Chapter 236: Helpless
Yan Qingruo is emotionally unstable now, and Wei Linnan was frightened by the scene where she fainted today, so she was very cautious and didn't dare to relax at all, for fear that something would happen to Yan Qingruo if she made a mistake.
Wei Linnan is not proficient in cooking, but can simply cook some home-cooked food, so he is not so particular.
Wei Linnan has never been so careful about selecting ingredients, she chose some vegetables that are good for pregnant women, with meat and vegetables, and finally took some ingredients to make soup, because the Internet said that pregnant women should drink more nutritious soup to nourish their bodies.
After returning home, Wei Linnan prepared a table for Yan Qingruo that was much richer than usual, although they were all simple home-cooked dishes, but four dishes and one soup, there were meat and vegetarian dishes, and they looked very good.
It's a pity that Yan Qingruo didn't even see the exquisite meals on this table.
When Wei Linnan came back from the supermarket, Yan Qingruo still maintained the appearance of her leaving, sitting in the room in a daze, not saying anything.
After the meal was ready, Wei Linnan went to the room again to ask Yan Qingruo to eat, Yan Qingruo only shook her head, and then said that she was not hungry.
Remembering that Yan Qingruo said that she hadn't eaten anything in the morning and noon in the foster home, Wei Linnan was very worried, how could she not be hungry if she didn't eat for a day, not to mention that Yan Qingruo still had a little life in her stomach.
Wei Linnan naturally refused to give up easily, "Qingruo, you said that you had a nausea and headache in the foster home today, so you didn't eat anything, in that case, how could you not be hungry now?" ”
"I can't eat it." Yan Qingruo's voice was as faint as a mosquito, if it weren't for the silence of the room, Wei Linnan felt that he might not be able to hear what she was saying.
Yan Qingruo's small voice made Wei Linnan firm in her thoughts, she didn't even have the strength to speak now, if she didn't eat well, her body would definitely collapse.
Wei Linnan wanted to say that even if it was for the baby in her belly, Yan Qingruo should add some energy, at least not to let the body collapse, but when the words came to her mouth, she remembered that Yan Qingruo became the way she is now because of the child in her belly, so she had to swallow the words back.
Turning around and leaving the room, Wei Linnan brought Yan Qingruo a glass of water.
Although Yan Qingruo doesn't eat, she doesn't refuse to drink water, after all, water is the most basic substance to maintain the normalcy of the human body, as long as Yan Qingruo doesn't think about it, she won't even drink water.
Watching her finish drinking the water in the cup, Wei Linnan asked, "Why don't I bring the food to the room, you have lost a lot of weight during this time, and if you don't eat again, you will only have a handful of bones left." ”
Yan Qingruo looked up at Wei Linnan and said in a pleading tone, "I really can't eat, Linnan, don't you care about me, okay?" ”
Wei Linnan naturally didn't really care about her, but seeing her like this, he had no choice but to give up.
Yan Qingruo looked like this, Wei Linnan didn't have much appetite, she only ate some dishes on the table, then cleaned up the table, and then found out the recipe, thinking about making a soup for Yan Qingruo, as a supper, to replenish her energy.
When Wei Linnan walked into the room with the soup, Yan Qingruo's face became even more ugly than in the afternoon, pale like a female ghost, very scary.
was so anxious that he couldn't do it, but Wei Linnan pretended not to see anything, and put the soup on the table, "I made a supper, the first time I made this kind of soup, I made it according to the recipe, and I don't know how it tastes, why don't you give a face and taste it?" ”
This time, Yan Qingruo finally reacted, she raised her head and glanced at the soup on the table.
Wei Linnan was a little surprised, but before she could say anything, she saw Yan Qingruo lower her head again, and she didn't want to say a word.
The two are best friends, Yan Qingruo naturally knows Wei Linnan, she knows that Wei Linnan doesn't like to do things in the kitchen, so she is very grateful to her.
But she couldn't eat anything at all, and when she was in the foster home, she could numb herself with busyness and pretend that nothing had happened.
But now she couldn't do anything but stay helplessly in her room and accept all the facts.
Yan Qingruo was dissatisfied with the facts, but she was powerless to resist, so she could only do nothing like the walking dead like she is now, and then lie to herself and say that nothing happened.
The anticipation in Wei Linnan's eyes made her unbearable to look at directly, Yan Qingruo lowered her head to avoid her gaze, "I can't eat, you don't care about me." ”
"You're almost incomplete, can I leave it alone?" Wei Linnan suddenly became angry, "Yan Qingruo, the sky hasn't fallen yet, what are you doing here?" ”
Yan Qingruo held Wei Linnan's hand and said, "Linnan, don't force me, okay, I really don't want to eat, I just want to see the relationship between the two of us, leave me alone." ”
Wei Linnan shook off her hand, and her face became even more ugly, "I haven't eaten much for a day, do you still have your life if you care about you, Qingruo, I'll ask you today, do you want to die?" ”
"Of course not!" Yan Qingruo raised her head violently, "Why do you think so?" ”
Although Yan Qingruo was so uncomfortable that she couldn't eat, she didn't have the slightest idea of committing suicide, and now she couldn't help but be a little surprised when she heard Wei Linnan ask like this.
"How could I think that? If you are pregnant, if you don't eat like this, don't you want to die with your baby? ”
was shocked by the sentence that ended up with the baby, and in the face of Wei Linnan's questioning, Yan Qingruo was silent, she really had no thoughts of suicide, but what Wei Linnan said was also true.
She lowered her head and didn't speak, Wei Linnan mistakenly thought that she was acquiescing, and she was even more angry, and she didn't care about any stimulation or not, and directly and mercilessly mentioned the child in Yan Qingruo's belly.
"You have a baby in your belly now, you can't replenish your body without eating, you can stand it but the baby can't stand it, Qingruo, I don't want to influence your decision, but you are not rational now, and it is not suitable to make a decision, I hope you can think about it."
Yan Qingruo heard it in a fog, "What decision?" ”
Wei Linnan glared at her and said, "Of course it's the baby in your belly!" ”
"I haven't figured it out yet." Yan Qingruo lowered her head, her voice was still very small, "I don't know anything." ”
Seeing that she didn't mean to die with the baby, Wei Linnan knew that she had misunderstood, she thought about it, and said, "Since you haven't thought about it, let's eat something first, otherwise if you toss it like this, before you think about it, the child in the belly won't be able to keep it." ”
Although Yan Qingruo was sad, she was very confused, and she didn't want to kill this child.
Wei Linnan is reasonable, as long as she doesn't want the child to have something to do, she must eat something, otherwise she will be fine with this opera, and the child should have an accident first.
Seeing that Yan Qing was open, Wei Linnan finally relaxed a little.
She brought the soup over, watched Yan Qingruo finish drinking, helped her lie down, covered the quilt for her, and left the room.
Yan Qingruo's meaning just now was obvious, she didn't have the heart to think about the child's stay at all now, but Wei Linnan didn't want Yan Qingruo to take this child away.
Because although Yan Qingruo is still young, she is not in good health after all, and taking out the child will damage her body, and it is a small life after all.
Confirming that Yan Qingruo did not mean to take out the child, Wei Linnan breathed a sigh of relief.
But in a blink of an eye, she became worried again, because Yan Qingruo was now broken down for this child, and she felt in her heart that Yan Qingruo had little hope of keeping this child.
Wei Linnan's worry about the child did not last long, and it was transferred to Yan Qingruo, because the next morning she found that after a night's rest, Yan Qingruo's condition did not improve.
When eating breakfast, Yan Qingruo's face was still as haggard as yesterday, her spirit was not good, and there was a heavy dark blue under her eyes, Wei Linnan knew at a glance that she must have slept late last night.
After Wei Linnan's explanation yesterday, Yan Qingruo no longer refused to eat, although she no longer cared about her body, she didn't care about the baby in her belly.
It's just that her appetite is still very weak, and although she eats breakfast, she eats very little.
Seeing her disgusting and uncomfortable appearance, Wei Linnan couldn't bear to persuade her to eat more.
After eating breakfast, Yan Qingruo shrank back into the room, cleaned up the table and went in to bring her water, only to find that the room was dark, and even the curtains were not opened.
She subconsciously wanted to help Yan Qingruo open the curtains, but after thinking about it, she gave up.
What made Wei Linnan even more desperate was that Yan Qingruo stayed in the room all morning, she sat on the bed, refused to open the curtains, refused to see the light, and refused to even say a word.
Wei Linnan was relieved after Yan Qingruo drank the soup last night, but she only realized that she was wrong now, if Yan Qingruo was willing to eat, but she ate less than birds, and she didn't even want to say a word outside of eating.
This went on for two days.
In the past two days, Yan Qingruo had a poor diet, had very little to eat, and in addition to eating, she shrunk in a dark room alone, did not turn on the lights, did not open the curtains, and closed the door tightly.
Wei Linnan was very worried, but he had nothing to do, and he didn't know how to persuade him, so he could only work his diet every day, and try his best to make Yan Qingruo eat more, but it had little effect.
How bad Yan Qingruo's appetite is, Wei Linnan has seen it with his own eyes.
As long as she eats a bite of something, she will start to vomit non-stop, and some things have already been eaten, and she will spit it out again, so in terms of diet, Wei Linnan can only work on herself, but she can't persuade Yan Qingruo.
Yan Qingruo didn't go out for two days, didn't wash her face, and didn't say a word more.
The staff of the foster home once called to care about her, and the call was answered by Wei Linnan, and Yan Qingruo was still reluctant to say a word in the face of the people in the foster home.
Wei Linnan really had no choice but to explain that Yan Qingruo was not feeling well and couldn't answer the phone, and then thanked the relationship between them, and finally hung up the phone politely.