The little rabbit pulled his fingers embarrassedly, and then retreated to the door, and when he retreated, he was facing the deep gaze of the mountain pig, and the feelings contained in the gaze were so fierce that the little rabbit had already guessed what he was going to say about himself.

He knew that there were some things that could not be said, and they were not all tacitly unspoken? Why do you want to say it again? Maybe it was because Wang Adi's incident in the morning stimulated him, making him lose his judgment of whether to say or not.

The little rabbit panicked and quickened her retreat, but the boar grabbed her waist and forbade her to retreat.

The front and back halves of the fish shed hut are separated by gauze curtains, and the front half is a table and chairs and simple daily necessities. The gauze curtain has a pattern of "moonlight on the lotus pond", and at this time, the gauze curtain slowly slides open to both sides, revealing the bed, dresser, and wardrobe in the second half.

The items were ordinary, but the bunny's eyes shone with surprise and obsession, because there were many flowers on them.

The cypress bed is covered with elegant lilac pattern sheets, and the printed pattern contrasts with the real lilac forget-me-not dried flowers; The thin quilt of the same color as the bed sheet is neatly folded at the end of the bed, and a bouquet of lilac forget-me-not dried flowers is placed on the thin quilt; On each of the two pillows at the head of the bed is a bouquet of lilac forget-me-not dried flowers.

The whole bed is like a sea of forget-me-not flowers, and in order to avoid contamination with flower slurry, the boar also carefully uses dried flowers.

A bunch of blue bellflower on the dresser is in the mirror, and the flowers in the bottle and the flowers in the mirror reflect each other, and the bellflower flowers that are not stunning show a sense of nobility and dreaminess.

The wardrobe is full of lavender, and small bunches of blue-purple lavender are sticky to the handles, in the crevices, and in the corners.

There are also a lot of scattered flowers of forget-me-not, bellflower, and lavender scattered on the ground, and in the rabbit's eye is a garden of cool colors alternating between blue and purple gradients.

She couldn't tell whether she was in a dream or in reality, and only heard the boar's slightly deep voice say slowly: "Forget-me-not, eternal love, true love paid at the cost of life, eternal memories and irreparable regrets."

Platycodon flower, eternal love, long and hopeless waiting, lonely and watchful in this life, in exchange for eternal companionship, but when accompanied by heaven and man are separated forever.

Lavender, eternal love, innocent and beautiful encounters and acquaintances, guarded with heart, the fragrance after the ordeal, that is the rich fragrance hidden under the simple appearance, the once colorful have been forgotten. ”

The little rabbit trembled slightly, she bit her lower lip and shook her head, she understood what the boar meant, and she didn't want to listen to it anymore. The boar is talking about the flower language and related stories of the three flowers, forget-me-not, bellflower flower, and lavender can all represent eternal love, but they also imply the tragic meaning of life and death, lonely waiting, and prosperity.

These three flowers are just like the emotions of the two of them, not warm and straightforward roses or simply happy lilies, there are too many uncertainties. The little rabbit didn't want to be disturbed by the atmosphere he created, but he couldn't help but be moved to tears.

The boar leaned over and kissed her tearful eyelashes gently, and said sadly: "Ninety percent of couples in this world are improvised, they are all in the same bed and have different dreams, I don't want to live like that for the rest of my life, are you willing to give me a chance to be happy......"

As soon as he said this, the little rabbit thought of the women who were emotionally entangled with the boar, and their minds instantly cleared up, struggling to avoid him.

The boar let go of the hand around her waist, smiled reluctantly in disappointment, and then said in a bitter voice: "I am a selfish and domineering person, and I still want to fight for it even though I know that it is hopeless. Don't forget me, I won't let you forget me; Kikyo flowers, I hope you will always wait for me; Lavender, may your innocence be left to me. I know you're a dreaming girl, so let me accompany you to your dreams, okay? ”

Others confessed that men said all kinds of mountain alliances and sea oaths to women, but the boar directly said the request and made a request, but the little rabbit didn't think it was too much, and couldn't help but want to agree to him.

The remaining shred of reason locked the little rabbit's heart, she shook her head and shook her head again, but she couldn't say anything to refuse, but she was afraid that as soon as she opened her mouth, it would become a promise to him.

The fiery eyes of the mountain boar gradually revealed the sadness of despair, and he was still unwilling to whisper affectionately: "I don't want to promise you any illusory eternity, I just want to be a couple with you in the same bed, dream, and heart in this life, are you willing to give me a chance, and also give yourself a chance?" ”

Yes, I was willing in my heart, but I couldn't say it, and the little rabbit felt that all his internal organs were cramping, and his head was dizzy and his chest was stuffy.

She clenched her fists to gain the strength to stand still, and then took a firm step out the door, but the boar did not stop her again, but just looked at her back like crazy.

If you want to love vigorously, the little rabbit has imagined being with the boar on this occasion, it must be as gorgeous as fireworks blooming all over the city, right?

I heard that the love affair between the boar and Tian Tian was like that in Rongcheng at the beginning, and many people envied their dazzling brilliance, even if it was not for a long time.

But Xiaotu knows very well that what he wants is a long stream, plain and bland, no matter how beautiful the dream scenery is, if it doesn't belong to him, he won't be delusional.

Whether it is a novel or a film and television drama, the ending of the story is either a great consummation or a sad and poignant, but Xiaotu has seen very few real-life comedies, and tragedies are often more tragic than stories.

For example, in the 40s of the Republic of China, a famous Sichuan opera singer and his aunt were friends, and that famous singer could be called peerless in his glory back then, and he was once sought after by those wealthy families and high-ranking officials in the army.

Later, after liberation, there was a military cadre who was infatuated with her, and was willing to give up a good future for her and divorced his wife introduced by the leader.

But the cadre's wife went to the unit to find the leader to solve the problem, but the marriage was not divorced, and she was punished heavily, and she had to move from Yucheng to Rongcheng.

Mingling later married a journalist who could not stand the persecution during the turmoil and fled abroad and has not been heard from since.

It was easy to raise her son with hard work, and her son went to Hong Kong to settle down, and she guarded the old house of the troupe alone.

The kitchen in that house is shared by everyone on the first floor, but each family has a small gas stove. No matter what she eats, there are people watching from the side, eating frugally, and laughing at her downfall; Buy some good food, guess which man she must be in love with again.

There is no toilet in the building, there is a public toilet downstairs, and the first thing Ming Ling does in the morning is to go downstairs to empty the toilet.

When I went to visit the famous singer with my aunt, I saw that the small room was full of gorgeous costumes, and the glass picture frames on the wall were full of glamorous performance stills.

The beauty of the past, the love of the past has disappeared, what to say that the vicissitudes of life that have gone through the changes of the years is the favorite in the heart, that must be helpless self-deprecation, the little rabbit sees only numb survival, has long lost the joy of life and is still trying to live for life.

When you are old, it is a different kind of beauty to grow old calmly, but it must also be accompanied by an old wife and children, and the filial piety of children and grandchildren can have that beauty.

Little Rabbit doesn't believe that the boar is the one who can grow old with her, even if she once had it, she also owned, but she didn't want to plunge her life into long-term darkness for the sake of a moment of brilliance.