of something, Wei Linnan suddenly said, "Qingruo, why don't you leave here with Nuonuo?" ”
This is the only way she can think of, the child can't be removed, then the only way is to give birth, but it is obviously not possible to stay here, looking at Yan Qingruo's reaction, she knows that she doesn't want the child's father to know about the existence of this child, so the best way to leave is also the only way.
Since the moment she knew that she was pregnant, Yan Qingruo had already collapsed, Wei Linnan was taking care of her for the past two days, and the two were best friends, for Yan Qingruo, Wei Linnan was like her backbone.
Now hearing Wei Linnan say this, she seems to see hope, and there is finally a little light in her eyes.
Wei Linnan continued, "You leave for a while and give birth to the child, and as for the future, wait for the child to be born." ”
If Yan Qing is so depressed now, it is nothing more than a hurry for the child's affairs, then give birth to the child first, and other things will be easily solved.
"Get out of here and give birth to the child......" Yan Qingruo lowered her head and muttered to herself, suddenly thinking of something, she looked up at Wei Linnan and said, "Linnan, I want to calm down and think about it myself." ”
"Then I'll go out first, if there's anything to call me, the water is on the table over there, you remember to drink."
Seeing that she finally cheered up and was ready to think about how to solve the problem, Wei Linnan was also a lot relieved, and she opened the curtains for Yan Qingruo before turning around and leaving the room, and then gently closed the door.
Both of them shrank in the dark room, and Yan Qingruo was a little uncomfortable with the light.
She covered her eyes with her hands, staring blankly at the light shining through the glass, and felt her heart light up.
Wei Linnan's words gave Yan Qingruo the courage to think about the problem, and for the past two days, she has been avoiding the problem, she locked herself in the room, pretending that nothing had happened.
But the problem is still there after all, and there is no shortage of trouble.
Yan Qingruo stood up and moved her stiff body, then walked to the window and looked out, the bustling city under her feet was familiar and beautiful.
This is the place where she has lived since she was a child, and as soon as the idea of leaving came to her heart, she immediately felt a strong reluctance, if she wanted to leave here, leave this place related to Chu Mu, and go to a completely unfamiliar city......
Yan Qingruo shook her head, wanting to get Chu Mu out of her mind.
She suddenly thought that if the child's father was not Chu Mu, maybe she wouldn't be as miserable as she is now.
Realizing that her thoughts were drifting a little far, Yan Qingruo sighed, sat down on the bed, and gently put her hand on her lower abdomen, feeling the little life inside.
The corners of her mouth involuntarily brought a smile, if this child is born, it must be a cute baby like Yan Nuonuo, as beautiful as Yan Nuonuo, as smart, and as likable.
Wait for him to be born...... The smile on the corner of Yan Qingruo's mouth suddenly froze.
No!
She can't wait for the child to be born, and she can't leave, the frozen scepter is still in Yan Zhixin's hands, and if she doesn't take the scepter back, the consequences will be unimaginable.
So she couldn't leave, but if she didn't leave and stay here, she couldn't hide it from Chu Mu quietly and give birth to this child.
The hand covering her lower abdomen began to tremble, Yan Qingruo gritted her teeth, and tears fell again.
Tears flowed silently, I don't know how long it took Yan Qingruo to take out a tissue and wipe her face, then opened the door and walked out of the room.
This is the first time she has walked out of this room in two days, and it was Wei Linnan who asked her to eat before, so she would go out, and walking out from here was like making a choice.
"Qingruo."
Seeing her come out, Wei Linnan raised a smile on his face.
Yan Qingruo sat down beside her and hesitated for a long time before she made up her mind to speak, "I'm going to take the child away." ”
With a smile on his face, Wei Linnan's face slowly changed, and then he was surprised, "Why?" Qingruo, that's your child, if you have any difficulties, I can help you, we can find a way together. ”
"You can't help me." Yan Qingruo shook her head, "No one can help me with that matter, Lin Nan, I still have things to do, and I can't leave here, so this child must be removed." ”
Wei Linnan was even more incredible, "What is so important, can't you wait until the child is born?" ”
Yan Qingruo said bitterly, "It's very important, it's very important, so I can't wait any longer." ”
She didn't want to give up the child, no matter who the father of the child was, for Yan Qingruo, this was her own child, but that person was Chu Mu, and the frozen scepter was still in Yan Zhixin's hands.
All these conditions seem to be against the baby in her womb coming into this world.
"I can help you." Wei Linnan grabbed her hand, "Qingruo, as long as you say a word, no matter what you do, I will do my best to help you get things done, so that you can leave here with peace of mind and give birth to the baby." ”
Yan Qingruo's expression was even more painful, "I said it, you can't help me, Lin Nan, thank you for your kindness, but I really can't give birth to a child at this time." ”
Seeing that she refused to say what was going on, Wei Linnan was no longer reluctant, she had never liked to inquire about other people's affairs, but Yan Qingruo would ask a few more words.
But Wei Linnan still didn't want Yan Qingruo to give up that little life like this, "Qingruo, think about it, if you take the child away, you will definitely regret it in the future." ”
Covering her cheeks with her hands, Yan Qingruo lowered her head and fell silent.
Wei Linnan continued, "When Nuo Nuo was born, everything was also very difficult, but didn't she grow up safely until now, you believe me, nothing can't be solved." ”
"Think about Nuo Nuo, how smart and cute she is, when this child is born, she must be as likable as Nuo Nuo, such a cute baby, are you really willing to give up on him?"
"Qingruo, I don't want you to do something that you regret, think about it again, don't give up so easily."
Yan Qingruo was reluctant to give up the baby in her belly, although she only knew that his existence had only been two days, but as a mother, she already had feelings for this little life.
Although she has been avoiding problems for the past two days, she is willing to eat for the sake of the baby, otherwise Yan Qingruo doesn't know what she will become.
She never thought about taking the child away.
But the thought of the Frozen Scepter made me have to do it.
Now after Wei Linnan's persuasion, Yan Qingruo, who was originally not firm in her position, was even more shaken, she thought about it, and finally decided to keep the child.
"Lin Nan, you're right, maybe I can make this decision now, but when I really get to the hospital, I will definitely be reluctant."
Wei Linnan smiled, "That's right, when the baby is born, I will have another goddaughter, ah no, maybe it's a godson." ”
Yan Qingruo was infected by her smile, and she was also a lot more energetic.
"I listen to you, leave here with Nuonuo first, and wait for the baby to be born, Lin Nan, you are right, nothing is more important than this little life, he is my baby."