Chapter 634: Two-way apology

When Chu Mu said this, not only did Yan Qingruo feel that the two of them had no way to sit down and chat calmly, but Chu Mu himself also felt that he had successfully chatted to death. His words were to make him relive himself, and he also felt extremely terrible, not to mention Yan Qingruo, who was listening to it at the time.

Yan Qingruo's emotions gradually calmed down, she didn't want to waste more feelings and energy on this matter, she spoke with difficulty, and the next four words seemed to be very difficult to speak, she let go of her fist and looked directly at the ground and said coldly: "Then let it be." ”

Such an indifferent sentence caused a fatal blow to Chu Mu's heart, he would rather hear Yan Qingruo respond to him angrily, telling him that he would never let him succeed, rather than hear such a sentence "Let it be", the moment these words were spoken, it had already proved that he was no longer so important in Yan Qingruo's heart.

No matter how much you say and do, it will be in vain, and it will be a joke if you are seen by outsiders, Chu Mu gritted his teeth and finally left without saying anything.

Chu Mu didn't come for a few days since he left this time, and he didn't care at all whether Chu Shijia woke up or not, which made it seem that he had a very purpose in coming to visit Chu Shijia at the beginning, just to talk to Yan Qingruo.

Yan Qingruo also thought about leaving from his field of vision after Chu Mu said those words, including leaving from the hospital, but if she left like this, she felt sorry for Chu Shijia from the bottom of her heart, so after hesitating, she still chose to stay here and wait for Chu Shijia to wake up

Maybe it was because of the faint noise between Chu Mu and Yan Qing that day that crept into Chu Shijia's ears along the crack in the door of the ward, these fierce words made the sleeping Chu Shijia unable to listen, and on the third day after Chu Mu and Yan Qingruo argued fiercely, his eyelashes began to flutter, and even his eyes slowly opened in the afternoon of the same day.

If it weren't for the fact that Miss Nurse kept repeating in Yan Qingruo's ear, "Miss Yan, Mr. Chu is really awake", she might have thought that the process of Chu Shijia's opening of his eyes was imagined by herself.

It took so long, not to mention Yan Qingruo, even the doctors and nurses felt that it was a miracle, and they gave Chu Shijia a full body examination and then tailored a set of recovery plans for people.

Yan Qingruo held the recovery plan that still had residual heat in her hand, she felt that her nose was a little sore, she raised her head and smoked her nose for a while before she took back all those sad grievances into her stomach, she told herself that it was a good thing for Chu Shijia to wake up, at least she didn't have to let her continue to fall into the boundless swamp of self-blame, she should laugh happily instead of crying to face it.

She tried to pull out a smile, he didn't expect that he hadn't smiled for too long, and the smile would become heavy over time, and when she went back with that smile that didn't look ideal, Chu Shijia could see her unhappiness at a glance.

He wanted to sit up and talk to Yan Qingruo, but his body was still empty, and he couldn't support himself alone, there was no way, he could only helplessly signal Yan Qingruo with his eyes and ask someone to help him.

Yan Qingruo doesn't like to serve others, but at this moment, she is willing to serve Chu Shijia, she closed the door of the ward and walked straight to the bed, and after slowly shaking the bed up, she found a newly bought triangular pillow and placed it behind Chu Shijia so that he could lean on comfortably, and it was not so difficult at all.

"Qingruo, is there something wrong with you? I always think you don't seem to be very happy, this smile must be fake. Chu Shijia found a comfortable posture to lean on, his eyes did not leave Yan Qingruo's body for half a minute from beginning to end, and he could clearly detect that something was wrong with Yan Qingruo's smile.

He had been lying in a hospital bed for too long, and he knew nothing, so he could only learn everything that had been missed by cautiously asking.

But his question didn't mean that Yan Qingruo had to answer, she hadn't been so ruthless that she took out the uncomfortable thing again, so she just put away her smile and pretended to be calm and said to the other party: "It's okay, it's just that you haven't woken up for a long time makes me feel a little worried, and there is nothing else." ”

She deliberately concealed the conflict with Chu Mu, Chu Shijia's condition was not yet stable, and it was a bit too eyeless to say that such a thing, and it would affect the mood of others who had just woken up. When the time is ripe in the future, it is not impossible for her to bring up the old things again.

Chu Shijia didn't know what it was like in his heart when he heard someone say this, and he was moved at the same time he also blamed himself deeply, he thought to himself that if he could wake up earlier, Qingruo wouldn't have to worry so much about him all the time.

He could even imagine what kind of words those people who didn't know the truth would use to attack and slander Yan Qingruo during the period of his sleep, and Yan Qingruo had to endure so that he could stay outside the ward and wait for him to wake up.

"I'm sorry, Qingruo." Chu Shijia's hand tightly grasped the white quilt corner and whispered.

Yan Qingruo knew what people meant when they said this, although she had waited for a long time for this sentence of "I'm sorry", but when she really heard it, she didn't feel much relaxed, but a little uncomfortable, she waved her hand to signal Chu Shijia that she didn't have to apologize to herself, she said: "It's not you, you don't have to apologize to me, even if you apologize to me, I have no reason to accept such an apology for no reason." ”

"But if it weren't for me, if it wasn't for me being liked by Mai Wei, and being so tightly held by her, you wouldn't have been forced into such an embarrassing situation because of me, would you? In the final analysis, it was all on me, and I should have asserted my rejection of Mai Wei earlier, instead of conniving at her for a while to make her feel that she still had a chance to do this kind of harm to others. Chu Shijia sincerely apologized to Yan Qingruo.

Yan Qingruo was silent, Chu Shijia had no reason to refute it if he wanted to say this, and what the other party said was right, his several kidnappings were also due to him, and the other party indirectly caused fright to himself, so he should indeed say sorry. But these old ruthlessness have been covered up by other things, and Yan Qingruo's feelings of hating Chu Shijia are not as strong as they were at the beginning.

She also let Chu Shijia be injured in the hospital in order to save her, and during the period of time when Chu Shijia was in a coma, she also asked herself, is it too stingy to hold a grudge against people just for such a kidnapping, and Chu Shijia can save himself without hesitation as if the two of them have already been cleared.

Chu Shijia saw that Yan Qingruo hadn't spoken for a long time, so he naturally thought that the other party hadn't let go of the kidnapping, and was worrying about how to say it to make people forgive him, but the next second he thought so, he heard Yan Qingruo also say "I'm sorry" to himself.

He didn't react to where the phrase "I'm sorry" came from, so he instinctively said "um" to show his puzzlement, he raised his head to look at Yan Qingruo, only to see that the person closed his eyes and breathed a sigh of relief and began to explain to him.

"Whether it's kidnappings or other people's gossip, those are inconsequential little things in the past, and I don't want to take them to heart. I told you I'm sorry because you saved me, and also because I was seriously injured, which could have been avoided. I wasn't able to make it even if it was stopped, and I was at fault, so I have to say sorry to you. ”

After the two of them confided in each other, they suddenly felt a little embarrassed, and both of them looked to the side and began to remain silent, and the awkward atmosphere spread in the small hospital room. It's like a vicious circle, the atmosphere of the room where two people don't talk drops by one degree, and the more depressed the atmosphere, the more people don't want to talk.

Fortunately, this situation was stopped in time when the nurse came to change the dressing, and the nurse earnestly instructed Yan Qingruo to talk to people more before the patient recovered, so as not to make the patient have a psychological burden.

"Don't embarrass her so much, if she doesn't want to speak, don't force it, I don't have pressure."

"Okay...... I know, I'll try my best to find a topic to talk to him and not make him feel bored. Both men said at the same time.

The nurse's eyes scanned back and forth between the two men for a moment, and after making sure that the two men had very different words in their minds, she decided to let the two of them negotiate on their own, and she said, "You two try to talk about how to solve this problem, and I won't bother you." ”

With the nurse conciliating, the relationship between the two people has indeed eased a lot, Yan Qingruo also tries her best to find a topic to chat with, as long as she speaks, Chu Shijia will definitely find the corresponding words to respond to her, most of the topics that the two people talk about are not nutritious, but the atmosphere of your words and my words is very relaxed.

Before Chu Shijia completely recovered, if Yan Qing didn't think about finding someone else to take care of Chu Shijia, she was afraid that she would be inattentive and something, so it was better to take care of herself from the beginning, so that even if she was wrong, she could correct it as soon as possible.

There are many places where she doesn't know much about professional escorts, so she can only humbly ask for help from the escorts in other wards or directly from the nurses, and over time, she has also accumulated a lot of relevant knowledge, and she is also a lot more comfortable taking care of Chu Shijialai.

Yan Qingruo took good care of Chu Shijia, hoping that the other party's injuries could heal quickly under her own care. She is looking forward to doing more for Chu Shijia and treating people better.

Chu Shijia knew Yan Qingruo's intentions and was very cooperative.

The emperor lived up to his wishes, with the help of medicine and Yan Qingruo, Chu Shijia's condition improved quickly, not only that, but no one came to the ward to disturb him during this period of time, and the life of the two of them can be said to be very quiet and peaceful, carefree.