Volume 2 Affection is Twisted and Turned, Fate Is You Chapter 44 His words are a barometer of her emotions

[The person who spoke first in the words was not confident, and he liked this matter the same - Zhong Zixi! ] 】

He Yansheng subconsciously grabbed the collar, and Zhong Zixi, who had not yet reacted, was taken back several steps by this momentum.

The left foot fell heavily backwards under the stumbling of the right foot, He Yansheng pulled her arm and turned around gorgeously, Zhong Zixi leaned towards the stone pillar behind him.

The back was resisted by a pair of big hands, so a large part of the impact was borne by He Yansheng's palm.

The little girl sank for a long time before she reacted, and hurriedly checked He Yansheng's palm. But he blocked it back without a trace, and the little girl yelled angrily and aggrieved.

"You could have hugged me just now, and I can't wrestle and your hand won't hurt, how can there be such a stupid person as you."

He Yansheng, who was yelling at him, lowered his head and glanced at Zhong Zixi, his expression was gloomy, and he didn't even have any emotion with his voice.

"That wouldn't be good for you, and I don't like to take advantage of others."

Zhong Zixi opened his red lips slightly, with a shallow flush on his cheeks, and after a long time, he lowered his head and whispered.

"You, why are you so pedantic? What centuries have they been? Can I get pregnant if I get bogged up? Will it drop a piece of meat? Will it be condemned? ”

Zhong Zixi didn't know why he was so angry, anyway, he saw him because he was injured. And it was originally possible to avoid injury, just for the so-called "bad"? Is this man an alien?

He Yansheng really didn't understand, the injured person was him, how could this girl look like she had been greatly wronged in the end, and she didn't have an expression of wanting to get along with him just now?

Are all the little girls so fickle now? And He Yansheng didn't know that for a long time in the future, his words would become a barometer of her emotions.

He Yansheng has never coaxed anyone, and he doesn't know how to comfort a little girl of this age when she is angry.

It can be seen that she is like this, as if she didn't do anything! He whispered softly in comfort through his lame mouth.

"Well, you're still young. If you are seen in the arms of a stranger in an intimate position, it will have an impact on a girl's reputation. ”

He Yansheng cleared his voice, and there was a hint of unnaturalness in his tone.

"Well, it's not nice to say, and children of your age are very ignorant about many things, and they don't know what to worry about when they talk, so."

Zhong Zixi raised his head, and the yin owl dissipated. Instead, there was a pure smile that went straight to the bottom of the eye.

"So you just, you were just worried about me, right?"

"You seem to care a lot about this answer? Is my concern so important to you? The man tilted his head and laughed.

"Yes". There was a shallow joy in her eyes, and her real and eager expression gave He Yansheng a hint of pleasure.

The breeze floats, like an iron warrior standing guard on a hill, rooted in the land, perseverance and integrity.

"Yes, I care about you." He Yansheng generously admitted, without the slightest twist, he has always been a person who pays attention to feelings, and he will say whatever he thinks in his heart

Yes.

"Big brother, do you know that some very bad things happened to me some time ago, and my faith suddenly collapsed, and at that time I felt that life was so difficult, I really wanted to grow up, and I wanted to take the initiative. If you grow up, will you be able to be less passive, and if you grow up, will you be able to choose yourself? It's a pity that I haven't grown up yet, and those bad things have already happened. ”

Zhong Zixi calmly recounted the pain, she spoke very slowly, and every word was the truest self.

He Yansheng found that this girl had a huge strength in her small heart, and she still knew how to let go even though she was very uncomfortable.

At such an age, most of the parents love their grandparents and dote on them, what kind of hurt can make her so calm but hide her sadness, He Yansheng is a little curious at this moment.

"You won't give me your name and contact information today, but that's okay. I know that there is someone who has cared about me without asking for anything, and I am already very happy! ”

Zhong Zixi raised the chocolate in his hand and smiled quietly. At this moment, her back to the sun is shining, and the halo is swaying on her thick hair, and even time has become restricted.

The eyebrows and eyes are curved, and the round eyes are oozing with a galaxy as bright as the starry sky. Yingying is in the water, and the pulse is silent.

The mask still couldn't hide the bridge of her tall nose, and He Yansheng guessed that her side face must be very gentle, maybe she still pouted when she was unhappy just now, and her little appearance with red lips and white teeth was extremely delicate.

Standing there impartially against the light, He Yansheng actually felt that she was a person in the painting who came through time and space. The falling flowers are independent, and the micro swifts are flying.

At this moment, the coldness is all gone, and there is nothing left of warmth!

He Yansheng faded away from his most gentle face, and the slaughter was light.

"Little girl, you made two requests to me today and I only asked you one question. I won't force you if you don't want to answer, but according to the law of survival, I can't tell you the answers to both questions. ”

Life is not only about warmth, but also about too much cruelty to face. He Yansheng didn't want her to be injured again in the future, and he had to let her learn to adapt to this lesson.

"I can answer either of your two questions, so this time the choice is yours. Little girl, follow your heart and choose whatever you want most. ”

The negotiator's hole cards are revealed, and the next choice is a question of the opponent.

He Yansheng glanced at her, his posture soft and comfortable.

"I want your contact details." The little girl spoke so firmly that she blurted out before she even had time to think.

"Have you figured it out? I can't change it if I answer, and this time I won't back down because you're a girl. The man pretended to be serious and alert.

"Of course I've thought about it, you can say it!" The little girl tilted her head, her expression full of longing, and the smile in her apricot eyes was simple and warm.

He Yansheng lowered his head and took out a pen and paper from the pocket of his jacket, and the strong and powerful pen fell on the paper.

The rustling sound of the tip of the pen touching the paper can be heard clearly, Zhong Zixi realized for the first time that paper and pen can also collide with such beautiful notes, as long as you are willing to feel it seriously in this world

Each place will have its own little warmth.

At this time, He Yansheng didn't know that this concession was obviously the first time, but it was not just the last. In the near future, how many times his principles and bottom line have been nullified by this girl.

In addition to a string of strong handwriting on the white paper, there is a simplified version of the GODIVA icon at the bottom, even if it is a simple stick figure, it does not affect its overall structure and aesthetics in the slightest.

Zhong Zixi carefully hid this piece of paper, which was never intentional.

"Many years ago, someone told me that it is everyone's right to be happy, and to be happy is to be alive!"

As a girl, Zhong Zixi can feel the light of hope in He Yansheng's eyes when he talks about "there is a person", which is a look he has never had since the beginning.

Eagerness and anticipation are the freedom and beauty of relaxing and wandering on a vast lawn with the breeze.

That enjoyment and ease made Zhong Zixi a little jealous, jealous of the importance of that person in his heart.

It's like when she was a child, she liked a gift that she had loved for a long time, and she thought it would be unique. When she got her hands on it, she realized that it was not original, and others had already owned it once in a place she couldn't see.

It's just that she doesn't even have the qualifications to be jealous, because the person in front of her may not have anything to do with her.

Being jealous of a person or something that belongs to you is destined to be a long and boundless bitter ......

The unexpected encounter made each other intersect. Obviously, two people were so familiar in life, but when they returned to the world of the Internet, they used the most primitive way to communicate.

On that day of that year, He Yansheng left Zhong Zixi's contact information was a string of QQ numbers, and He Yansheng was added after Zhong Zixi went home. It's just that the QQ number is very clean, and it makes Zhong Zixi suspect that this is just a new account he registered.

Except for the screen name 'H' and the rest of the information that has been registered for a long time, the rest of the information is completely blank, as if this person is just a strange netizen who accidentally gained from an arbitrary channel on the Internet.

From junior high school to high school, through spring and summer, through autumn and winter, from morning and dusk to acacia, through the ordinary, relieved and calm.

Every spring rain, summer flower, autumn fall, and winter cold are all evidence of her attachment alone.

The homepage of Zhong Zixi's QQ space is Lin Bai's "Process", when she saw this poem, she liked it at a glance, and she selfishly thought that this poem existed for her in a place where no one was.

"In January, you haven't shown up yet; In February, I met you; In March, it rained heavily; In April, roses are everywhere; In May, we sat face to face as if in a dream; In this way, June arrived, and in June, the grass was in full bloom and fragrant everywhere; In July, there is a mixture of joy and sorrow, and the wheat waves roll and the grass to the end of the world; August, that is, August, I am as tight-lipped as a bottle, in August, I am the water in the bottle, you are the cloud in the blue sky; September and October, it is the two eyes that fill the sea, you are at sea and I am under the sea; November has not yet come, and through its window I see; December, December snow-filled ......"

Liao Yimei said, "In our lives, we met."

It is not uncommon for love to meet sex, but it is rare to meet understanding. ”

When she met 'H', she understood that it was a pity, but after all, she still didn't live up to time.

Crush and attachment are like an audience, all the joys, sorrows and sorrows are her own business, and the person who speaks first in the words is not confident, and so is the like.

From then on, his every word and every move, even in places she couldn't see, was a barometer of her emotions.

For six years, it was this man who grew up with her and encouraged her to move forward.

From the small complaints when she was unhappy at first, to the subconscious asking him what to do every time she made a major choice in her life.

The man who became the intersection is like a big brother, like a mentor, like a companion and listener, and more like her uncared for careful thoughts that are raging and growing crazy, rejoicing alone.

H has witnessed all her happiness and unhappiness, the word youth slows down for a long time, so that she sometimes desperately hopes to grow up overnight, and the profundity given to her behind youth makes her reluctant to bear this delicate time.

(End of chapter)