[I didn't regret it back then, and I still haven't regretted it later. If time comes again, maybe all the endings can not be so passive - Xu Baihang! 】

Zhong Yu was ruthless, forcing himself to ignore the fiery expression.

"Okay, I agree."

In the face of such a result, Xu Baihang seemed very calm, it seemed that everything was expected, there was nothing to be surprised about, but there was still a bit of unwillingness and disappointment in his expression.

"Xu Baihang, I have one last request, I hope you can agree to me." Even if some things were originally out of the plan, but when they come, it is the responsibility that Zhong Yu will not joke about this easily.

"Say it!" Xu Baihang seemed to know what she wanted to say.

"I know you have a baby and a new family to start soon. But I only have one daughter, I admit that Xiaoxi will be better for her to follow you than to follow me, I hope you don't deprive her of the father's love that originally belonged to her, and I also hope that you can balance the family in the future and don't hurt her. ”

Every last sentence of advice is a mother's love that has nowhere to be stored, and a heart that can't be put down in the palm of your hand.

Xu Baihang couldn't help but think that since he was so uneasy, why didn't he take care of it himself. No matter how many times you search for the known answer, it will be the case after all, and it is useless to ask too much.

"Don't worry, she is not only your daughter but also mine, as long as she stays in the Xu family well, I will naturally not treat her badly."

"That's good, then, if there's nothing else, I'll go upstairs and pack my bags first."

"Hmm!"

It wasn't until the completely disappeared figure at the stairs that there was not even breath left, that Xu Baihang slowly withdrew his gaze.

The remaining half of the unspoken words lingered between his lips and teeth, and he wanted to tell Zhong Yu in a bright and bright way, "I will, and I will make it up to her together with that incomplete maternal love, just because it is your daughter and our common daughter." ”

Zhong Yu cleaned up quickly, as fast as if he could leave his home for more than ten years in this life anytime and anywhere.

When she walked down the stairs again, Xu Zixi had stopped crying at all. She is as calm as a doll, quiet without any breath.

"Xiaoxi, my mother left first. You have to be well-behaved, you have to be obedient, and when your mother settles down, I'll pick you up and stay there. ”

Xu Zixi looked at Zhong Yu blankly, her eyes filled with huge holes. Zhong Yu hugged her distressedly, and finally turned away ruthlessly.

This year, thirteen-year-old Xu Zixi began to understand that the most painful process in life is not choice, but helplessness. 【！ ~Aichi Literature ...*Free to read】

When a person is powerless to change the status quo, she can only choose to accept calmly, accept the arrangement of fate, accept being forced to stay where she is, and accept facing this cold life alone.

She has seen countless backs of Zhong Yu turning around, but this time is the coldest and most desperate.

At this moment, she thought very seriously, if she had to face such a choice one day in the future, she would definitely not have left this child alone in this indifferent world, sad alone.

It's a pity that at this time, she hasn't thought about it many years later

One day, she will face similar but different choices, and at that moment she actually understands Zhong Yu a little, whether it is the person who chooses or is chosen, it will hurt.

On the afternoon of Zhong Yu's departure, the wind and snow outside the window also stopped, as if to indicate that the wind and snow had ended.

Slowly, everything started to get colder and colder. The constant temperature in the room should be warm, but Xu Zixi didn't seem to feel it.

In the evening, it began to rain outside the window, followed by heavy rain, which is very rare in Cloud City. Such rainstorms only occur in the summer, and this year's winter was surprisingly unusual.

The rain fell on the windows with a clattering sound, and the branches outside the house made a loud noise with the wind. The water vapor on the window is constantly brushing down, and the hazy room is like a lonely boat in the river and sea, and the snow in the cold river is as lonely as a lonely fishing.

Since then, her wandering is just her own business, this rain is urgent, surging, and seems to be washing away something.

Oh, yes! No matter how embarrassing the past is when a heavy rain falls, the air will be filled with freshness, and the heavy pain will still rise in the east and rise and fall in the west.

That night, Xu Zixi began to have a high fever, and in her sleep, she always remembered the poem "If Life Deceives You" taught by the teacher in class two days ago.

Xu Zixi likes words, but she doesn't like the feeling of being persecuted. Especially when I was in school, one of the teacher's favorite things was called Tuotang, that is, to memorize the whole text.

She only remembers that the teacher did a long foreshadowing before the teacher officially started to talk about this poem in class that day, saying that this poem is "a positive, optimistic and strong attitude towards life, because its kind tone has made many people write it down in their notebooks and become a motto to motivate themselves to move forward bravely and never give up." ”

No matter how long the foreshadowing is, she still can't escape the fate of reciting the whole text, and it is a coincidence that the next day's random inspection happened to fall on her head.

Xu Zixi, this girl has always been direct, and she has not been named, she stood up and glanced at the teacher generously, and said unhurriedly, "Sorry teacher, I didn't memorize." ”

So, she copied the class and the class all day, which is the usual method of Chinese and English teachers.

This night, Xu Zixi understood. The reason why she couldn't remember it was probably because she never paid attention, and Xu Zixi, who was in a daze, muttered unconsciously.

"If Life Deceives You"

"If Life Deceives You"

"Don't be sad, don't be anxious!"

"Calm in a gloomy day"

"Believe it, happy days will come!"

"The heart is always yearning for the future"

"Now it's always melancholy"

"Everything is instantaneous, everything will pass"

"And what passes will become a kind of nostalgia"

Xu Zixi read it, tears seeping from the corners of her eyes. Expectation and optimism are always the things that people in the world desire the most, because they are too beautiful, and thus more precious.

In the past, she never thought that life would one day be so harsh on her, she was half asleep and eager to grow up for the first time, is it that when she grows up and has autonomy, she will not be so passive in this injury?

composed

Zixi felt so tired, she wanted to open her eyes but couldn't.

In her dream, she seemed to put on magical armor and went to a country she had never reached, where the flowers bloomed in the sky, and the beauty was like a huge rain of petals, and the people in that world were very gentle, without dispute or betrayal.

It seems to be fake and ridiculous, but it makes her unconsciously indulge in it.

In a daze, it seemed that someone was calling out to her all the time, and the voice was clear and faint.

Xu Zhili and Lin Jingyi were puzzled to accompany the granddaughter by the bedside, and the guilt and distress in their hearts continued to intensify on the two old men.

The Xu family and the Tong family were originally world friends, Xu Zhili and Lin Jing have always been open-minded and never talked about the feudal patriarchal system. Tong Fen also had some understanding of Xu Baihang's thoughts, and let them get along on their own in a state of not interfering, not hindering, not arranging, and not pressuring.

In the face of Tong Fen's enthusiasm, Xu Baihang here seemed a lot weaker, but there was no rejection on the surface.

Xu Zhili originally thought that these two people would come to fruition, and the world was unpredictable, but Xu Baihang met Zhong Yu back then, and ran over to tell him by vow.

In the study

"Dad, I want to marry Zhong Yu."

Xu Zhili, who was sitting on the main seat, shook his hand, and the newspaper slowly drooped. After hesitating for a while, Xu Zhili retracted his gaze and asked in a deep voice, "What did you just say?" ”

"I said, I want to marry Zhong Yu." The man looked at his father firmly, without a hint of playfulness in his eyes, and at that moment it was an unprecedented perseverance and determination not to give up.

Knowing his son Mo Ruo's father, he couldn't be clearer about Xu Baihang like this. Because when he wanted to marry Lin Jing, he looked like this.

The world is big, and nothing can separate each other's infatuation without regrets.

After a few years, their son actually stood in front of him and told him who he was going to marry.

Relief and sourness come at the same time, but more often than not, it is calm.

Xu Baihang bowed his head slightly, the majesty that swept between his eyebrows was obvious, and his deep voice was like an ancient chime bell, revealing the baptism and vicissitudes of time.

Xu Zhili rarely talks with Xu Baihang so seriously and formally, and most of the communication between father and son is carried out at the dining table or in the living room.

A relaxed atmosphere and a witty tone can make things clear, and there is no need to make the family as clear as it is on business.

Xu Zhili thought for a moment, chose the most compromise way, and said: "You have been very sensible and caring for so many years, strong independence, and basically have never let me and your mother worry about anything, as your father, your mother and I are very pleased." ”

"Thank you, Dad." At this time, Xu Baihang was still in the excitement of his father's promise, and he didn't think about Xu Zhili's meaning at all.

Xu Zhili glanced at Xu Baihang lightly, thoughtful.

He knew that his son had been completely planted this time, a man who was still a manager in the center of the maelstrom of the mall. It's not a good thing that emotions can be stirred so easily.

As a participant in the relationship, all

The physical and mental investment is naturally very good. It's just that since they enjoy the glory that others can't enjoy, they have to bear the pressure and gravity that others can't bear.

That's fair!

"The child still remembers, I told you that the shopping mall is emotionally driven, and it is taboo for the leader to be happy and sad. You and I not only represent us, but also bear the responsibilities and hopes of thousands of families behind us. ”

Xu Zhili tried to use the most straightforward way to dissect Xu Baihang's feelings.

"I know, Dad, I have never forgotten it, but what does this have to do with me wanting to marry Zhong Yu?"

Xu Baihang asked himself if his diligence since he was a child, so that he never really relaxed for a moment.

Now that he has met a girl he likes, just because he is the son of the Xu family, he is responsible for the future of the Xu family, and he is going to lose the right to choose his lover and complete his love? No, he can't accept it.

Xu Baihang had an unbelievable look on his face, a little injured.

Growing up, he never asked his parents for anything, because he knew that he should fight for what he wanted. They are the people his parents love, and now he has met a person who wants to hold hands for the rest of his life, and he also hopes to get the blessing of his parents.

(End of chapter)