0002 The Call of the Heart
This heartfelt word always reminded him at the right time. Let him take control of his healthy mindset. Although he knew that after he was injured, his mentality was also unhealthy. However, due to the torment of injuries. Many times, he is not aware of this distorted psychology.
Walking from the ground to the third floor, Li Yongheng took more than ten minutes, and he hadn't arrived yet. For such a long time, when he was healthy, he could run a dozen round trips.
It would be strange if Li Yongheng at this time was not psychologically distorted. A young man in his early 30s suddenly became disabled, and no one put it on him, and the result was not much better. Mind distortion may be a normal phenomenon, a normal phenomenon as an abnormal person.
Sometimes Li Yongheng saw that others were walking in good health, and he felt in his heart that God was too unfair to him, how could he let his leg hurt? Let yourself suffer this torture at such a young age.
He even wanted to look up and shout to the sky: "Thief God! You're not fair! ”
Every step was like a pinprick and a knife, and although he was used to the pain, he still bit the socket of his back teeth and walked up.
"Listen to you downstairs again, my heart will be eternal. When it is time to eat, he will come up by himself, and call you by his son. "His wife, Dong Xianying, is a primary school teacher.
Due to professional habits, like at home, criticize everyone. Her favorite critic is her son Li Xiaopeng. The second object of criticism, of course, is Li Yongheng. Two members of a family of three are criticized, and she is the only one who criticizes.
No, Li Yongheng walked home with difficulty, first of all, there was a criticism: "Such an adult, I still use children to call, it's time to eat, I can't come up by myself." ”
"When the meal is ready, you can eat first. You don't have to wait for me. Li Yongheng walked to the table with difficulty, put down his crutches, and sat down.
"A family, if you don't sit down and eat together, what kind of family is it." Dong Xianying criticized Li Yongheng again, this is Li Yongheng's fault again, and it is natural to be criticized.
"Dad, the braised pork that Mom made today. I haven't eaten meat in years. After his son Li Xiaopeng finished speaking, he happily picked up the bowl and began to feast.
Although the family is not wealthy, it is still very common to eat meat every once in a while. My son has such a verbal saying, as soon as he sees meat, he says that he hasn't eaten meat for several years, but in fact he is only nine years old this year.
"Really? Your mother is so hateful, you haven't eaten meat for years, look at my son's greed. Li Yongheng made a little joke, looked at his son with a smile, and munched on meat.
Dong Xianying glanced at Li Yongheng, because he was chewing rice in his mouth, so he didn't criticize it, this glance was equivalent to criticism.
Eating and sleeping silently, this is a discipline at home, and it must be observed.
Li Yongheng took the rice bowl and began to eat silently, not daring to say anything. For fear that his wife Dong Xianying would use his eyes to rip off his other leg, in that case, he wouldn't want to walk anymore.
"I'm done, this meat is so delicious!" After the son finished eating, he put down the bowl, patted his buttocks, and like a cat, the bird quietly went to do his homework.
Li Yongheng didn't finish eating, so he didn't dare to speak.
"You're no ordinary person! Never look down on yourself! "That heart whisper again.
Li Yongqiang didn't think about anything, just ate slowly, and after eating, he went to his room to read. He ignored the sudden voice, still thinking it was an auditory hallucination.
He didn't think about it, in fact, it was his heart. It's a very healthy voice, and there is no psychological distortion of the voice.
"Li Xiaopeng has finished his homework, you can watch TV for a while if you like. Don't be alone and read books all the time. I know you're in a bad mood, but when the sky is unpredictable, people have good and bad luck, so you always have to open a little. You are thousands of times better than those who lie on the kang and can't get up, so why bother to be unhappy. Live happily and your quality of life will be better. If you are unhappy, it will also affect the mood of me and my children, and you should also think about it for the family. After his wife and son finished their homework and finished their lesson plans, they came to persuade Li Yongheng.
"I know. Actually, I didn't feel unhappy, but when I walked, it really hurt, so if you made me laugh at that time, I definitely couldn't laugh. As for me, let me not think about anything else, think that I am better than others, that is the spirit of Ah Q. I've been thinking that God is not fair, why is everyone else so good and let me suffer like this? Physical pain, in fact, is nothing, the main thing is mental pain. You're in good health, a good person, and of course you won't know me. Li Yongqiang began to talk about his troubles, and his wife nodded, indicating that she understood his intentions.
"Actually, I also understand that you are the same to yourself, not only to you, but to all people. People look at their own illness more than anything else, as if only he is the most sick. In fact, in the eyes of others, his illness was not as serious as he thought. He just thought too much in his heart. You have to be able to see it all. You don't have that kind of inferiority complex, in fact, others don't care too much about whether your leg hurts or not, it's just that you care too much about yourself and your hurt leg too much. It seems that you can't raise your head in front of others, but in fact, you think too much, and others don't think about it. "His wife, Dong Xianying, not only can catch people's pigtails and like to criticize people, but she also understands people's hearts very thoroughly.
Li Yongheng also understands this, but he is just a fan of the authorities.
"I know it's because I'm thinking too much, but now there's nothing to do, and it's impossible for my brain to stop him from turning. When I think about it, I think about it, and I don't want to do that. However, it is also a side effect of unhealthy health. I also want to think about it, but there is no way, when you stand up like a needle prick, a knife cut as painful, I think you and I are the same, do you know what you call it? Li Yongheng didn't look up, looking at the lines of fonts on the book, talking about his feelings.
"What is it?" Dong Xianying asked, she looked at her husband, with straight black hair, like a brush on his head, two thick and black sword eyebrows, a pair of black eyes, a high nose, and a round face with a bit of heroism, which made people like it. What is even more likable is his ferocity at that time. Thinking of this, her face couldn't help but crimson.
"You don't have a backache when you stand and talk." After Li Yongheng finished speaking, he put down his book and prepared to sleep.
"Forget it, let's rest, this day, worry about the children at school, and come back and worry about you as a big child. I'm exhausted. Dong Xianying rubbed her waist with her fist, washed up, and prepared to rest.