Volume 1 Allow Her to Be White, Let Her Go Chapter 3 She's looking at pedestrians, he's looking at her
Thinking of the child, Zhong Zixi forcibly held back the discomfort in his body.
She needs money now, she needs to be strong, only then can she protect her only loved one!
Who said that "women are weak, but mothers are strong." "It was her child, and it could only be her child.
"There are flowers in spring, the moon in autumn, autumn wind in summer, and snow in winter. If there is nothing to worry about, it is a good time in the world. β
When her mother was alive, she once said, "There is ease in the morning, and there is leisure in the evening." No matter which one it is, you must dream with your heart, and your heart with your dream. β
Inherited from her mother's upbringing since she was a child, she has a weak temperament and doesn't like to fight for wins and losers in everything. Design is just a hobby in her own right, and in her past life, she never needed to use her talent and ability to make a living, so she developed her design to pay attention to the combination of beauty and hierarchy and is highly collectible.
This point was given to her by her past life, and she cherished it very much, even in her most difficult moments, Zhong Zixi still never lost these precious things.
Some things are let go and never picked up again.
It was the last thing her mother left her, and she didn't want to lose it again. If one day Zhong Zixi doesn't even have this, how barren she should be, her lonely life is emotionally desolate, and she has long been poor and has nothing.
Once as long as she was accompanied by her mother, she felt that her heart had a point. Even if the abundance of her heart is not enough for her to trust in love, at least she will believe in the goodness of human nature, that person has warmed her original dead relationship, but it also teaches her what it means to be human.
Don't test people's hearts to know how to cover their eyes, he just taught her a vivid lesson. But she has no talent, so who can blame her for being so badly injured?
How sad it is that people who used to only think about the work itself now have to think about how to preserve themselves and at the same time be able to cater to the market!
No matter how difficult it is, Zhong Zixi has to do it, not only for the mother, for the child, but also for the thing she must complete!
Art is constantly expanding, and in the past year, she has been so busy making a living that she can't care about going out and walking around like she does today.
When she was a student, her mentor once told her that "art and works are spiritual, and how a work can also show the state of the person who created the work." β
She is a disciple of her mentor, and her mentor is a very optimistic naughty old gentleman, funny, humorous, transparent, and wise.
At that time, the old man always liked to joke and say, "Xiao Zixi, you are a rare and very spiritual little girl, your works have a shadow on your body, and you are like a dark orchid." β
Her mentor likes Youlan, and she also knows that her mentor rarely praises anyone with Youlan, which is the best and most precious evaluation that her mentor has given her.
Youlan is quiet and gentle, always likes to keep a certain distance from external affairs, exudes a faint fragrance alone, and the distant wind is like a wash, and there is no ripple in the blow.
"No one knows Lansheng Valley, and the guest Dongxuan leaves me fragrant. Knowing that Qingfen can relieve filth, he pities the fine leaves and Qiaoling frost. β
Because of her parents, she has a weak personality and is not easy to get close to. Before, he thought that the mentor didn't like her temperament, it was too boring.
It's just that that time didn't teach her cruelty, thinking of life at that time, Zhong Zixi smiled gently.
Probably the happiest time in this life was that time, fate never favored her anything, she thought that she would not ask for anything from her, after all, she was too naΓ―ve.
During the spring equinox, there was a saying that "the spring equinox and the autumn equinox, day and night are equally divided".
As the saying goes, "When the spring equinox wheat rises, the fertilizer and water must follow." "A spring rain and a warmth, after this rain is a whole year, a cycle of four seasons will be the same as today, everything will be fine.
Zhong Zixi has always comforted herself like this, no one bears the stormy life for her, she can only try to make herself stronger.
On a light rainy day, the pedestrians on the street were also much empty, looking at the empty street. A sudden sadness suddenly haunted her, and it was extremely strong, it was an emotion called loss.
"Listen to this song repeatedly"
"I was sad and I cried"
"Jasmine Flowers Fall in the Wind"
"A man who came home walked by"
"Maybe it's something wrong"
"No one is waiting for me at the end of the road"
"The years always pass by"
"Shooting stars streak and leave nothing"
The singing voice from the headphones, standing in this empty street. At the end of the road, there was also no one waiting for her, and they all said that the people of Guining were happy because someone was tied and someone was worried.
But she didn't have anything, inspiration flowed, thoughts flowed, but tears couldn't help but slide slowly.
At this moment, the man in the driver's seat of the phaeton on the street, obviously his eyes narrowed slightly, he couldn't see what kind of emotion was contained in his expression, the slender fingers under the bones of the tall nose were against his chin, and his right hand was casually on the steering wheel.
The sword lips pursed slightly, the top was a loose smoky gray cardigan, and the clothes at the wrist were slightly rolled up, and the precious watch on the wrist could be clearly seen.
All exude this man's nobility and handsomeness, and in the evening of the light rain, pedestrians were in a hurry, and who would notice that it was He Yansheng, the most noble man in Cloud City, sitting in this seemingly ordinary phaeton!
He Yansheng was originally indifferent, and in addition to necessary social and social interactions, he always stayed in the water color villa in the north of the city.
It is said that the water color garden is located in the middle of the mountain, covering an area of more than 3,000 acres, located in the center of the city, but it is quiet in the middle of the noisy. The construction and completion of the entire production area was carried out by well-known designers, which cost a lot of money.
At first, Yuncheng thought that Shengchen Group was spending so much money for commercial purposes, but on the day of completion, it was only on the day of completion that it was Mr. He's private residence, and the design mansion by the mountain and water was located on the mountainside, and if you wanted to go up, you need to take a cruise ship to enter by car.
It is also said that the water-colored Yayuan in the north of the city has clothing, food, housing and transportation, and the most amazing thing is that there is a whole street on it, which has the praise of the most beautiful avenue and does not have one.
It is said that one of the famous avenues on Aqua Court was streamlined to scale according to its original building, and naturally the stores, brands and food and beverages located in it were carefully selected by someone.
In the past, He Yansheng was known as the most shrewd and decisive decision-maker among excellent businessmen in Cloud City, but since then he has been known as the most low-key and elegant businessman in Cloud City.
Men who can make money are not strange, men who can design are also common, these are not enough to make people crazy, if a man with a high-intensity brain but still does not forget his original intention, a man who values life is the most powerful.
At present, this is sought after by everyone, no one can fall into He Yansheng's heart, but he stares at the infatuation of the girl under the umbrella, the wind and rain in the early spring evening, the cold woman's upper body is a milky white cashmere coat up to the ankles, a pair of silver-gray flat shoes under her feet, and the plush ball decoration on the bevel makes the woman's feet small and slender.
The woman on the street looks at the pedestrian, and the man in the car looks at the sweetheart on the street!
Men and women in the city, people in the world, some people run for love, some people move forward for hate, some people are infatuated with each other, and some people are infatuated with each other.
And Buddhism says, "Everything is cause and effect." β
Zhong Zixi asked herself about being a human being, she has always been self-denying and never overstepping the rules, she has never complained to God about injustice, and she doesn't even pray for great wealth in this life.
In this life, she just wants to have a confidant and live the rest of her life in peace. Since he met He Lang, he sighed in the past, and the rest of his life was stunned.
From then on, no matter what kind of life she Zhong Zixi lives or what kind of people she meets, she will inevitably compare with him, which is the heart.
Suddenly, Zhong Zixi felt that she was so lonely, and no one in the huge world cared about her. Even the place she called a house was so much that she wanted to go back quickly and give her some comfort in her desolate heart.
The cold air entered the body, coupled with the obvious changes in his mood, Zhong Zixi's instant discomfort was very strong, and he only felt that his mind was shaking, and it seemed that the buildings in front of him were shaking violently from side to side.
She clutched her chest to get a chocolate out of her bag, perhaps it was the low blood sugar caused by hunger that made her so dizzy.
As soon as she lowered her head, her body gradually sank unconsciously, trying to grasp something, but she couldn't grasp anything.
She seems to have seen her mother, is her mother feeling her loneliness and going to take her away?
Why are these hands so warm, why is his breath so real, why is she still so attached to him, why does she want someone to be attached to......
Zhong Zixi felt that she had a long dream, in this dream there was a young and carefree her, there was the silent noise of the woman standing in the living room, there was the helpless sigh of the grandparents, there was the determination of the mother to turn away, and the man's warm face, his mother's accusation and the child's cry.
In the end, it seemed that there was nothing left but his arms.
He Yansheng, is she missing him?
"Azusa? Azusa, what's wrong with you? β
Zhong Zixi endured all the discomfort and desperately wanted to wake up, but he couldn't wake up.
"Am I going to die?"
"What nonsense are you talking about? How can you die without my permission, you let my heart be barren to the extreme, let my heart be full of you, and if you get my person and heart, are you going to leave? Zizi, tell me, how can there be such a ruthless person in the world? You tell me? β
He Yansheng complained to her fiercely, and bowed his head and kissed her temples lovingly.
A long, long time ago, she read a foreign biography that said that "a man kisses a woman's temple", which stands for "kiss of love".
It means pampering, the temples are close to the eyes, so a kiss can sensitively capture the girl's emotions and photosensitive reactions. This kind of kiss is psychic gymnastics, from the inside out, sincere and warm.
How could He Yansheng, a man, do such a tender thing, is it his fantasy and expectation?
Zhong Zixi, she is still expecting this man to respond to her feelings and cherish the love between them? She is really hopeless, and it is ironic that she still hopes that this man truly loves her.
got off the boat and changed into the car, during which Zhong Zixi finally sobered up a little.
When she saw him holding herself, with a face full of pity and anxiety He Yansheng, she knew that everything just now was not a dream.
If it weren't for a dream, why would I be so greedy for all that this man has?