Chapter 141: After all, it's my extravagant hope
[Ten years of drinking ice, it is difficult to cool the blood. Especially how long will it take for a man's hot blood to get cold, sometimes just one sentence is enough to make him cold to the dust - He Yansheng! 】
He Yansheng has such a ability, every time he says a word, it is enough to make all the words instantly unbalanced.
Zhong Zixi never thought about how indifferent she is now and how caught up in the future. Fortunately, this man always inadvertently warmed her and never turned his back on her.
Time came to an abrupt end, and those things that seemed to be memories were clearly crossed through my mind.
Yes, clear and difficult to erase, Zhong Zixi pursed the corner of his lips, a very subtle movement.
He Yansheng drove all the way back, and his body still revealed a faint embarrassment. He thought about countless results along the way, and he knew that Zhong Zixi would not regret it as long as she agreed.
So what is the situation that can make Zhong Zixi say something like being in a bad mood?
He didn't know, he didn't dare to think about it, and he didn't want to think about it!
She's been uncharacteristically quiet these days, and he's worried, worried that the last nightmare would happen again......
As soon as He Yansheng came back, he couldn't wait to go up to the second floor, and searched the entire room without seeing the shadow, and the deep sense of fear made him extremely uneasy.
He Yansheng turned around and went downstairs to inquire about today's maid, and as soon as he walked to the restaurant, a small figure fell on the main seat and was taking a small bite of food.
Zhong Zixi poked the bread in front of her with a spoon while eating, and her eyes were obviously disgusted.
That's her little temper only when she's extremely unhappy, her grievances are always hidden deeply, and she refuses to tell anyone easily.
The dark shadow on the floor made Zhong Zixi couldn't help but look sideways slightly, Zhong Zixi was still a little strange about He Yansheng's sudden appearance at this time.
The look of surprise on her face had not yet been cleared, and she opened her mouth slightly, and the doubts in her eyes were very bright, revealing a little light like an elk.
He Yansheng, who was watching, felt a little deeply touched in his heart, and he slowly raised his feet and walked slowly towards Zhong Zixi.
The little girl shallow back her emotions as he approached the table and continued to eat. 【#… Aichi Literature ... ¥ Better Updates Faster]
It's like the surprise just now has nothing to do with her, she still eats her own things quietly, not curious, not asking, not caring, and not parrying.
To what extent can a person be indifferent, He Yansheng believes that there are only two outcomes of such a mode of getting along: "either accept fate or resist." ”
It was probably Zhong Zixi's recent calmness that made He Yansheng feel that maybe he could work harder, and he sat quietly opposite her and waited for her to finish eating.
No one took the lead in speaking the whole time, and only the clock was left in the living room.
How far away is the grassland, how beautiful the blue sky is, how deep the sea is, how high the mountains and rivers are.
There is no concrete answer to everything, just as there seems to be no way to solve this state of affairs between the two.
Zhong Zixi finished breakfast quietly, elegantly took the tissue next to him and gently wiped his mouth clean, and then walked past He Yansheng without looking back.
Just as she was about to get past him, the man reached out and gently grasped the woman's arm.
She looked down at him very calmly, and there was no jump in her eyes.
The moment He Yansheng raised his head, consciousness preceded reason, he suddenly got up, hugged her waist that was in her hand, lowered his head and sucked the temperature and breath of her neck hard.
Although she is now pregnant, her waist is too slender compared to ordinary pregnant women.
And she was still very calm from beginning to end, and the powerlessness of frustration made He Yansheng's heart ache, but after all, the warmth of getting along made him greedy.
A barely audible sigh faded away, and there was a hint of begging in the man's voice.
"Zizi, don't you have a word you want to say to me?"
The woman looked at him calmly, as if she were looking at a love clown.
He was willing to put on a clown show for her, tearing all the scripts to shreds when the curtain ended. But in the end, he was the only one left immersed in this touching episode!
He Yansheng slowly let go of his hand, and all his strength turned into a bubble at this moment, and the scattered forest was extremely ugly.
Zhong Zixi paused for a moment and left as usual, and the man's vicissitudes of life gradually sounded behind her, very soft.
"Zizi, grandpa is sick, he is very sick, very serious."
Zhong Zixi's footsteps paused, and the next second, his voice was faint and seemed to have no personal emotions, but in fact, it was simple and heart-wrenching.
"He Yansheng, this is all your retribution, no matter how deep the old man's blessings are, they can't withstand your vicious heart."
When the words landed, Zhong Zixi was no longer nostalgic, and many words between husband and wife were difficult to collect.
He Yansheng stood in place, the corners of his mouth raised slightly self-deprecatingly, his face was pale and helpless, and he looked helpless and lonely.
Yes, after all, he has extravagant hopes, is his helplessness and pain. Will Zhong Zixi still come over in distress now, hug him and comfort him softly?
The winter sun is not too strong, it should be warm and warm on the body, and the sun shines on his shadow, setting off a faint shadow for a long time and lonely.
The silhouette on the ground was lonely and distressing, and the man standing there seemed to be thinking about something. It hasn't moved for a long, long time, but the bitterness at the corners of his mouth is vast.
Since that day, Zhong Zixi has not seen He Yansheng for half a month, and he saw him again before Chinese New Year's Eve.
Yunshan Villa is far away from the city, and this generation is still in the process of development, even if the New Year has arrived, there is no New Year's flavor.
Zhong Zixi was very calm about everything, and at the end of the last year, He Yansheng was there at that time, and Zhong Yu was also there.
Even if the dishes were simple, it seemed to be one of the few joys in her limited memory.
Because of the New Year, the maid decorated the house a little and pasted the Spring Festival couplets and blessing characters, so that it seemed to have a few more New Year's flavors.
"In the sound of firecrackers, the spring breeze sends warmth into Tusu. Thousands of households always replace the new peach with the old one. ”
In the new year, everything should always have a new atmosphere, Zhong Zixi lowered his eyes and put his hand on his stomach, smiled slightly and whispered to his round belly.
"Happy New Year, little one."
The little man in the stomach seemed to feel something, and moved slightly, as if he was actively interacting with his mother.
Zhong Zixi's fetal movements are not very frequent, and the little guy is very well-behaved as a whole and rarely troubles her. The bigger the belly, the stronger this feeling of mother-child connection.
She stood under the window and watched the night as the lights in the room dimmed. And tonight's night is particularly bright, and the moonlight is soft as it shines on the body.
Zhong Zixi chattered with her children about everything that had happened for so long.
"Baby, I'm sorry, Mom didn't treat you well at first."
Every time she said a word, she poked it lightly with her finger. It just so happens that the place where she pokes will bulge lightly and be soft.
"Baby, do you believe that in fact, your mother loves you?"
Zhong Zixi pouted, as if the little guy didn't believe it, and nodded very seriously.
"The baby is about Chinese New Year's Eve, do you know what Chinese New Year's Eve means? It means that the year is coming to an end, and whether the year is good or bad, it is a thing of the past. ”
Her eyes drifted, this year was too difficult for her.
"A lot of things happened to my mother this year, your grandmother passed away, and your father and I can no longer be husband and wife. I'm sorry, I can't give you a complete family as soon as you are born, and my mother knows how cruel the absence of the original family can be to a child. But I'm sorry, I'm sorry, don't blame your mother, okay? ”
"Baby, actually, in fact, your father loves you very much, and the businessman may be more advantageous in his eyes, but he also cares about you. If it weren't for the fact that she cared about you, maybe Mom really wouldn't be able to keep going. You know we all love you, you know? ”
Zhong Zixi poked his stomach mischievously, probably because he found that the little guy was lazy and didn't like to interact with him.
After a long time, my stomach moved slightly. She subconsciously stuck out her tongue slightly, coquettish.
He Yansheng had been standing at the door, only through the door, the soft voice of the woman came from inside, and the moonlight poured on her body to make her mother's brilliance fully visible.
He knew that no matter how sharp Zhong Zixi was, the years would not change her original appearance.
He Yansheng didn't open the door gently, even though she knew that going in now would make her feel overwhelmed and unhappy. It's just that He Yansheng is too lacking now, he just wants to stay in the place where Zhong Zixi exists and feel her unique warmth, to make up for his hollow and desperate heart.
Sure enough, the little girl was startled by the sound of the door opening, and she turned around, her helpless expression was still on both sides of her cheeks, and she had not yet been cleaned.
The little girl has bright eyes and bright teeth, clear and graceful.
Her every move can always easily touch He Yansheng's heart, even in the most decisive way.
He Yansheng didn't stop and took off his coat and took on his clothes and walked directly into the bathroom, the expression on his face was very light, only a little tiredness was left between his eyebrows, He Yansheng looked a little detached when he didn't smile.
The whole person is not very easy to get along with, once he doesn't speak, he really doesn't speak,
It doesn't seem to be funny.
The little guy in the belly seemed to feel this embarrassing atmosphere, turned over, and stayed very quietly.
Since the incident, Zhong Zixi doesn't like to stay alone with He Yansheng in a closed environment, this kind of person who is so familiar with each other that his breath will affect the other party, she can't be calm.
She pursed her mouth slightly, turned and left the bedroom.
Since He Yansheng agreed to divorce, Zhong Zixi really has the consciousness of being pregnant, and people are always hungry as soon as they relax.
As the months get older, the little one begins to absorb more nutrients every day, and she plans to go and drink a glass of milk to replenish her strength.
Every can of milk she drank was specially explained by He Yansheng, and the taste was not too fishy. When she played Xiao Zhong Zixi, she was not used to drinking particularly fishy milk, just for the sake of drinking milk, she didn't know how many times she was angry with Zhong Yu.
Every time he copes with it reluctantly, Zhong Yu is also curious and funny, how to drink milk to make the contradiction between the enemy and me so sharp.
(End of chapter)