Chapter 4
"I'm not an emotional person, but Xiaotong said this to me," Cancan recalled that Guan Xuetong was lying on the hospital bed at that time, and said earnestly
He said, Cancan! Only in this way, we are a family, I don't know what the future will be, but I know that if there is one less golden Cancan in the world, it will be a big loss, not only your world, my life will also become dark, I will never allow the existence of black spots in my photos, I want it to be colored everywhere" Cancan said only one part, he didn't say that in fact, when he was asleep, Xiaotong was still whispering in his ear "Cancan, one day, I will definitely leave this world earlier than you, So you have to live in this world for me and taste the warmth of the world."
After Tong Sheng drank a cup alone, he suddenly spoke
"Cancan, you...... Do you still like Ayan? ”
"Clams?" Cancan's brain circuit hasn't come back yet, and he was suddenly asked, "Do you like it?" Cancan looked up and didn't answer, but asked, "What do you mean by liking?" Like it, then what? ”
Tong Sheng did not answer, it should be said that he did not know how to answer
"If your so-called liking is just to see each other or your heart is racing, then my answer is "yes", but this kind of liking can only be regarded as an ordinary heartbeat, after a long time, it will be boring and lose that feeling, do you think that after 8 years, I still have enthusiasm?" Cancan said, "Don't you think it's cruel that you are selfish to leave, and I have to wait blindly like this?"
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Today is a rainy day, and it seems that God knows that this cannot be done, which is ironic for some people
Guan Xuetong was lying on the hospital bed, and her breathing was still shallow, but it was regular
With a slight movement of his fingers and his eyes open, he sat up, his hair scattered on both sides, and the pupils of his eyes were not yet focused
Looking at the needle in her left hand, and the white room, she knew that she was in the hospital, but she really didn't remember how she got in
"Up?" Suddenly, a voice broke the silence
Guan Xuetong slowly turned his head, and the person standing in front of him seemed to be He Junyan, but he was more calm than the image of the sunny Pipi in his impression
He walked in and gave a glass of water to Guan Xuetong
"Drink saliva first and moisten your throat"
Guan Xuetong stretched out his hand, took the water cup, and took a sip of water before he spoke, "What's wrong with me?"
"I fainted, it was Cancan who sent you to the hospital, but she was scared to death," He Junyan said
Hearing this, Guan Xuetong could roughly know that there was a 100% chance that it was because of his heart attack, which was not unfamiliar, because until now there was a faint pain in his left chest
"When can I be discharged?" Guan Xuetong asked
Hearing the question, He Junyan put away his smile and said with a serious expression
"Xiaoxue, after so many years, you are still like this, don't you feel it? Your heart is overloaded," He Junyan told the truth
These words, there is no need for him to say, Guan Xuetong himself has some bottoms, "I know, so what?"
Guan Xuetong's heart is a congenital disease acquired malformation, for the current era of medical progress, the success rate of surgery is still not more than 20, as for the replacement of the heart, it has been lined for many years, but there is still no successful pairing, it does not allow other organs to be transplanted alive, and many people's family concepts do not allow relatives to die and can not return completely, resulting in the heart of the current organ donation ratio belongs to the least matching rate
Seeing Guan Xuetong's disappreciative look, He Junyan was a little angry, but in the end he could only say, "Treat the disease well, Ah Sheng and I will definitely do our best to save you"
Hearing Ah Sheng, Guan Xuetong's expression was slightly moved, but it was only for a moment, and it was not obvious, so even He Junyan didn't notice it
"Whatever you want," Guan Xuetong said
He Junyan left the ward, and after walking out, he saw Jin Cancanren standing by the door, and did not lean over to greet him, but whispered "Wake up, make up for her" when he passed by.
"Hmm"
Jin Cancan opened the door and walked in with a smile, "Hungry!" I brought porridge and ate a little bit."
Guan Xuetong didn't speak, just quietly looked at the low rain outside the window
"Cancan, on that day three years ago, I once said that my life will definitely end earlier than you, and now the start time is counting down"
"Xiaotong ......" Cancan wanted to say something, but at this time, there was a knock on the door of the ward
"Please come in" Cancan responded
The door opened, and the person who entered, a woman, well-maintained, as if time had not taken away any of his youth
"Auntie, why are you here?" The person Cancan recognized was Guan Xuetong's mother, Murong Yan
"Ah Sheng called me," Murong Yan said, putting down the bag in his hand and opening the smoldering jar he brought
"I stewed borscht, this is good for the body" Guan Xuetong didn't take it, Murong Yan turned around and turned his gaze to Jin Cancan
"Cancan, come, come and drink this soup, you are too thin, although you are an idol, this nutrition can't be left behind"
Cancan couldn't resist Aunt Yan's enthusiasm, took the soup, but didn't take a sip, and her eyes kept drifting to Xuetong
"Drink! Why not drink? Is it because I'm worried that my aunt won't cook it well? Rest assured! We have loved to drink borscht cooked by my aunt since I was a child."
Cancan originally wanted to make a show, scoop a mouthful of soup and send it to the mouth, but who knew that Xue Tong saw it
"Get out" Guan Xuetong suddenly burst out
I don't know who I was saying this to, so the two people present were stunned at the same time
"Cancan, put the soup down" Guan Xuetong said, speaking of which, everyone knows who he was saying to when he got out
Xiaotong ...... "Don't be like this, he is your mother, Cancan can't say this, after all, how much Guan Xuetong hates Murong Yan, he knows, especially in the past 8 years, no one is allowed to mention it, but Aunt Yan has also been silent for 8 years
"Didn't you hear what I said? I'll tell you to get out" Guan Xuetong not only increased his strength when he spoke this time, but also stared straight at Murong Yan's face
Being so fierce by her own daughter, Murong Yan said to Guan Xuetong with tears in her eyes, "Baby, how can you be so fierce to your mother, can't your mother still care about you?"
"Stop, take the word baby off me, your baby is never me, but Qing Shuiyang" Guan Xuetong said, "Say it!" What's the matter? If you can come to me, I must have something for you to take advantage of."
"Xiaotong, mom really cares about you" Murong Yan spoke with a crying tone, but she still couldn't hold back her tears
"Your almighty husband, didn't you tell you about me and Cancan? Or did you deliberately skip it, as if you wanted to put us to death, I said earlier, I was a stain in your eyes, and you wanted to get rid of me, but if you really wished, I was dying, and you didn't have to use those crooked brains anymore, you could not only consolidate your position in your husband's family, but also get rid of me, you must have dreamed of doing this."
"Xiaotong, how can you say that" Hearing Guan Xuetong's words like sharp arrows, the tears in the frame could no longer be contained
Guan Xuetong saw the annoying tears, and the fire burned even more
"I'm not dead yet! If I die, you must not go to my grave to cry, it will dirty my reincarnation" Speaking of this, Murong Yan couldn't help it, covered her face and left the ward
Cancan in the room kept looking at Guan Xuetong, and after Aunt Yan left, he fell back to the bed like a deflated ball
"Tong, he's your mother, why bother like this" Looking at Guan Xuetong panting with a pale face, he knew that it was Guan Xuetong who was actually the most uncomfortable
"I didn't care about it before, and I don't need it now, I never need anyone to pity me" Guan Xuetong sighed and said, "Cancan, I want to be discharged"
Hearing what Guan Xuetong said, Cancan's temper came up
"Guan Xuetong, you're gone, what about me? Leave the guilt on with your life and move on? Do you think I pity you for my concern for you? Can you not do this" Cancan also left the room angrily after speaking, and the door was not closed after leaving, Guan Xuetong saw Tong Sheng standing by the door, as if he had heard all the conversation just now
Night fell quietly
Jin Cancan actually regretted what he had just said
A person who doesn't know where to go and doesn't want to leave the hospital ends up in the rooftop garden to blow the wind
"Isn't it cold? Alone here," He Junyan walked over and draped the coat on him
Cancan was silent
"3 years ago, Ah Sheng told me, I'm sorry, I couldn't help"
"Why say I'm sorry, what is our relationship? Besides, things are sudden, and by the time I know that Xiaotong is a donor, I have already completed the operation, and I can only accept and thank you," Cancan said, looking at the sky
"Hey, is Xiaotong still saved? Is it really just a matter of changing hearts?" This is the only way Chancan can think of a cure
He Junyan thought for a while, "I can't be sure, I have to do a more comprehensive examination to know"
"Well, just now Aunt Yan came to visit Xiaotong "Cancan" Xiaotong's attitude towards her aunt is very bad, now that I think about it, I haven't been in touch for 8 years, and it is difficult to make people not suspect that there is a place to make a profit, but I scolded him"
"Haven't been in touch for 8 years?" He Junyan grasped the point
"Hmmm! In fact, Auntie called once, on the day you left, but Xiaotong didn't pick up the phone, and in the end he simply changed all the communication equipment and phone number."
They chatted like this, and there was no word of the conversation
Time passed slowly, and before I knew it, it was getting dark
"I have to go back, Xiaotong is still alone in the room," Cancan said
"I'll go back with you just to see how he's doing," He Junyan said
"Whatever you want," Cancan finished speaking, and was rescued from the rooftop
Back in the room, Cancan saw that the hospital bed was empty, the drips on the side were hanging, and a few drops of blood the size of beans were dripping on the sheets, Cancan hurriedly ran to the medical station to ask the nurse on duty
"Did the patients in room 1608 see where they went?"
"I was still in my room when I just changed the dressing," the nurse said
"How long has it been"
"About 10 minutes ago"
He Junyan, who arrived later, knew that Guan Xuetong was gone, so he took out his mobile phone and called Tong Sheng