Volume 1 Allow her to be white-headed, let her go free Chapter 2 He Yansheng, the past is over
One is a light and handsome affectionate person, and a good person who is filial to his heart. No one is wrong, no one has failed anyone, wrong to pay.
Creation and providence make them have to survive this catastrophe in their love, since God is destined, since they are destined to be together and conform to it, what does it matter.
"Alright! If this is what your heart desires, I promise you. As long as you are willing to give birth to the child well, I will let you go, but Zizi, you have to remember that if you are tired of playing outside, you will have to go home obediently. ”
"Falling leaves, drunk dreams. The past is over, and I am afraid of parting. There is a lot of smoke and rain in the south of the Yangtze River, and the prosperity is gone. The remnants of the dream did not wake up, and the song was sad. The guest asked Guihong, where is the cloudy and sunny? ”
"He Yansheng, let's put an end to our past!"
At this moment, the person who was lying on the table to take a nap suddenly woke up, and his eyes were empty and unbalanced like never before.
Jiang Yu rushed over when she heard the sound, and saw Zhong Zixi's face pale. There was a fine and dense sweat on the tip of his forehead, and he was speechless about what kind of nightmare this woman had just experienced.
"Sister Zixi, Sister Zixi, are you okay?"
Jiang Yu only thought that she had not woken up from a nightmare, and had heard the old man say, "People in nightmares should not wake up quickly, if they wake up forcefully, there will be short-term behavioral disorders, and the consequences will be serious." ”
Jiang Yu turned around and walked to the water dispenser, poured a glass of warm water alternately between hot and cold, and put it in front of Zhong Zixi to wait for her to repair herself and slowly wake up.
Zhong Zixi slowed down for a moment before he felt that the whole person was a lot more relaxed, but the fragments in his mind were still constantly intertwined.
She looked around and smiled self-deprecatingly, it had been a long time since she had dreamed of those people or things. Recently, why those familiar memories kept coming back, a faint worry hit her heart, and she was extremely tired.
Zhong Zixi raised his hand and slowly pressed his eyelids, when her mother was still alive, she had taught her some emergency measures.
For example, "When you encounter something that makes you panic, pressing your hands on your eyelids can relieve the anxiety caused by inner tension." ”
I don't know if this is because my mother said it or if this method is really effective, and repeated pressing a few times really relieved Zhong Zixi's discomfort.
Thinking of the woman with picturesque eyebrows and elegant eyes, the corners of Zhong Zixi's mouth showed the most real smile, this smile was pure and clean, like the warm winter sunshine sprinkled between the eyebrows, and the shadows were mottled and shining.
She is the purest piece of holy land in Zhong Zixi's heart, clean and immaculate, her mother taught her to read "Shangshu" when she was a child, and she was still young at that time, even if the obscure sentences in it were catchy to read, but she didn't understand the real meaning!
Her mother didn't seem to feel wrong, and when she grew up and got carried away for the first time when she achieved excellent results in the field she was good at, her mother never really disciplined her with a straight face.
After dinner, the mother and daughter sat on the sofa with a book in their hands, and the melodious recitation swept the whole room, making people feel warm and peaceful.
"Full of losses, humble benefits."
Zhong Yu's voice is good, which she knew from a very young age, but when she tilted her head and asked her mother, why didn't she use such a beautiful voice?
Zhong Yu smiled and touched her head, and whispered, "The gentleman hides the weapon with him, and he will move when the time comes." ”
The little one asked puzzledly, "Mom, is the hidden weapon a murder weapon?" Is it time to hurt someone? ”
She looked at her with a wrinkled little face and an embarrassed face, "Mom, this person must be good or bad, Xixi must stay away from the bad guys." ”
It looked like saying, "Mommy, praise me, I'm a good boy!" ”
Zhong Yu explained with a smile: "What Xiaoxi means by this sentence is that even if a very powerful person has a very powerful skill, he will not show off or show off everywhere, and he will only show off his skills when necessary." ”
The little girl looked thoughtful, thought for a long time, and then said in a milky voice: "Xixi understands, Xixi will be a very powerful person in the future." And be humble, Mom, am I right? ”
"Xixi, what a good job!"
As if thinking of something, she raised her head to look at Zhong Yu. But she saw that her mother was also looking at her thoughtfully, and in just a moment she understood what her mother meant.
"Mom, I was wrong."
"Oh?"
Smart parents never ask their children what is wrong, they only do wisdom to guide the child to let him find out what is wrong, and she has been raised by Zhong Yu since she was a child.
Gentle and unassuming, moderate and not panicked, calm and not biased, polite and unbalanced!
The Zhong family has a woman who has just grown up, sweeping her eyebrows and a talented pen, and looking for poetry in the snow. Such a woman called He Yansheng, how could he not be moved when he saw it.
Jiang Yu had never seen Zhong Zixi like this, her eyebrows and eyes were crooked, and her eyes were full of glory and starlight.
Obviously there is no wind, but it is like the sound of wind chimes winding in the wind, which is as crisp as a pleasant ear.
Jiang Yu did not disturb the woman's contemplation intimately, because she had never seen Zhong Zixi like this. In my impression, she always has a cold temperament, gentle but always detached.
With such a demeanor, I am afraid that I am thinking about some kind of dear person, it turns out that Sister Zixi will also have such a smart side of her daughter's family.
Zhong Zixi let herself think about it for a while, and when she came back to her senses, she still became the noble and indifferent her again, looking around, the feeling of being familiar made Zhong Zixi relax a lot.
She looked at Jiang Yu with a smile, and frankly said that Zhong Zixi liked this girl a lot, maybe she and her mother's names were too similar.
When she was a child, she felt that the word "Yu" was good, "the original meaning was that the young seedlings and tender grass rose everywhere, and it was later extended to be pregnant."
And the word "Yu" of the girl in front of her has the meaning of being smart and beautiful!
Zhong Zixi picked up the uncooled water in front of him and took a few sips gently, and when he spoke again, his voice was not as blocked as just now. Her lack of curiosity, her lack of inquiry, and her lack of inquiry have not only achieved her own elegance, but also fulfilled her secrets.
Zhong Zixi has never liked to deceive people, but she does not have the habit of cutting her wounds to give people wanton prying eyes, and she is grateful for this.
Maybe it's because she's experienced too many joys and sorrows, and now she won't expose her wounds and weaknesses at will.
Even in the most embarrassing moments of the year, even if she was displaced from her, she was unyielding. Now her heart is high, and she grows wantonly in a place where others can't see it, and no one can save it!
"I just scared you! I'm sorry, I had a nightmare. ”
"It's okay, everyone has a bad state and nightmares, probably because you've been too tired lately."
After leaving that person back then, Zhong Zixi still chose to stay in Cloud City, not because she was reluctant to have anything to do with him, but because her mother was here, and she always felt that staying here was as if her mother had never left, but just a different way to accompany her.
Cloud City, a place where she lived, grew up, and understood things since she was a child, she thought that time would be very slow, but now she has been here for almost a year.
After experiencing the warmth of spring, the heat of summer, the cold of autumn, and the cold of winter, there are four seasons in a year, and each season is different, during which there are sadness and happiness.
From one day to seven days is called the week, from the week to the four weeks is called the month, from January to March is called the season, and from the first season to the four seasons is called the year. There are no relatives and no lovers during the year.
Once upon a time, it was said, "It only takes seven days for a person to develop a habit." Now that she's lived for more than seven days, she thinks she'll be able to adapt to life without them.
It's just that Zhong Zixi hasn't thought about forgetting a person for a long time, or the forgetting on the surface is actually a wound hidden in the bottom of his heart that no one can touch.
And it often only takes a second to remember a person, and his voice, appearance, and gestures have become the most unforgettable Gu in her heart.
When she came here, she ran a jewelry store, and most of the jewelry in the store was made by herself. She doesn't like to communicate with people, the business in the store and the communication with customers are all in the hands of Jiang Yu, she is only responsible for making her jewelry.
Zhong Zixi majored in jewelry design when he was in college, and in the past two years, light luxury enamel jewelry has been very popular in China, and the price can be taken over by young people, which is both beautiful and highly collectible. The market has a high degree of acceptance, and it is well received by young girls.
It's just that the production process of such pure water jewelry is very complicated, and every jewelry in the store is drawn by Zhong Zixi's manuscript first, and then the color palette is used to adjust the pigment and use crayons to fix the outer ring and draw the edge.
Polishing the prototype of jewelry, the glass powder is applied to the metal surface, and after high temperature firing, it is attached to the metal tire to form a glaze that presents an extraordinary subtle color, and finally adds other elements.
The production process is very troublesome, in fact, Jiang Yu doesn't understand that running such a fashionable light luxury jewelry store at her age, with a lot of income and interest, shouldn't be so desperate.
From the purchase of materials, tools, to painting, production, and finished products, she handled it alone, and the degree of hard work can be seen.
Zhong Zixi looked at every piece of jewelry in the room, thinking about his unfinished goal. Now people like her are not qualified to be tired, she wants to get back everything that she lost that belongs to her, whether it is people or things......
Thinking of people, Zhong Zixi's eyes showed a touch of pain, she reached out and slowly touched her abdomen, and the unspeakable pain in her heart swept through her body, almost making it difficult for her to support the sudden dizziness at her moment.
She pressed her eyes shut, trying to relieve the discomfort in front of her.
"Sister Zixi, are you okay! You have been staying up late lately to catch up with work, how can your body support it if you go on like this, this is not a benign development, the body is still the most important. ”
Zhong Zixi is sincerely grateful to this little girl, and the care and care in her eyes is a true expression.
Zhong Zixi has had little sincerity in her life, so she cherishes this friendship very much, and in front of Jiang Yu, she never regards herself as a boss, but seems to be a confidant and a comrade-in-arms who struggles together.
"I'm fine, thank you, Xiaoyu, you've worked hard in the past two days. Go back early and get a good rest. ”
"Thank you, Sister Zixi, then I'll leave first, call me if you have something, but don't be too late."
"Hmm!"
Zhong Zixi found that he hadn't gone out for a long time, and painting sometimes needed inspiration. After cleaning up, she closed the door and prepared to leave, I don't know if it was because of her physical discomfort or because she had been thinking about people and things in the past frequently.
She turned around suspiciously and looked behind her, knowing that there was nothing and why she always felt that someone was following her.
Vaguely felt that person looked like him, how could he be here? As early as she signed the divorce agreement, there was no more of them between her and him!
Zhong Zixi smiled self-deprecatingly, "The past is over, everything is back to zero; Love is voluntary, and there is no regret. "Didn't she say it herself? Zhong Zixi: There is no concern between you except for that child.