Feng Nan did not tell Lin Cen the news that he was shot in the head by Tao Yue's sister-in-law. First, he was afraid that Lin Cen would have to come to see her, which would lead to a bad confinement; Second, this matter is indeed too dramatic, and it also involves the family of friends. Feng Nan was worried that the gossip would hurt people, so he only sealed it and didn't want to mention it again.

After two weeks of no contact, Feng Nan calculated that Lin Cen was about to be out of confinement, so he cared about her status in WeChat.

Lin Cen replied quickly, a total of six words, two punctuation:

"Tired, very tired, very tired"

Feng Nan showed a smile from the past, comforted her: "Patience, patience, must endure", and confided in Lin Cen about the problems in his recent work. When asked about Lin Cen's opinion that she wanted to go to Shanghai, Lin Cen gave a resolute objection, and she said: "You are this age, don't toss." Your family has earned a lot, and Li Xiaoman is so pitiful after you go out. Isn't it good to be like this now, don't compare with Li Feng, compare with me, you also earn a lot, and you have two days off, how many people envy it, it's almost there. ”

Feng Nan replied: "We are different from you in society in school. The rice bowl looks exquisite, that is the emperor will hold you for a while, one day the emperor dislikes us for being old and decrepit, or meeting a newcomer, the bowl has to be taken back. ”

Lin Cen read the information, and made up the image of Feng Nan's daughter of Qitou Palace in his mind, laughed happily, and replied: "You have a lot of plays!" That's better than our earthen bowl. ”

Lin Cen is not pretending, Feng Nan remembered a salary slip of her own that Lin Cen showed her last year, a four-digit figure that was not embarrassing or embarrassing completely subverted Feng Nan's imagination, and she typed words to comfort: "That's not, even if it's a dirt bowl, but I can't hold it firmly, I rub it every day, and after twenty years, I will give birth to pulp, just like that walnut." ”

Lin Cen didn't answer her jokes again, and replied a little seriously: "Erma, I really don't feel like I'm short of money now."

Feng Nan was just about to reply to her: "Grandma Feng sat and listened to Grandma Lin crying poor. I saw Lin Cen follow and send another one:

"I know that Wang Kun has been unhappy lately, but in fact, I am not happy either...... I didn't know how to coax him, and I didn't have the strength to coax him. ”

Feng Nan hurriedly deleted his nonsense, and while patiently listening to Lin Cen's story, he recalled the green years of the two of them.

Lin Cen is a typical Pisces woman, romantic, tender, and love first. But Feng Nan concluded that Lin Cen is a little woman who will always be caught up easily.

Lin Cen's love enlightenment was in high school, Feng Nan still remembered that it was a person with long bangs and no good value except for riding a bicycle without holding the handlebars with both hands. Lin Cen was obsessed with others, dragging Feng Nan to peek behind him every day, and after the other party raised his nostrils and passed by them, Lin Cen always stomped his feet on the spot at high frequency, and said to Feng Nan with a spring on his face: "Like Jack in Titanic?!" Two horses! ”。 And Feng Nan always buried his head in the pictures of genuine handsome guys like Keanu Reeves in "Watching Movies" magazine, unable to extricate himself and didn't say a word.

Once, when she was asked in a hurry, she closed the magazine and replied: "Like! ”

Lin Cen became more and more excited, grabbed her shoulder, and asked as if asking for verification: "Where do you say it looks like?!"

Feng Nan was expressionless, and replied, "Gender."

Once, Feng Na was asked impatiently, and replied seriously and heartfeltly: "He's not like Jack, but don't be afraid, you're like shredded meat." ”

Lin Cen was a very fat girl back then, because of this truth, the two of them had a cold war for at least two weeks.

The university is a plastic surgery hospital, leaving the nutrition and nourishment of the third year of high school, coupled with the fact that he was exposed to it in the art academy every day, Lin Cen was reborn in only half a year, abandoned his fat, and cultivated into a big-eyed elf little beauty.

Since then, the love affair has fallen like snowflakes. But Feng Nan suspected that Lin Cen still regarded herself as the fat girl who was not looked down upon by the bangs bicycle man in her heart, and she was flattered and difficult to resist anyone's active pursuit. So much so that Feng Nan had to deal with those male protagonists with a worrisome quality with Mama Rong's demeanor.

Until Wang Kun appeared.

At that time, Lin Cen was still talking about a relationship with the boy who bravely pursued her after helping her repair the computer a few times. Lin Cen is a graduate student of this university, and Wang Kun was admitted from another school. Lin Cen told Feng Nan that she was reading an art history book when they met, and a magnetic and glutinous voice called out to her, "Classmate, how to get to Jingwen Building?" She turned her head and saw an unreal beautiful young man standing under the tree, the sunlight through the forest hit him, Lin Cen felt that the projection on his face was as classic as the illustration of the famous artist in the art history in his hand, and he couldn't help but hold his breath, and at that moment it seemed that the whole world was still, only the sunlight circulating on his face and the surging in her chest.

Feng Nan clearly remembered that Lin Cen said to her with a trembling voice on the phone: "Feng Nan, I think I'm in love!"

At that time, Feng Nan was on a business trip, she took a bottle of beer from the hotel refrigerator, opened Skype and drank with Lin Cen.

Lin Cen was very emotional, and the alcohol opened her conversation box more and more, and she talked endlessly, describing her ecstasy and sorrow when she was hit by love.

Feng Nan suddenly asked her, "Is this feeling stronger than that long-haired jack?" ”

"Who?" Lin Cen, who was crying, asked suspiciously.

"It's the one from high school, the one you like, and you ask me every day if I look like Leonardo, don't you remember?"

"What do you care about him, who remembers." Lin Cen replied anxiously.

"I remember, I remember that was the closest you came to love." Feng Nan replied seriously.

Lin Cen, like Feng Nan, had long forgotten that person's name, thought for a long time, and cried loudly: "Ten thousand times stronger than Long-Haired Jack!" What should I do, Feng Nan......"

"Break up first, then chase him." Feng Nan decisively gave the answer.

Lin Cen wiped his tears and was a little surprised, and asked, "Why didn't you scold me for being a nymphomaniac this time......

Feng Nan drank all the wine in her hand, she was not good at drinking, she would get on her face a little, she didn't know if she was really drunk or she could finally pretend to be drunk, she shouted at the camera: "You can't be as cowardly as me, you have to be brave, true love will chase it!" If you dare to instigate me, I'll shoot you to death! ”

Lin Cen wiped his tears and said, "What are you coercing? Aren't you frigid......"

"You are cold, your whole family is cold," Feng Nan scolded with a smile, but she felt that her cheeks were also wet, she wanted to hold something, but she didn't want to stand up, so she could only curl up her knees, put the left side of her face on her knees, and cry breathlessly: "I didn't tell you, Hong Hua came to see me for the last time last week, I knew he wouldn't come again in the future, he came to say goodbye to me, so I didn't even say goodbye to him......"

"Stupid! I said you like people, but you have to admit it. Then you can also get a ticket to chase them back. Lin Cen could only see the top of Feng Nan's head.

Feng Nan closed her eyes, tears soaked her pants, and she shook her head as she let out a whimpering rejection.

Later, the two of them didn't know how they turned off the computer and how they fell asleep. Anyway, Feng Nan was lying on the table when he woke up, and the computer had been turned off. She rarely drinks alcohol, and when she opens her eyes, she feels a terrible headache, but she still struggles to get up and go to the bathroom to shower.

After taking a bath and wrapping a large bath towel, Feng Nan brushed her teeth, brushed halfway, and received a message from Lin Cen to her, saying, "Erma, how are you?" Yesterday scared me. I've never seen you like this. Don't be sad, be brave and chase it! ”

Feng Nan paused, and for the last time in her head came out of the boy who had known her for six years, entangled for at least three years, and never started and ended, she spit out the bubbles in her mouth, raised her head and rinsed her mouth a few times, each time she just suppressed the tears that came out of the frame, and finally washed her face with cold water, took a long breath of relief, walked to the sun in front of the window, and replied:

"I've been delaying for too long, so I don't need to waste gas, so I'll leave some for my comrades later...... But you are different, come on, wait for your good news~~~"

Later, Feng Nan regretted that she was not hypocritical enough and did not memorize the date of that day, and often felt that her memory would be reversed when she was old, mistakenly thinking that Li Feng was the "only" love in her life, and completely forgetting the long and ambiguous time of pain and happiness.