Gao Yao followed the promise she made, and after feeding the child every day, she went to the hospital to take care of Meng Anqi.

Meng Ankai said that Meng Anqi's condition is actually not very dangerous, after all, it is not terminal, but when fighting cancer, willpower needs to be very strong, and the physical pain is not so simple to bear.

At this moment, Meng Anqi has just come back from chemotherapy, and his whole state is very wrong, and he has vomited several times. Some people will feel all kinds of discomfort after chemotherapy, and Meng Anqi belongs to this one.

After vomiting a few times, his whole body was like a void, and it was very difficult to even stand up, Gao Yao walked over and wanted to help him up, and when he just touched him, he suddenly laughed.

This smile looked very terrifying, which made Gao Yao stunned for a moment: "What's wrong with you?" Is there something uncomfortable? ”

"Yes, I'm not feeling well anywhere, Yaoyao, if you come to my side to take care of me, and look at my embarrassed appearance, will you think I'm useless?" Meng Anqi was extremely embarrassed at the moment, sitting on the ground, wearing a hospital gown, because it was a little difficult to eat, and he lost a lot of weight. His hair was messy, and the beard on his chin had long since come out, but he wasn't in the mood to take care of himself.

Gao Yao didn't speak.

It's not that he doesn't sympathize, but his delicateness has wiped out some of the sympathy in her heart, and after thinking about it, she still replied: "Anqi, your illness is not so terrible, I can understand the discomfort on my body, but I can't empathize, all I can do is to do my best to take care of you, and you have to rely on yourself to bear it." ”

Meng Anqi smiled and looked a little confused.

Gao Yao frowned and persuaded beside him: "Otherwise, let's go back to the ward first, you will catch a cold if you sit on the ground all the time, and it will not be good for your condition." ”

"My condition, in fact, I know, if I am well, you will not come to my side, I obviously know, but I just can't tell you, I don't need you to take care of me, Yaoyao, I hope you can marry me, is it okay? I beg you. Meng Anqi looked at Gao Yao with a pleading face.

Gao Yao's brows furrowed a little tighter: "Anqi, I'm your younger brother and sister." ”

"You've divorced him." Meng Anqi said.

Gao Yao shook his head: "Let's not talk about this matter first, you get up first, lie down and rest first." ”

"No, I don't want to move unless you promise me first." Meng Anqi stretched out his hand to grab his sleeve, and stared at Gao Yao very seriously.

This pale face exists in her memory, she used to break her heart and intestines for this face, but now, she seems to have only a little sympathy left, and after thinking about it, she had no choice but to say: "Anqi, I said it, the reason for taking care of you is because of the relationship between relatives, and you are also An Kai's brother." ”

"When do you have to deceive yourself, where did I get the deep brotherhood with Meng Ankai, I can't even hate him, I think he feels the same way about me, then, why do you think it's for Meng Ankai to take care of me?" Meng Anqi sneered, laughed and began to cough.

Gao Yao sighed: "Anqi, listen to me, go back to the ward first." ”

"No, unless you promise me."

Gao Yao really couldn't help it, so she simply said: "Anqi, my marriage has never been a transaction, if I get married, it must be because I love this man, otherwise no matter what the reason, I will not wronged my marriage." ”

"You're cruel to me." Meng Anqi smiled bitterly.

"No, if we get married, it will be cruel to you, I don't love you at all, and you don't love me, there can only be a relationship between us." After Gao Yao finished speaking, he sighed: "You are playing with your body, so are you telling me that you don't need to be taken care of at all." ”

"You want to go, don't you? Actually, you don't want to take care of me at all, do you? Meng Anqi waved his hand: "Forget it, I know in my heart how a person like me can get your love." ”

Gao Yao stood up and left, and when she walked to the door of the bathroom, she glanced back at Meng Anqi again: "Anqi, your life is your own, and your body is also your own, if you don't want it, I can't force you." ”

This is to make it clear that if you don't take care of your body, I can't do anything else, so it's better to spend my time on something more meaningful.

Meng Anqi looked at Gao Yao's back, closed his eyes and took a deep breath, and staggered to his feet.

When he left the bathroom, he saw himself in the mirror, this face, he was familiar and unfamiliar, liked and disgusted, it was such a complex emotion that followed him all his life.

Gao Yao didn't leave, she sat on the stool outside, peeling apples for Meng Anqi, and after seeing Meng Anqi come out, the expression on her face didn't change much.

On the contrary, Meng Anqi himself felt very uncomfortable, returned to the hospital bed and lay down, without saying a word.

Gao Yao said, "Eat some apples." ”

"I can't eat it." Meng Anqi's voice came out of the bed in a muffled voice.

Gao Yao stopped peeling apples: "At this time, you sleep, I'll go back first and come to see you in the afternoon." ”

"Why do you always want to go, aren't you taking care of me, why can't you stay here all the time?" He was still talking so muffled that he didn't look back at her.

Gao Yao said: "Because I am only your relative, not your lover, I must take care of this degree." ”

"Huh." Meng Anqi sneered.

That being the case, Gao Yao did not continue to pay attention to him, but left directly, as she herself said, taking care of him out of morality, not love.

Coming out of the hospital, Gao Yao breathed a sigh of relief, in that place, the whole person was depressed and very uncomfortable.

"Where to go now?" A sentence suddenly popped up in the car.

Gao Yao was fierce, and when she turned around and saw that it was Meng Ankai, she subconsciously slapped him on the shoulder: "Are you going to die, hide here and scare me?" ”

"I told you that you were the ones who ignored me." Meng Ankai's face was not very good-looking.

Gao Yao took out her mobile phone suspiciously, and sure enough, there was a message he sent her, the spare key to her car was there, and he waited for her to come out in the car: "I waited for you for two hours." ”

"Anqi kept throwing up, so I stayed and took care of him for a little longer." Gao Yao said.

Meng Ankai pouted: "I gave him a daughter-in-law a long time ago, he didn't grasp it himself, and let the third grandfather snatch it away, who is to blame?" ”

"Don't talk about this matter anymore, Meng Anqi is very disgusted by the fact that you threatened him to marry Xu Tianxin in the first place." Gao Yao remembered Meng Anqi's expression when she talked about this matter, and her heart was very uncomfortable.

Meng Ankai sneered: "Blame? He didn't have the guts. ”

"Are you still crazy?" Gao Yao thought that this guy was also very interesting, thinking that he was amazing.

"I have this capital maniac." Meng Ankai didn't feel that there was anything wrong with him talking like this.

Gao Yao glanced at him: "Do you know, seeing you now is not at all the same as what I saw you before." ”

"What's the difference?"

Gao Yao thought for a while: "The overall feeling to me is different, when I was outside that wooden house, I glanced at you, at that time I felt like you were a locked demon beast, you would be released at any time, in short, it was very dangerous." ”

"Danger, you're still near me?" Meng Ankai asked.

"Because you are my husband, the father of my children, no matter how difficult it is ahead, how thoroughly you have forgotten us, I will go to you." Gao Yao didn't feel that there was anything wrong with what she was doing.

Meng Ankai's eyes became extremely affectionate: "Then you gave up on me later." ”

"Yes, you have to give up, the child is the most important thing." Gao Yao smiled bitterly: "I didn't expect that you would forget me so completely, and treat Zhitu as the woman you love the most." ”

"I'm sorry."

Gao Yao shook his head: "It's all over, there's nothing to be sorry for." ”

"I apologize for this matter, but you gave up on me so easily, do you have anything to say to me?" Meng Ankai asked.

"Why did I give up on you?" Gao Yao was puzzled.

"I can't feel the love in your eyes." Meng Ankai looked distressed, more like a child, with an accusatory face, as if he was the one who had been greatly wronged.

"Love?" Gao Yao herself felt very strange, her heart was very calm, and when she faced Meng Ankai, she was a little relaxed and a little happy, but there were not too many mood swings.

Is this not loved?

She didn't think so.

Meng Ankai looked at her.

Gao Yao laughed all of a sudden: "What's the matter with you?" How can you say that I don't love you? If I don't love you, who am I love? Anqi? ”

"You don't love Meng Anqi either." Meng Ankai felt that he saw this matter very clearly.

Gao Yao smiled: "I'm glad you didn't say that the person I love is him." ”

"But you're not angry, I'm doubting your love." Meng Ankai said.

Gao Yao shook his head: "I'm really not angry, a person who doesn't have love in his heart and I ask to love him, don't you think this request is too much, in fact, we are in a good state now, aren't we?" It's so calm to get along with each other. ”

"I don't like it." Meng Ankai shook his head.

Gao Yao shrugged: "Then I can't help it." ”

"Let's go on a date." Meng Ankai took out two tickets from his pocket, as if to tell her, and as if he was talking to himself: "After talking to you that day, I was thinking, you want to be with me, but you don't want to restore the marriage relationship, the only thing you can do is to make you fall in love with me again and be willing to remarry me." ”

"Well, there is progress, it's just Ankai, can you see my appearance clearly now?" Gao Yao asked.

Meng Ankai didn't speak, what Gao Yao said was the truth, he really couldn't see her clearly, but he could recognize her very accurately, he didn't know what was wrong with this.

Gao Yao saw that he hesitated for a moment, then understood, and took a ticket in his hand: "Is it a date to watch a movie tonight, I will go, but I will not take the initiative to find you, I will wait for you to take the initiative to find me." ”