Panyu 51 A basin of cold water
Also, the little rabbit understands that people have to face death after all, and people rarely die peacefully, heroically, or poignantly when they die as in the story.
When Mingling was about to die, she waited for her son to come back to see her, and she didn't wait until she was desperate, and one night, while the nurse didn't pay attention, she pulled all kinds of pipes on her body to hang herself.
The next day, when Little Rabbit and the eldest aunt went to see her, they only saw her lying on the floor with her upper body lying on the floor and her lower body still crooked on the bed; It was already stiff, and his hands were still stretched forward trying to get up, and his eyes were half bulging, as if he was still expecting to see something.
The desolate and helpless expression was forever fixed on Mingling's face, she performed so many joys, sorrows, and sorrows, and never thought that her life would be so pitiful and hideous when it ended.
She smelled all over her body, but she didn't die for long, not because the body was rotten and smelly, but because she had a lot of feces on her body. It is estimated that she wanted to go to the toilet, but she couldn't scream, and she couldn't stand up on her own, so she fell and died in a violent struggle.
Little Rabbit has seen dead people many times, but the old people in the village are guarded by their children and grandchildren, and they only die when they prepare coffins and shrouds, and although they die in pain, they will not be so miserable.
At this moment, the scene of seeing the corpse of the famous girl kept coming to the rabbit's mind, although she was only about ten years old at the time, the eldest aunt quickly blindfolded her, and the hospital quickly sent someone to dispose of the corpse, but it still left a deep and clear impression on her.
Three people peeked in the dense forest next to the resort path, and they saw the rabbit running out of the fish shed in a panic, and they guessed the reason.
Little did they know that the little rabbit had abandoned love in his mind, and was filled with the fear of embarrassing death.
"Why did the little rabbit run away?" Yama scratched his head and said to the bobcat, "I heard you say that the third brother wants to confess, I rushed from Rongcheng to see the show, and it was over like this?" ”
"It can't be that the third brother can't control it, and his movements are too rude to scare her, right?" Cattle speculate.
"Absolutely impossible." Bobcat immediately denied, "It is estimated that the little rabbit thinks that wearing that dress is not in line with the romantic atmosphere, and goes back to change clothes, maybe he will have to change into a lace dress and go to meet again." ”
"Lace maxi dresses? It's better to change into erotic underwear. As he spoke, Yamama's eyes lit up and he imagined the scene.
They guessed blindly, and after a while, they saw the little rabbit come out again, but the little rabbit did not change his clothes, but took a basin of water and swayed towards the fish shed.
Unable to guess what the little rabbit was going to do, they looked at each other and quietly approached the fish shed.
The little rabbit wanted to splash a basin of cold water on the boar and wake him up, so that he would not harm himself or destroy himself. Yes, it drips down his head, even if he beats himself!
Annoyance, heartache, love, resentment and crazy emotions are intertwined, and the little rabbit only does things by instinct, and his brain has long been unable to turn.
When I arrived at the fish shed, the door was wide open, and I saw the boar lying on the bed with his head resting on his arms and his eyes looking at the ceiling with empty eyes.
Hearing a strange noise outside the door, and seeing that it was the little rabbit standing at the door, he turned over in surprise and confusion and walked out of the door.
The little rabbit's whole body trembled, and he rehearsed many times in his mind how to splash him with water, but he was really about to act, and suddenly doubts arose-
The temperature difference between day and night on this mountain is large, and the evening breeze is very cool, will splashing water over his head make him catch a cold? He has a serious stomach problem, what if he spills his chest and gets his stomach damp again? Even if he splashed it on his leg, his injuries hadn't healed yet, and he couldn't get wet......
Holding the basin of water, the water has not yet been splashed out, and the little rabbit himself is distressed to death. Watching him approach step by step, the little rabbit's tears kept rolling down the basin of water, hoping that he would go away quickly, or scold himself a few words, then there would be a reason to escape, and there would be no need to splash water again......
But the boar wanted to get close to her, and asked softly: "Do you think I'm talking nonsense, and you want to splash water on me to wake me up?" ”
"Yes!" The little rabbit gritted his teeth, squeezed a word out of his teeth, and splashed water on the ground with trembling hands.
There was a big splash, the boar's leather shoes and trousers were stained with a few mud spots, and the rabbit's legs and canvas shoes were completely soaked.
wanted to splash him with water, but most of the water was poured on himself, and the little rabbit let out a long sigh of contempt for himself, and then comforted himself: To make others sober, you must first be sober yourself, this is self-discipline, not soft-hearted, not cowardly......
Before the cranky thoughts in his head were cleared, another feeling of being so stuffy that he couldn't breathe came, and the sound of the water basin falling to the ground sounded, and the little rabbit realized that the boar was hugging him.
The little rabbit trembled, and the boar was also trembling, she thought it was incredible, would the third brother also be afraid?
"You should splash me with cold water." After a long time, the boar stopped trembling, let go of her, and pressed her shoulders with both hands, "I don't blame you...... I probably had a high fever and was burned out to say those bastard things, and you did the right thing. ”
The little rabbit looked up at him, his gaze was sincere, and he really didn't blame himself. The little rabbit hoped that he would slap himself twice in anger so that he could completely sober himself up, but he had already turned back to the fish shed.
He was about to close the door, when suddenly his face turned cold, and he said in a deep voice, "Which way is a friend visiting?" If you want to fight, go early, don't wait for an opportunity in the dark! ”
Shouting this indicates that there is a thief or something hidden here, and the little rabbit was going to pick up the basin to leave, so he didn't know what to do.
"Hey! Hey...... Third brother, your voice is really scary. The horse came out of the bushes first, followed by the lynx and the bobcat.
"You ...... When did you guys get here? The boar blushed, and quickly darkened, and pointed at them.
"When it wasn't dark yet, we just waited on the side of the road for the results, and we didn't see anything, but you just came over and found out." The Bull replied, winking at the lynx and the pony to stop talking.
"What are you waiting for?" The boar's face softened.
"Let's see if the rabbit wants to stay in the fish shed for the night, or go back to the dormitory." The mountain cow said quite honestly.
Stay overnight? They think too crookedly. The little rabbit lowered his head and walked silently towards the dormitory, secretly thinking that he was lucky not to agree, otherwise he would really have no face to see people.
But before he could take a few steps, the tall mountain horse stopped him, "Why did you refuse him?" “
Little Rabbit smiled helplessly, no matter what others thought of the boar, their brothers definitely sincerely cared about each other, but this kind of care was limited to a few of their brothers, and they would not consider the feelings of outsiders.
"I don't deserve him." That's all Bunny can say.
"He just thinks you're worthy, there's no need for you to back down. Go quickly, and coax him while his heart is not cold. Yamama took Bunny's excuse seriously.
The mountain horse urged the little rabbit, the little rabbit really obeyed this stupid big fourth brother, why couldn't he hear that he had a lot of concerns?
Seeing that the little rabbit was very embarrassed, the mountain cow persuaded in a low voice: "Forget it, they just need to think about their own affairs." The third brother's family affairs are not easy to solve, at least I have to think about what Ah Ling and the eldest boy should do......"
The little rabbit nodded vigorously, or the fifth brother was thinking normally.
But when it came to Ah Ling and the eldest child, the boar's eyes were a little colder, and he asked her, "Do you mind the existence of their mother and son?" ”
The little rabbit didn't answer, and the mountain cow answered casually: "Of course I will mind......"
"And what do you want to do with them?" The boar stared at the rabbit and asked.
Little Rabbit saw a trace of cruelty and murder in his eyes, and he couldn't help but send chills down his spine. With the personality of the boar, if it is clear what is hindering him from achieving his goal, he will do his best to solve the problem, and the rabbit cannot put the reason for the refusal on anyone else, otherwise it will make others innocent.
So the little rabbit hurriedly waved his hand and said, "I haven't thought about how to deal with them, it has nothing to do with them." It's that I'm not worthy of you, I can't do anything to help you, and I'm afraid to face your complicated past, really, really, really I just want to live a simple life alone, please forgive me for being selfish and cowardly. ”