Chapter 140: Okay, let's get a divorce
What is the hardest promise in this world? It's the good voice you don't want to say but you have to say, and you pretend to agree. And even if it is fake, He Yansheng on that day is enough to be discouraged - He Yansheng! 】
"Zhong Zixi, don't sleep, you don't sleep, don't you hear, don't sleep, if you dare to sleep, I will crush everyone in the Xu family, do you believe it or not?"
"Zizi, I beg you, I beg you, you hold on a little longer. You don't sleep, you don't sleep, okay, don't sleep, I will never force you in the future, I will never leave you here alone, I will depend on you whatever you want. ”
"Okay? I beg you, if you don't love me, forget it. It doesn't matter, it's okay if you hate me, or if you hate me, it's okay, I just ask you to live, I just ask you not to leave me! ”
The man's roaring anger, the low begging voice, and the helpless voice of fear, all of which are extremely sad at this moment, are all pouring out He Yansheng's humble love.
Everyone in the room is very heavy, who said that there is no sincerity in the era of fast consumption, who said that love is a luxury, such love is enough to move everyone.
The heaviness and sourness in my heart make the atmosphere very low, very low.
The sound of weak mosquitoes and flies sounded from his arms, and the woman's low breath made He Yansheng's heart ache heavily.
"He... The woman raised her palm vigorously to reach the man's arm.
"I'm here, I'm here, I've always been there, Zizi."
He Yansheng held the girl in his arms and said softly, lest his anger scare her, as long as Zhong Zixi was willing to talk to him, he could do whatever he wanted.
"I ...... I'm going to...... Divorce. ”
Sometimes women are ruthless and it seems that there is really nothing to do with men, He Yansheng closed his eyes in despair.
Zhong Zixi did so much, just to clear up the relationship with He Yansheng; He Yansheng did so much, just to go further with Zhong Zixi.
Hehe, why is it so funny. It's so ironic.
The sunlight outside the window is so warm, and it falls on the ground as quiet as a clear room. It's just that he seems to have fallen into an ice cellar and can't feel anything.
The green waters and green mountains in the distance, as far as crossing the mountains and seas, are obviously close at hand, and they can't reach it with all their strength.
One has to go, and the other insists on staying!
Zhong Zixi knew that she would never be able to get out of this strange circle if she didn't leave, and now she would feel ironic even if she stayed in this man's arms.
It's just that now she is in a situation that resembles her weak body, and she doesn't even have the strength to push him away.
Once this kind of thing is generated, it will become an obsession, but it is not qualified to take a step back and is reluctant, and it is always such a dilemma to give up.
He Yansheng rolled his throat up and down, and opened his mouth with great bitterness.
"Zizi, except for divorce, I promise you anything else, I don't want to divorce you, I love you so much. Why are you pushing me like this? Why. ”
The sound of his eager breathing sprayed into Zhong Zixi's ears, soft and lingering.
"Love me?"
As if listening to some huge joke, she coughed violently, and every time she coughed hard, her heart was open
It's like a fire that burns brightly.
Zhong Zixi didn't know where he came from, and pushed the man away hard.
Her body fell back to the bed due to weightlessness, and the dizzy nausea made her lie on the edge of the bed and retched violently, but unfortunately she couldn't vomit anything in the end.
Zhong Zixi was already fair-skinned, but now she looks even paler, her slender figure is not like words, her silent resistance and vocal torture make He Yansheng helpless.
The man stepped forward and hugged her tightly, regardless of whether the liquid she vomited would stain his suit, he really couldn't see her torture herself like this anymore.
"Don't throw up, I beg you."
A churning nausea swept over her eyelashes, and the corners of her eyes were wet. She raised her eyes blindly, staring at him with a pair of wet deer eyes with infinite grievances and accusations.
He Yansheng lowered his head lovingly and kissed the corner of her eyes gently, Zhong Zixi subconsciously wanted to refuse, the man directly shackled her hands with his backhand before consciousness, and the hands that were turned behind were no longer able to resist.
The scorching breath sprayed all over her neck, and the hot tears burned her and woke her up.
At this moment, he finally couldn't help crying, Zhong Zixi found out for the first time that this man could also cry.
"Zizi, I didn't lose to you in this game between you and me, I lost to myself. I can't be cruel to you, but you never will. ”
A clear sigh sounded slowly in the room, like a butterfly flapping its wings, trying to make a final struggle.
"Azusa, Azusa ......"
The man called her name over and over again, affectionately and nostalgically.
"Okay, I promise you, we divorce. As long as you are willing to give birth to the child well, I will promise to let you go. ”
Since this "serious illness" almost killed her, He Yansheng has been living in Yunshan Villa to accompany her, trying to minimize the number of times he goes out.
And he also replaced all the servants in the villa with legal maids, and no one asked her what she wanted to eat every day except for the fixed side dishes, fruits and nutrients.
Even if she occasionally proposes food, He Yansheng will find a specialized nutritionist to identify it. She would only see it in the house, and she began to become more and more distracted.
"Let's have a glass of milk!"
Zhong Zixi looked up and saw Qin Shou standing next to her, looking at her with a smile, she owed Dr. Qin a debt in her heart.
Picking up the milk in front of her, she took a sip gently, and the rich milky fragrance spread in her mouth, not fishy and very sweet.
The warm milk cup was placed in the palm of his hand and held it tightly, life seemed to be gentle, Zhong Zixi smiled slightly and said shallowly.
"Doctor Qin, I'm sorry."
Qin Shou smiled indifferently and looked back at her. "I'm sorry for what?"
Zhong Zixi lowered his head, and his deliberately suppressed voice seemed a little light, but he was very gentle.
"I know the night I fainted, you got into an argument with him to help me speak, and you've always been so nice. Knowing this, I also used you to misunderstand him in order to achieve my goals. ”
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Sister Xiaoxi, I tell He Yansheng about your situation every day, you can be so tolerant of me, why can't you be more tolerant of him? ”
Zhong Zixi looked at him distractedly, yes, it was obviously all surveillance, why was he so tolerant of Qin Shou.
Could it be that what he did at the beginning, this Doctor Qin didn't know? Maybe it's one of the perpetrators!
Maybe it's really because he doesn't care, because he doesn't care, so Zhong Zixi doesn't care about his injury. For He Yansheng, she knew that she was working hard.
Qin Shou looked far away in the direction of her gaze and considered speaking.
"A lot of things are not what you see, and when you look at it again much later, you will understand that he is really the person who loves you the most in this world, and he can turn his back on everything for you. As for me, in essence, I quarreled with him that night, and in the end, I pushed him to bring you here, you can not blame me for saying I'm sorry. Sister Xiaoxi because you have too high expectations for He Yansheng, sometimes once you find that the person you expect does not go in the direction you expect, you become very disappointed, but have you ever thought that he may also be involuntarily. ”
Zhong Zixi lowered his eyes and listened carefully all the time, but he couldn't see what emotions and thoughts he was thinking.
It wasn't until much later that Zhong Zixi understood what Dr. Qin's words meant on this day? At that time, Zhong Zixi really didn't know how to bear this man's good!
"Maybe what you said is right, Dr. Qin can only understand many things if he sees them through. I'm sorry, but I haven't seen it through yet. ”
Qin Shou felt that Zhong Zixi was also very good like this, at least she was willing to say something on the surface.
"It's okay, the future is still very long, but Sister Xiaoxi, you see that I water you so carefully every day, protect you and grow strongly, you can't smash my signboard! And look at how cute you are with a bulging belly, you have to be nice to him! Otherwise, be careful that he will not be filial to you in the future! ”
Zhong Zixi subconsciously touched her round belly, smiling a little childishly, and every pore of the gentle light on her body was clearly visible.
The child seemed to be telepathic, and her stomach rolled and moved, and her smile was pure.
He Yansheng, who was standing not far away, knew that it was her most sincere smile, and now this kind of life was full of alienation, and he was already very satisfied.
As Zhong Zixi's belly gets bigger and bigger, his movement gradually becomes inconvenient, and sometimes he even needs to take a bath at night with the assistance of a maid.
She has never been in the habit of untying her clothes in front of others, He Yansheng knew that this girl was thin-skinned, so she specially arranged for someone to install a curtain in the bathroom.
At night, she bathed in it, and the maid aunt would accompany her throughout the whole process, so as not to add to the embarrassment.
Originally, these should be things that should be done as a husband, but according to the current relationship between the two, He Yansheng is already very satisfied to be able to live under the same roof.
As the child develops, her legs become gradually swollen, and sometimes it is even more difficult to fall asleep at night, and it is not possible to change the sleeping position repeatedly.
But she is
A person who refuses to show weakness, Zhong Zixi doesn't want to put his discomfort on the table for He Yansheng to see.
But sometimes this discomfort made the corners of her aggrieved eyes sour, and finally she unconsciously began to sob.
In the past, every time Zhong Zixi was unwell, she woke up in the middle of the night to find that this man had essential oil on his hands, and he was half-curled up and carefully pinching her legs.
At first, she thought that she was just adapting to this rhythm and the hardships of pregnancy, but then slowly she deliberately forced herself to wake up at night to find out his carefulness.
It's fake to say that he is not moved, but Zhong Zixi has always been stubborn. In addition, He Yansheng agreed to the divorce, and she was often unwilling to give him a smile easily.
The man didn't seem to mind, even though she clearly refused He Yansheng's help. But He Yansheng always didn't disturb her at the same time.
A sentence: "Zizi, even if you hate me, at least I am still the father of the child, and you are still the mother of my child, and you can never take this away." So, don't refuse me the responsibility of a father, okay? ”
(End of chapter)