0003's dissatisfaction
Li Yongheng longed to be able to recover his health, but the doctor told him that it was certain that he would become disabled, and that he would not have to think about health anymore.
In addition to this injured leg, he has no problem with other functions of his body, but this leg is not a place, so according to the doctor: if you want to recover your health, you can't even have a door.
Li Yongheng's right leg injuries were knee joints, patellar comminuted fractures, and femur comminuted fractures, both of which were comminuted fractures. After the femur heals, there is no problem, at most there is some deformity, but basically it does not affect the function.
His knee joint is different, its function is to bend, but because Li Yongheng's knee joint is too badly injured, after the patella is shattered, it heals like a small bowl, buckled there, more than twice as big as before the injury, it buckles there, and the direct impact is bending. This also links Lee's eternal fate with the disabled.
He always hopes that he can get better and become a healthy person. He disagrees with the bullshit verdict of the doctors who ruled that he is disabled, but he cannot appeal like a lawsuit. He felt that even if he could appeal, he would probably have been dismissed and the original verdict upheld.
Before, when Li Yongheng was not injured, there was never a desire to have a healthy body as much as now. He now knows what is the most important thing about a person? He feels that the most important thing for a person is physical health. The body is the capital of the revolution, and he took this as the truth.
If you are not physically healthy, you will be mentally unhealthy. The pain of the body, after all, the pain in the heart will also be painful, and sometimes the pain in the heart will be greater than the pain of the body, just like the current Li Yongheng, that is, the pain in the heart is definitely greater than the physical torture.
Because he has no hope of regaining his health, he feels that the future is gray, there is no light, no future, only endless pain, the darkness brought to him.
Due to his injury, the fractures in both parts are still comminuted, so when the femur does not return to normal, his knee joint cannot move, so after a long time, when the broken part of the femur is completely healed, and he is not afraid of the influence of external forces, he can move the knee joint. However, at this time, the knee joint is already in a state of rigidity and cannot be flexed.
This is the root cause of Li Yongheng becoming disabled, and it is also his biggest heart disease.
Ordinary people's legs are natural, cylindrical shape, and now Li Yongheng's legs are not cylindrical, especially his thighs, due to a long time in bed, his legs are flat, and his muscles have atrophied, like an angry cobra with a raised head, flattened, and a little scary.
And when he got down to the ground, he stood a little longer, and found that his feet were swollen and red, as if they had been scalded by hot water. This is due to prolonged bed rest and poor blood flow to the injured leg.
In order to recover health, the knee joint must be able to flex, even if it can bend to 90 degrees, and it will be more flexible when going up and down stairs.
He wanted to forcibly bend the stiff knee joint, and the first step he did was to move the patella first.
But now the doctor told him that he couldn't force the leg press, because the part of his comminuted femur fracture had just healed, and the plasma was not strong enough and the strength was poor.
Because he was in a plaster cast for a long time and could not move, Li Yongheng's patella was already adhered to one side of the knee joint, like a small bowl, firmly buckled in front of the knee joint, and there was no room for movement up and down, left and right, so it was necessary to push this small bowl away to give the patella room to move. Only when the patella is moved, can the knee joint have room to move.
Li Yongheng had to grit his teeth and use the thumbs of both hands to push one side of the patella to the other, because the patella is adhered to the knee joint, so when the patella is moved at first, the effect is very small. However, he had to grit his teeth and persevere, because it was impossible to bend his knee without pushing the patella away.
The part of the patella that has been adhered to the tissue of the knee joint must be destroyed if it is pushed open, and it is impossible to break the part of the patella that has been adhered to if the force is not strong enough. However, the patella does not have a handle, so it is difficult to hold, so it is very difficult to make it have room for movement.
Fortunately, Li Yongheng has time, and now he starts to push the patella as soon as he has time.
He pushed with the two thumbs of his hand, and when his fingers were tired, he grabbed the patella with his hand and pushed it forcibly. In short, he used all the methods to push, because the injury in his leg had not fully recovered, so every time he pushed, it was the pain of drilling his heart, and after pushing a few times, he was covered in sweat, and his face turned from sallow to pale. However he had to persevere, and that was what he had to do when he recovered.
Sometimes it hurts so much that Li Yongheng shouts his name: "Li Yongheng, Li Yongheng, you have perseverance, you are not afraid of pain, what is this pain?" ”
"Grit your teeth, hold on, don't give up," that heart whispered again, Li Yongheng didn't want to pay attention to him, but he felt that he had a point, he had to grit his teeth, and he had to hold on, and he couldn't give up.
Gradually, Li Yongheng had no objection to that heart. He felt that it was the right advice to guide his behavior, and it was effective in preventing his behavior from deviating.
Due to the long-term movement of the patella, Li Yongheng is gone, the kind of idea of complaining about the heavens and thinking that God is unfair, what he has now is, grit his teeth, hold on, don't give up, that heart said. He had to follow the guidance of Xinyu, and even he tried to communicate with Xinyu to complete his great cause of recovery.
The time for the re-examination has come, and Li Yongheng will go to the hospital for a re-examination today.
"I'm sorry husband, there are important activities in our school today, so I can't accompany you to the hospital. Go on your own, be safe, and be careful with your legs. Dong Xianying said to Li Yongheng in the morning that when she couldn't accompany him to the hospital, she was still very uncomfortable, she originally wanted to accompany her husband to the hospital, but on the day of her husband's review, the work in the school couldn't be separated, and she didn't ask for leave, so she had no choice but to say sorry.
She was quite relieved that Li Yongheng would go to the hospital by herself, after all, her husband's life was now able to take care of himself.
"It's okay, now I can basically do the review on my own. When you move, it hurts a little, but it hurts a little more. You have your business, go get busy, you don't have to worry. Hearing that his wife didn't accompany him to the hospital, Li Yongheng was still a little disappointed in his heart.
Especially when he arrived at the hospital, he saw that those patients were accompanied by their families, and his heart was not happy. He felt that his wife's mind was not on him at all.
This caused the dissatisfaction he suppressed in his heart against his wife, which began to ferment, brewed in his heart, and was about to explode.