Chapter 197: What an irony

Why is this happening.

This is what Gao Yao thought in her heart, she didn't understand why things turned out like this, in the previous life, Meng Ankai's fate was so miserable, couldn't it be exchanged for peace in a lifetime?

"What are you talking about?"

Hearing Gao Yao's voice, the two of them turned around one after another, and saw her standing not far away, obviously listening to the conversation they had just had, and the teacup in her hand trembled because of the unrest in her heart, and the water in it kept overflowing.

Meng Ankai stepped forward and took the teacup in her hand: "I can't control things." ”

was so calm, Gao Yao instantly believed what Meng Anqi said, this Meng Ankai has lost the love in his heart, in other words, his love for her is not as much as Meng Ankai in his previous life.

She looked at Meng Ankai blankly, this man, against Meng Anqi's face.

Meng Anqi on the other side has Meng Ankai's face.

This world is so ironic.

"Who are you? The face is just an external thing, right, but what about the inner thing? Like, emotion. Gao Yao looked at Meng Ankai eagerly, hoping to get the answer he wanted.

Meng Ankai shook his head: "You know, I was hypnotized, I don't know anything." ”

"No, he knows everything, what hypnotizes is only his love for you, if the love between you is very strong, hypnosis can not be regarded as the same thing at all, just because the feelings between you are not necessarily strong, so no matter how strong Meng Ankai's mind is, there is no way to break through this hypnosis and make him think of his bone-crushing love for you."

Meng Anqi said to Gao Yao.

Talking so much, Meng Anqi just wanted to tell Gao Yao that Meng Ankai didn't love you at all.

How hurtful that is.

Even if Gao Yao was more shaken by this feeling, it was not as exciting as it was at this moment. It's like, I didn't want this thing, but in fact, it didn't belong to me all along.

Meng Ankai stared at Gao Yao and did not speak.

Meng Anqi looked at Gao Yao with some concern: "I'm sorry, I don't want to make the scene like this, I just don't say it again, when I die, you have been facing Meng Ankai, what are you going to do at that time?" ”

"I don't carry your pot." Meng Ankai said silently beside him.

Meng Anqi turned his head and glared at him; "Meng Ankai, do you want to make a face? You've already harmed Yaoyao like something, can't you raise your noble hand and let her go? ”

"Let her go? Do you think I'm stupid when I'm hypnotized? Who do I like or dislike, is it up to you to know? Also, you keep saying that you are dead, you are dead, do you want moral kidnapping to make Yaoyao feel guilty? What do you want to do? I ask you? Meng Ankai leaned over and stared at the eyes of others.

Gao Yao saw that these two people were pinched, and she was very anxious: "I just want to ask you, is it necessary to argue like this?" And you, do you still need treatment for your body? Still have the mind to quarrel with people? ”

Meng Anqi looked at Gao Yao, who had changed his attitude in just a few words from Meng Ankai, and deeply realized that Meng Ankai's position in Gao Yao's heart, if what he just said could shake her, it could only be that he mentioned the word love.

Deep in Gao Yao's heart, she cares very much about whether Meng Ankai really loves her.

Maybe it's because she loves to the deepest, suffers from gains and losses, and uses indifference to cover herself, seemingly not caring, but in fact she cares so much that even she is a little uncontrollable.

It just so happened that Meng Ankai did not defend and faced it with a calm attitude, which made Gao Yao's heart feel more relaxed.

Meng Anqi's heart was a little bitter, and it was at such a time that he realized what he was wrong.

In fact, from the very beginning, when he appeared with this face, he had already taken the lead, but he didn't know how to grasp it, so he directly gave up the person to Meng Ankai.

Otherwise, when he went to see Gao Yao with his Meng Anqi face, he could successfully stabilize his position and successfully enter Gao Yao's heart, all of which was not the love brought by the previous life, but the accumulation of this life.

"I'm not arguing with you, I'm just worried about Yaoyao." Meng Anqi's voice was a few degrees lower, and he sounded a little wilted.

"I don't need you to worry, but you're the one who needs to be worried." Gao Yao's mood has gradually calmed down, although there are still some pimples, which can no longer be seen from the appearance.

Meng Anqi waved his hand: "I'm a little tired, can you send me back to the ward?" ”

Gao Yao glanced at Meng Ankai and replied, "Okay, I'll send you back first." ”

Meng Ankai didn't follow, he turned to the other side and went to find the attending doctor, Gao Yao slowly pushed Meng Anqi back to the ward.

"Yaoyao, you love him very much, don't you?"

Gao Yao snorted: "You have asked me many times." ”

"Hehe, I still want to ask, ask again and again, as if you can change your mind by asking a few more words. Now think about it, in fact, what did you do if you changed your mind, love him so much, and he defends you so much, just now I said his heart in front of you, and he can reverse it so easily. Meng Anqi smiled bitterly.

"Do you want to say that in fact, Meng Ankai is lying to me, he doesn't love me at all, and even uses me?" Gao Yao asked.

Meng Anqi thought about it and shook his head; "Actually, it's not, whether Meng Ankai loves you or not, I really can't see it, talking to you like this, I'm really just worried, those people are not as kind as you think, they are all like demons eating human flesh and blood, I don't want you to become a victim like that."

"Victims? Do you know something? Gao Yao asked.

Meng Anqi smiled: "Yaoyao, look at you, when facing everyone except Meng Ankai, you will play your doubts, you doubt everyone, but you don't doubt Meng Ankai." ”

"What the hell are you trying to say?"

Meng Anqi pressed the wheel of the wheelchair: "I'm jealous, I'm angry, I'm unwilling, why can he get so much, and I, can only be like this, I've always been unwilling, especially knowing that my life should have been Meng Ankai's time, so I'm even more unwilling, why did they do that?" ”

"Don't you think what you're saying is ridiculous?" Gao Yao asked.

"How is it ridiculous? Swapping our bodies, don't you think such a thing is ridiculous? Shouldn't I be angry? Yaoyao, do you know, the doctor told me that I only have half a year left to live, hehe, half a year, even if I get a woman pregnant now, I can't see the birth of the child. Meng Anqi roared.

Gao Yao clearly saw his tears falling.

It's desperate, it's painful!

Gao Yao's heart was also very uncomfortable, and she felt sorry for Meng Anqi, but what she saw at the beginning of Meng Ankai's old age, the years of torture in the disease, did not see this pain, but saw tenacity and bravery, even at the last moment, he did not shed tears because of the pain.

The only time I saw him have an emotional breakdown was when he was dying, and he said, I can finally come to you, Yaoyao.

Gao Yao herself burst into tears.

Therefore, Meng Anqi and Meng Ankai's temperaments are very different, and she will love him, not because of his appearance. It's inward.

"You're sympathizing with me, aren't you?" Meng Anqi asked.

Gao Yao sighed: "Anqi, have you noticed that you keep saying that you love me, but I can't feel your love, you hesitated in Xu Tianxin's words at the beginning, and then to all kinds of provocations later, what you did, I really didn't feel a love." ”

"You say I don't love you? If I don't love you, why do I still think about you in my heart? Why do I have trouble sleeping when I think that your future journey will be very difficult? I'm going to die. Meng Anqi was reluctant to admit that he didn't love Gao Yao.

If not, who does he love?

Gao Yao looked at him with a somewhat flustered look, as if at the end of his life, he found that he had nothing, nothing was worthless, that kind of helplessness and despair.

She had no choice but to say, "You like me." ”

"Yes, I like you." Meng Anqi was a little quieter this time.

Gao Yao continued to push him to the ward: "In the future, I will come over to accompany you every day, and we will fight the disease together, don't be so discouraged, everything is not yet to the end, we have a chance." ”

"I love to hear you say that." Meng Anqi relaxed himself.

After Gao Yao let Meng Anqi rest, she withdrew from the ward, and when she saw Meng Ankai standing next to her, her face didn't seem to be very good, she gestured with her eyes, and the two of them walked towards the magnolia tree just now.

"The attending doctor said that Anqi's body is actually not that bad." Meng Ankai said.

Gao Yao was dumbfounded: "Didn't you say that there is still half a year?" ”

"Not just half a year, but many more than half a year, esophageal cancer is not advanced, the previous condition is fabricated." Meng Ankai said.

Gao Yao muttered: "I think it's a little strange, why did he get sick in his old age in his previous life, and he is already sick now?" ”

Meng Ankai closed his eyes and took a deep breath: "I am the one who has felt death and tasted the pain caused by this disease, Meng Anqi...... Scold. ”

The ridicule in his words was very obvious, and he didn't believe in the so-called serious illness in his heart at all, so his first reaction was to go to the doctor to determine Meng Anqi's condition.

Of course, even if the doctor said it, he still didn't fully believe it, so he went to the information center and spent some money to buy some news. The news I got was not too much, but it was enough to remind people of some of Meng Anqi's plans.

It's really embarrassing for him to be able to fabricate such a tragic story with his own body.

"Ankai ......" looked at him, and there was a burst of pain in the position of his heart, this man had been treating her with a hippie smile, in fact, the suffering he had suffered was not comparable to all others.

"Don't look at me like this, the previous things are in the past, I don't know how chic and happy I am in this life, you have seen it." Meng Ankai smiled, relaxed and natural.

Gao Yao smiled slightly, not continuing to focus on this matter.