And in the next few days, Chu Shijia's condition did not improve in the slightest, as if he intended to make this joke with the people around him, he didn't open his eyes for a long time, if he did this to make a joke with Yan Qingruo and keep people by his side, there is no doubt that his goal has been achieved.

He let Yan Qingruo have to stay by his side to guard him, waiting for him to wake up, he let the other party fall into deep self-blame and couldn't extricate himself.

Yan Qingruo is not afraid of anything, but she is really afraid that Chu Shijia has not woken up from this sleep, not that she hopes that the other party can wake up, but if the other party does not wake up for a day, she feels that the fault lies in herself, she can't smoothly take off the hat that makes Chu Shijia become like this, and she can't smoothly return to her original state of life.

"Chu Shijia, I beg you. Wake up quickly, don't let me continue to live like I am. Yan Qingruo walked out of the ward helplessly after repeatedly confirming that Chu Shijia had not woken up in the ward, she leaned against the wall as if that was the only strength that supported her, she buried her head in the palm of her hand and murmured.

If she was facing the life and death of others, she might be indifferent, but in the face of Chu Shijia, her feelings were different, because people lying on the hospital bed were caused by themselves, no matter whether the real fault was on her or not, there was a hurdle called "self-blame" in her heart, and she couldn't get over it.

Chu Shijia's popularity is much wider than Yan Qingruo's, so there are many people who come to visit, some people who are not very familiar with Yan Qingruo look at her in surprise and leave, although that kind of eyes are very dazzling, but they are not as hurtful as the silent gaze of those acquaintances.

Except for Yan Qingruo, who stayed at the door of the ward twenty-four hours a day and never left, Chu Mu came to visit Chu Shijia the most, Chu Mu would not add to Yan Qingruo's guilt with harsh eyes like others, he would only give Yan Qingruo a single look from beginning to end.

Yan Qingruo thought that this time Chu Mu would also pass by her as usual, but the truth was exactly the opposite of what she thought, she heard the steady footsteps stop abruptly, and at the same time felt a dark shadow enveloping her, she subconsciously raised her head to see who was standing in front of her.

She saw Chu Mu standing in front of her with a blank face, and the eyes that made her feel extremely familiar were looking at her intently, which made her feel more panicked, and she avoided the other party's soul-chasing gaze and tilted her head to the side.

"Why do you turn your head away, don't you want to see me?" How could Chu Mu not know what Yan Qingruo was thinking now, but he asked knowingly, as if he wanted to force Yan Qingruo to give him a positive answer.

Yan Qingruo was also relieved to hear someone say this, she was relieved to be asked like this rather than caring, and she replied coldly without emotion: "I really don't want to see you at this point in time. ”

Chu Mu chuckled, he tilted his head and asked: "To be honest, I don't really want to see you now, as soon as I see you, I think of my brother because he is lying in it and can't wake up, do you know how much you are annoying?" ”

"I don't know, but if you just want to say these things to me, you might as well not see me and ignore me from the beginning, and neither of you will be upset about it, wouldn't it?" Yan Qingruo said without humility or arrogance.

"Then you can be regarded as admitting that you are the one who harmed my brother? My brother usually treats you well, as long as you want what he can give you, he will never perfunctory you, but what are you doing now, are you ready to kill him? At most, other women just want to get the Chu family's property, but you are different, you want to get my brother's life, and I don't care what those people outside say about you, but now it seems that I was wrong, and you don't need to get other people's sympathy at all. ”

Chu Mu's words pierced Yan Qingruo's heart, and she also picked on those injured places and poked them hard, which caught her off guard but couldn't do anything.

Yan Qingruo clenched her hands and wanted to refute, but it was her fault first, she couldn't say anything, and Chu Mu had already shown that she hated herself very much when she said this to herself, no matter what she said to save her image, it was already nonsense. Yan Qing had no choice but to hold back everything she wanted to say.

She pinched the flesh of her palm with her fingernails, in order to force herself to calm down, not to affect her mood because of Chu Mu's words, she continued with the words of the person, she said: "It's a good thing that you can see clearly what I am as a person. But I want to state two points, the first is that I don't want to harm Chu Shijia......"

The first point was only halfway through when Chu Mu interrupted Yan Qingruo's speech, he raised a hand and propped it up on the wall next to Yan Qingruo's head, which really startled people, and then he immediately said without waiting for anyone to react: "There is no basis for your words, even if you repeat it a hundred times, I can't believe that you don't have the slightest thought about my brother." If you want to make a statement, of course, you can, but before that you can have convincing evidence. ”

Yan Qingruo didn't like this kind of Chu Mu, this way of speaking made her very uncomfortable, just like saying that she still had to turn a corner, even if it made her miserable, she didn't choose the easiest way, but chose to use words Ling Chi.

She closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and said slowly, "Sooner or later, there will be evidence to prove my words, and I hope you don't interrupt me to finish the second point." I hope you'll let me go and stop pestering me...... The way we get along like this is too tiring for both parties, isn't it? ”

She said it very reasonably, even the aggressive Chu Mu couldn't find a reply for the time being because of this sentence, the relationship between the two of them was like Yan Qingruo said, and it was clear that there should be no intersection, but if anything happens, the two of them will inevitably be involved together.

This kind of relationship is a long-term tug-of-war, which tests people's hearts and endurance, and also tests their strength not to admit defeat. As long as neither of the two takes the initiative to admit defeat and is willing to withdraw from this battle without gunpowder, then it will continue forever.

Yan Qingruo knows this very well, so she now wants to be the one who admits defeat first, she is unwilling, but she knows that the best way to solve this matter is not one.

But this was just Yan Qingruo's unilateral thoughts, Chu Mu obviously had the opposite idea of her, he was slightly stunned, and asked himself in his heart what results he could achieve if he was entangled like this, the more entangled, the deeper he became, but he was already dependent on this feeling of entanglement, and he didn't want to break off the relationship with Yan Qingruo.

He pressed Yan Qingruo's chin and turned the person's face to look at him, he stared straight into the person's eyes and said, "You want me to let you go?" Do you want me to stop pestering you? Please look at your embarrassed appearance and say this to me again, do you think I like to be with you like this? ”

"If you don't like it, you can let it go." Yan Qingruo frowned impatiently.

Chu Mu wanted to say that Yan Qingruo said this lightly, if she let go, she might not be able to let go, but he contacted what Yan Qingruo said, and he felt that maybe the other party could really do it.

Chu Mu hopes that everything can follow Yan Qingruo's wishes, and not let the other party suffer too many grievances, but this is the only thing he can't think about fairly and rationally, he doesn't want to follow people's wishes. The more people want to get rid of themselves, the more they want the other person to be unable to break free.

He adjusted the tone of his voice and the way he spoke, and now his speed of speech slowed down compared to the previous urgency, and he deliberately hung people's appetite and said, "You also think that it is a bad thing for us to waste each other's time and lives, right? ”

"That's right, I don't think there's anything worse than this, so I'm begging you to let go, no matter what kind of bad relationship we have, as long as it has no meaning in existence, it should be broken as soon as possible." Yan Qingruo didn't know what the effect of this sentence was, but just saying this sentence had almost taken all her strength.

Her tiredness and sleepiness were already clearly manifested on her face, and such an expression was painful in Chu Mu's eyes.

His palms that were flat against the wall were slightly folded and finally combined to form a fist, leaving the wall for a moment and then falling back back again, he managed to startle Yan Qingruo, and also allowed people to concentrate and better listen to what he was going to say next.

He bit his lip, and the force was so strong that there was already a trace of blood oozing out of the lip flap, but he didn't care about these small details, he said: "The more you want me to let go of you, the more I won't let go, I won't let you have it, no matter what aspect or thing, as long as it has something to do with you, I will intervene, I will pester you, no matter what you think about it, whether you think I'm ghostly, whether you think I'm entangled." As long as I don't ask for a break in our relationship, you don't even think about running away first. ”

Yan Qingruo was also shocked by her crazy and vexatious words, she pushed Chu Mu away in a daze, and when the person evacuated from the side, she breathed heavily, like a fish that was about to die of lack of oxygen returned to the waters that made it feel safe. She glared at the man and said, "What do you want to do, how do you want to let me go?" ”

"I don't want to do anything, how can I let you go, I have made it very clear before, now I can't let go, I will haunt you even if I am a ghost."