"Hey!" Tong Sheng picked up the phone

"Xiaoxue is gone," He said

"Wait! Where am I going to look for you" Tong Sheng stood up anxiously, hit the desk and didn't care about the pain, and rushed out of the office

He Junyan here, Jin Cancan walked around the room anxiously

"It's time, it's cold, where will he go?" asked He Junyan

"Xiaotong's routine has always been irregular, but at this point he won't leave the house unless he ......" Cancan suddenly thought of a place, and then shook his head to refute his own thoughts

"What comes to mind?" He Junyan

"Kiriri, I used to go to a place a lot, but I haven't been there for four or five years."

"Go, go there" Tong Sheng gasped and walked over

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Guan Xuetong, who ran out of the hospital, picked up a car at the door and reported the address, and then never made a sound

Looking at the scenery passing by outside the window, Guan Xuetong remembered the scene in the hospital just now

When Murong Yan left, the door was not closed, and she clearly saw Tong Sheng leaning against the door

He said, "Guan Xuetong, 8 years have passed, and you are still cold-blooded"

Cold-blooded?

Is he cold-blooded?

Also, how to spend so many years without being cold-blooded

Everyone thinks they are very high, but in fact, he just avoids unnecessary emotions and feelings, and does not want to suffer the pain of that separation, but no one understands

"Girl, it's so late, why did you come here alone" The driver's words pulled Guan Xuetong back to his thoughts

The address of Guan Xue Tong Bao is located at the intersection of the bustling and suburban areas

"Find someone"

Guan Xuetong paid the money and got out of the car, walked alone for a while, and walked into a dark and remote alley, here, the night is the best protective color, and people who are not familiar with it will feel very dangerous

There's a bar here, with a unique name, "Old Friend" is a bar that can't be ignored, his décor is retro, and the singers in the house are all slow-key

People who come here will feel that life is much slower, especially for some people who live at a fast pace

Guan Xuetong opened the door and walked in, and walked to the bar in a familiar way

"Why don't you call first?" It was a middle-aged man with a droopy beard who spoke

"Master" Guan Xuetong opened his mouth to call someone

The person in front of him is Guan Xuetong's photography enlightenment teacher Dai Luohai, just learned photography in the past few years, Guan Xuetong loves to run here, every time he comes, he always has to run to the bar as an amateur bartender, although he is very unprofessional, but he also has a look, when the fancy bartending was easily imitated by Guan Xuetong, the bar had a lot of guests for a while, and he wanted to try his luck to drink his bartending

For Guan Xuetong, this is his short-term entertainment, he can forget a lot of things for a while, make one-night friends with strangers, talk about the hustle and bustle of the world, talk about everything in life, and talk for fun

"Master, let's have a cup of drunkness" Guan Xuetong knocked on the table

"What kind of wine do you drink, your body still doesn't understand?" Dai Luohai glanced at him

"I just know, that's why I want to drink" Guan Xuetong said, "Master, please, I don't want to care about anything tonight"

Three years ago, Dai Luohai knew about Guan Xuetong's kidney donation, not only did he know that this stinky head also excessively pulled him to be a guardian, and the word "one day as a teacher and a father for life" was properly used by Guan Xuetong

"A drink is impossible to give you, drink this!" Dai Luohai placed a drink on the table

Guan Xuetong tasted it, "It's the snow sunflower."

Xueyanghua is created by Guan Xuetong, a mocktail, and it is also a must-order for many people to come here

"It's tasting," Dai Luohai said

Guan Xuetong took another sip, this time he seemed to feel something different

"You added milk wine" After speaking, he complained again, "Master, you are so stingy and add such a drop of wine, it is not enough to taste it, let alone be drunk"

couldn't stand Guan Xuetong's complaints, Dai Luohai still put a glass of blue enchantress

He had never been a good drinker, and he usually fell asleep on the table after drinking a glass

But today it seems that he is really in a bad mood, and when he drinks it, he is just a little drunk, so that he can sit quietly above and stare at the lights in a daze

"Master, you never seem to have asked me about my past," Guan Xuetong said to herself, "and why do you want to learn photography?"

Dai Luohai said, "Everyone has their own story, if you want to say it, I am willing to listen to it as an audience, if you don't want to say it, no one can force you"

Guan Xuetong looked at Dai Luohai and smiled stupidly, "Master, you are so good"

took another sip and Guan Xuetong said slowly, as if he was telling a story, and as if he was revealing his heart

"My parents divorced very early, in fact, I think half of the cause is caused by me, when I was in the third grade of elementary school, I fainted at school and was sent to the county hospital, and after the examination, it was found that I had congenital heart disease."

"My mom didn't look at me as lovingly as she used to, I didn't know what it was trying to say, but from that day on, she wouldn't come home at night."

"Dad was a doctor, a doctor without borders, and he was based abroad for many years"

"One day, I suddenly understood, that kind of look is disgust, disgust"

"The doctor said that I only had 15 years to live, and during those 15 years, I lived in fear of death every day, but I didn't want people to know, so I tried to smile in front of everyone"

"It wasn't my mom or dad who was with me who was there for me and who went through my life, but my neighbors, and I was lucky to have met them, really, they were with me every time I got sick"

"Being able to live to be 15 years old is not as happy as I imagined, no one in my family celebrates for me, my parents secretly divorced many years ago, my mother has already had a child with someone else without telling everyone, maybe she is very healthy, so the family does not belong to him"

"One year on my birthday, I made a wish that no one knew about, and I hoped that God would exchange my little time for a family dinner, but unfortunately it didn't come true"

"The picture of family harmony has been in my mind many times, and I have seen it many times in the lives of Ah Sheng and Ah Yan."

"Having such a friend is a luxury for me, how can I get it, and how can I do it"

"I owe Ah Sheng, and Ah Yan to apologize, no, maybe the apology is not enough to make them forgive me for what I did"

"In my sophomore year, my condition suddenly deteriorated, in order to get further treatment, Ah Sheng and Ah Yan applied for an exchange student status to MIT in the United States, and I was ready to go to the United States to receive better treatment, all these plans were hidden from Cancan."

"A week before I went to the United States, a girl came to the gate of our school, and at a glance I recognized him as my half-sister Shimizu Yang, and he called me sister, but I told him not to call him, because I was jealous, why should he have a healthy body and a happy family, and I should be abandoned"

"He came to deliver the wedding card, although I made it clear that I would not go, but I still went, but, I regretted it, my seat is far away from the main table, to see the bride still need to go through the venue, when the bride toasted, I showed a standard smile and wanted to bless, but what I got was still the disgust that was deeply imprinted in my heart"

"I don't know how I lived the rest of the show, after the end of the show, Qing Shui Yang asked me to go back to the Qing family, don't continue to drag Ah Sheng and them, of course I refused"

"Although I refused, Qing Shui Yang is right, it is indeed a burden for them to go to the United States with a body like mine."

"Maybe the body knows that the owner dislikes it, so the retribution comes, on the way back to school, I had a heart attack, I didn't bring any medicine with me, and my mobile phone was also in the dormitory"

"When I woke up again, I had been in a coma in the hospital for 3 days, and I knew they would have to stay a few more days to find me, but I just didn't want to contact anyone"

Guan Xuetong stopped suddenly, because the wine in his hand had already bottomed out, and Dai Luohai handed over a cup of osmanthus tea in a timely manner

Guan Xuetong took it, took a sip, and looked at his master

"Master, have you ever experienced a time when you had nothing? When the family leaves, the person you like leaves, the rest can only hold on tightly and hold on tightly"

"What if one day, even this most important beam of light is dimmed? I really can't think about it."

"Cancan, he is very good, he is destined to become the original stone of the most shining star, but because of our selfishness, his light almost dimmed, I feel that I should do something to make amends, so I met you, Master, so that I can guard by his side"

"Three years ago, Cancan's thing, in fact, made me extremely devastated, although the kidney was successfully matched with Cancan, but no one could help me sign the surgical consent form, I know, or because of my reasons, I didn't need a second guardian, but because I have a heart disease, the chance of dying on the operating table is more than half, the hospital insisted that I must have a second guardian to sign the consent form, but I can't let Cancan know, he will definitely refuse my donation if he knows"

"Master, a teacher for one day, a father for life. Although we are not related by blood, you have not refused my request."

Dai Luohai read it when he heard Guan Xuetong mention what happened three years ago

"Humph! I'm your master, I don't know your personality, if I don't sign it, you'd definitely rather spend money to find a stranger to sign it, rather than let someone you don't know, it's better to let me, a master who is familiar with your personality, take the blame."

After Guan Xuetong heard this, he replied with a smirk to Dai Luohai, "Yes, Master, you are so good."

Guan Xuetong took a sip of the osmanthus tea in his hand and continued

"To be honest, I ran out of the hospital today and "stopped" Master...... I'm dying."

Hearing such unlucky words as the stinky head saying that he was dying, Dai Luohai hurriedly interrupted him

"What nonsense!"

Guan Xuetong ignored him

"When I woke up in the hospital, I saw that Ayan was back, and he became my attending doctor, so Asheng must have come back too"

"That woman, too, appeared, ridiculous, disappeared for 8 years, and reappeared in such a messy situation as I was"

"I don't believe he doesn't know the physical condition of me and Cancan at all, any food with skin can't be eaten, his husband is so powerful, he just needs to move his mouth to know"

"I scolded him away, but I didn't feel any joy, and I felt very annoyed when I saw his tears flowing"

"He ran away and fell into Ah Sheng's eyes, I'm a cold-blooded person"

At the last words, Guan Xuetong lay on the table with tears in her eyes

"I know better than anyone else, I should be grateful to live past the age of 15, but I just want to be greedy and have a little more."

"I was afraid, afraid that I would never be able to open my eyes again, that everyone would forget me, so I worked hard to learn to take pictures, try to play like the world, and try to ...... To go to the top, just to make people remember me a little bit"

"I'm selfish...... Really"