108. Fluttering

Qing'er knew that her time was short, and time was holding her hand step by step towards death, step by step away from Yinyu.

If she could, she would be willing to exchange everything she had for growing old with Yinyu.

She is not afraid of death, she is only afraid that after her death, Yinyu still loves her deeply, and she is afraid that Yinyu will miss her and miss her.

She was afraid that after her death, no one would love Yinyu as much as she did.

She was afraid that Yinyu would be lonely.

She hopes that in the next life, she will be able to renew the fate of this life with Yinyu.

She can only hope for the next life, and they can't grow old together in this life.

Ming'er is Qing'er's thirty-sixth birthday, Qing'er originally wanted to spend it quietly, Yinyu felt too lonely, so he sent Prince Cheng Yinzhi and Rongfang, Prince Heng Yinqi and Dongyue, Chunjun Wang Yinyou and Kang Wan, Baylor Yinyu and Naying, Dunjun Wang Yin'er and Jingming, Baylor Yinyu and Minrou, Prince Yi Yinxiang and Jiayin quietly invited, he sent someone to invite Qing'er to come over, and he was here to accompany everyone.

"Qing'er's body will be raised for a few days, and it will be fine, ninth brother, if you need anything, just go to my house and get it." Yinyu looked at Yinyu and felt that their hearts were old, and they couldn't bear to let their beloved leave them.

"Starling, do you really think what you did to Qing'er was seamless?" Yinxiang stared at Yinxiang's face tightly and spoke coldly.

When Yinxi heard his words, he seemed to be slightly stunned, and looked at him and opened his mouth, but he didn't say anything, only lowered his head with a wry smile on the corner of his lips.

Na Ying glanced at Yinxi, and when she saw that he was silent, she sneered at each other, "Prince Yi, don't think that you are good to Qing'er, if you are really good to Qing'er, why don't you tell her that Rong Yu is dead, so that she still doesn't know anything like a fool!" ”

"Naying, shut up, starling, what did you do to Qing'er?" Yin's voice stopped Na Ying, and then turned his head to look at the starling. Seeing that Yinxiang bowed his head and was silent, he turned his head and asked Yinxiang: "Old thirteen, what has the starling done?" You said! ”

Yinzhi slapped the snuffbox in his hand on the table and said coldly: "Shut up, we are here to celebrate Qing'er's birthday today." His eyes swept over the brethren one by one, and they all nodded. Only Yin'o stood up, "Old Thirteen, you say!" The words were full of persistence, and I didn't hear the answer.

Brother Yigan and Fujin were all stunned, they didn't expect such a thing to happen, Thirteen, who was talking and laughing just now, straightened his face and accused Yinyu in a blink of an eye, and Na Ying even shouted out that everyone had painstakingly concealed that Rong Yu had died in battle, and now even the old ten are more abnormal than before.

Everyone was only secretly glad that Qing'er was not there, but they were only glad that Qing'er was standing behind the screen at the door at this moment, she had already heard everyone's words, if it wasn't for Rou'er forcing internal force into her body, I was afraid that she would have fainted.

When Yin'er asked Yinxiang, Qing'er walked out from behind the screen, her miserable face still had a stiff smile, but a pair of phoenix eyes were dull.

Yinxiang saw that Yinxiang was eager to eat people, and only smiled coldly, "Tenth brother, your good starling ......"

"Senior brother!" Qing'er was anxious but mournful to stop Yinxiang. She doesn't want Yinyu to be hurt, in Yinyu's heart, Starling has always been a good brother.

Yinxiang turned around and looked up, seeing Qing'er shaking his head at himself, he was deflated for a moment and stopped looking at Yinxiang.

Seeing the situation of Qing'er and Thirteen, Yin'o looked at the starling brother again, and saw that he bowed his head and was silent, and he couldn't see the expression on his face, but the obvious thirteen didn't wronged the starling, and he didn't know what he should do for a while, so he had to look at Yinyu and shouted helplessly: "Ninth brother!" ”

When Yinyu heard Thirteen's words, he froze, he looked at Qing'er's pleading with Thirteen, he already understood, and only felt that his heart had fallen into a corner. "Starling, what did you do to Qing'er?" Yin Yu groaned in a rough voice and asked slowly, word by word.

Yinxi didn't look at everyone, but turned his head and smiled at Na Ying, "Na Ying, do you know? Ruan San, who you sent to poison Qing'er back then, was actually my person. Lao Jiu, Qing'er, the starling brother can't stand you. With that, he stood up and strode out of the hall.

Except for Na Ying and Jia Yin, the rest of the Fu Jin looked at each other, it turned out that there was such a thing? Look at the rest of the elder brothers, see that although their faces are blushing, they are all silent, obviously they already know that Qing'er was poisoned, and then look at Qing'er, see that her face is flushed, clasping Yinyu's hands, just whispering, "Yinyu, Yinyu, nothing, don't listen to the starling." He coughed again and again.

On that day, Qing'er didn't know about poisoning her, and Yinxi also participated, and later, after listening to Kangxi's words, he told the eight husband and wife together, so he became suspicious and sent someone to investigate secretly. At this time, Kangxi also realized that Qing'er actually didn't know the whole truth, Kangxi regretted it a little, but Qing'er didn't care about it anymore. Kangxi became more and more guilty about Qing'er, so Dong E resigned smoothly in his seventies, Rong Yu was transferred out of the capital, and Qing'er and Yinyu lived in Mingyuan for many years.

Qing'er and Kangxi tacitly understood that no one would mention this matter anymore, Qing'er thought that this matter would be in the dust, but she didn't expect Yinxiang to suddenly bring up the old matter again today.

Yinqi saw that Qing'er was sad, stood up and walked a few steps over, and pushed Yinqi, "Lao Jiu, you have something to say, don't let Qing'er worry anymore!" ”

Yinyu woke up like a dream, and saw Qing'er's shortness of breath, red face and red ears, and couldn't help but feel distressed. "Okay Qing'er, I'm fine, I, don't listen to the starling, how can the starling harm you, isn't it?"

"Yes, starlings won't hurt me, you know, I know." Qing'er closed her eyes and panted, hugged by Yinyu in her arms, tears flowing down her cheeks.

Brother, my brother Rongyu, it turns out that you are long gone! Brother!

Yinyu, I'm leaving, what are you going to do?

"That's right! Ruan San is obviously my Ama's minion, how can he be Yinxi's person? Na Ying raised her eyebrows and looked at Yinxiang with wide eyes, Yinxiang didn't turn her head and ignore her.

At this moment, Yin'er couldn't accept the starling's words, he looked at Qing'er in the ninth brother's arms, saw the ninth brother hugging Qing'er like a jewel, saw Qing'er crying, and his heart was beaten by Qing'er's teardrops.

"Let's go, let the ninth brother and Qing'er be quiet." Yinzhi was the first to stand up, and now everyone needs to be still.

Everyone stood up one after another, looked at Yinyu and Qing'er, who were embracing each other, and left the hall with gentle steps.

Yinxiang glanced at Qing'er, there was apology and guilt in his eyes, he wanted to step forward to speak, but he felt that it was inappropriate, stopped his steps, Jiayin approached and shook his head at him, and then took him by the sleeve and took him out of the hall.

Yin Oh looked at Brother Jiu and Qing'er, and suddenly had a premonition, as if they were about to leave. Frightened, he stepped forward and called softly, "Brother Jiu!" Yinyu didn't move, only Qing'er responded in a low voice: "Yinyu, it's good to know you!" ”

A tear slipped down the corner of Qing'er's eyes, Yin'er didn't think about it, he reached out to wipe it away for Qing'er, his eyes were already full of tears: "Qing'er,......" He has a lot to say, but he doesn't know where to start.

Qing'er raised her eyes to look at Yin'ou and smiled softly, "Yin'ou, goodbye!" Take good care of yourself and Sister Jingming! He said to Jing Ming on Yin's side: "Jing Ming, take good care of the tenth brother and yourself!" Bye! ”

Jingming covered his mouth and cried in Yin's arms, and Qing'er closed her eyes tiredly.

"Old ten, go back!" Yinyu's voice seemed to be far away and empty, Yin's head helped Jingming to walk out of the door gently, and then turned to look at the ninth brother and Qing'er who were hugging each other tightly, at this moment, he believed that they could hug like this until the earth was desolate.

He softly closed the door.

Na Ying watched everyone walk past without turning a blind eye, getting on the sedan chair, getting on the horse, as if she didn't exist, pulling Yin'o and Jingming, who were passing by quickly, and said with a smile: "Old ten, ten sister, Dong Eqingyang is really so good?" If there is no wealth of the Hu family, she is not Dong E's seventy daughter, not Jiufujin, do you like her so much? ”

Yin's head turned sideways and saw that Na Ying was crazy, angry and resentful, "Yes, without so many identities, maybe we don't know her, but do you know?" Na Ying, without so many identities, Qing'er will at least be happier than now! After saying that, he shook off Na Ying's hand, strode out the door, picked up Jingming and put him on the horse, and then got on his horse and galloped away.

"Happiness? Ha, happiness? What is happiness? Who in this world has 'happiness'? Na Ying glanced at the Eighth Elder Brother's Mansion behind her, turned around and walked in the direction of her mother's house.

Yinzhen's anger was unexpected, and on the second day, a will from Na Young* was sent to Na Young's mother's house.

Yinxiang hurriedly arrived, intercepted the will from Gao Wuyong's hands, and then hurried into the palace.

"Fourth brother, don't make Qing'er feel sad anymore, although Qing'er doesn't like Na Ying, she doesn't want the fourth brother to punish Na Ying because of her."

"Qing'er vomited blood last night and is still unconscious! If she hadn't said anything about Rong Yu, how could Qing'er be like this! Yinzhen's eyes were red, and he couldn't sleep all night. His tone was full of helplessness and sentimentality, and he was inadequate.

"If Qing'er has a good one, you can't stop me! When she poisoned Qing'er back then, she should have died, and the eighth child! Old Thirteen, I didn't expect you to know about this, and you have been hiding it for him for all these years! The words were full of dissatisfaction with Yinxiang, and Yinxiang hurriedly replied: "Fourth brother, I only found out not long ago!" The fourth brother still remembers the time when the fourteenth brother came back from Qinghai, when the starling brother was praying for the good concubine and entrusted the fourteenth brother to send a pair of eagles to Huang Ama, and the result was a pair of dead eagles, which caused Huang Ama to be angry? ”

"Remember, there is such a thing, and since then, Huang Ama has hated the eighth child deeply."

"Fourth brother, do you know who did that pair of dead eagles?"

"Huh? Could it be the old fourteen? The events at that time were filtered in his mind one by one, and the result surprised Yinzhen.

"Yes! At that time, when I heard the news in Hangzhou, I was suspicious, and I couldn't figure out how he could attack the starling with the relationship between the fourteenth brother and the starling, as well as the personality of the fourteenth brother. ”

"And then?"

"I've been paying attention to this matter, but it's inconvenient to investigate it carefully, not long ago I learned that the Ruan San who poisoned Qing'er back then was actually a starling's person, and he was killed by the starling after finishing the work. His younger brother Ruan Si was in the army of the fourteenth brother, and he was the one who was responsible for sending the eagle to Huang Ama for the starling. Afterwards, the fourteenth brother not only did not punish him, but promoted him to an official. ”

"You actually didn't believe it, so you only tested the eighth child at the wine table yesterday?"

"Yes!" Yinxiang nodded with deep remorse, in short, he didn't hold his breath, which hurt Qing'er. "Qing'er seems to have known for a long time."

"It's not strange that Qing'er knows, but she won't say it, not for herself, but for Yinyu." He is really jealous of Yinyu at this time, and he can make Qing'er think about everything for him.

"Let's take a look! It's her birthday. Yinzhen stood up as he spoke, and said to Yinxiang in a non-questioning tone: "Don't stop me!" ”

Yinxiang glanced at Yinzhen and smiled faintly, "Fourth brother originally thought so, didn't you!" "He also wants to go see Qing'er!

The two people left the palace in a small sedan chair in Tsing Yi, just like thirty-six years ago, but this time, they did not see the world outside the palace, but the woman who lived in their hearts.

Qing'er is already sober. Bright red brocade shirt, light makeup, people are like weak willows in the wind reclining on the couch.

Seeing Yinzhen and Yinxiang, Qing'er smiled softly, as if she had expected them to come.

Yinzhen and Yinxiang took a few steps forward to stop her from getting up and saluting, and then looked at her with a smile.

Even though Qing'er's face was pale and tired at the moment, in their eyes, she was still the most beautiful woman.

Yinzhen found that he wanted to be the couch at this moment, and he could be relied on by Qing'er.

Qing'er's softness flashed on the table, and Yinzhen just wanted to hold it, but it was already in the wide sleeves, and there was a jade pendant lying on the table.

"Fourth brother, this jade pendant has been by my side for twenty-three years, when you didn't want to marry the phoenix, I wanted to take it out several times to force you, but I wanted you to marry the phoenix willingly, only in this way, I was relieved to hand over the phoenix to you, so I didn't take it out until later. Today I will take it out for you to promise you to me. ”

The jade pendant was held in Yinzhen's hand, cold as ice, and Yinzhen was concerned. "Qing'er, you say, as long as you can say it, I can do it." In his heart, there is really nothing more important than Qing'er, even if Qing'er says to let him let go of the country at this moment, he will not hesitate to go with her.

"Forget me!" Qing'er's words were like a sharp sword slashing through her heart, so decisive.

"Impossible! Can't do it! The pain in Yinzhen's eyes went straight to the bottom of his heart. He didn't force her to enter the palace because he knew her personality, he was afraid of hurting her, he could control the world, but he couldn't help missing her.

Forget her? How can it be? How to forget? She was stationed in the softest corner of his heart!

Qing'er avoided his gaze and looked at Yinxiang, still smiling shallowly, warm as a spring breeze.

"Senior brother, if I had known that my uncle and my master were brothers and sisters, maybe I would have a different understanding of 'brother and sister', or maybe I would have different feelings about you, maybe I would fall in love with you and marry you. But senior brother, I have never regretted marrying Yinyu, Yinyu and I have promised to live forever as husband and wife, so," Qing'er took out a jade pendant from his sleeve and handed it to Yinxiang, Yinxiang subconsciously reached out and took it.

"Forget me!" Qing'er looked at Yinxiang softly, her eyes surging gently. "Thank you for your love for me, senior brother!"

The bitterness in Yinxiang's heart, it turned out that he couldn't even ask for it in the next life.

Qing'er, how cruel are you? You don't want to leave me even a little hope!

Qing'er, you're not waiting for us to come, you're waiting for us to cut off your last extravagant thoughts.

Yinxiang clenched the jade pendant tightly, with a shallow smile on his face, "Okay, Qing'er, if this is your wish, Senior Brother will satisfy you!" All your wishes, senior brother will fulfill you! ”

It took him almost all his strength to finish the sentence.

He and the fourth brother left the same jade pendant for Qing'er, but they didn't expect to get the same wish from Qing'er - may they forget her.

Only they know how impossible it is to forget her hidden deep in their hearts!

"Thank you!" The corners of Qing'er's lips rose, revealing a happy smile after solving all the problems.

Yinxiang and Yinzhen came to the meeting again to drink.

The last time they came here to drink together, it was because Qing'er helped the court to relieve disasters, and they were praised by Huang Amma.

At that time, they were still young and had unlimited enthusiasm.

At that time, they didn't know that Qing'er was a woman.

At that time, they were only impressed by Qing'er.

At that time, it was the Kangxi period, twenty-three years ago.

This time both were drunk.

If they are drunk they can forget, they are willing to stay drunk for a long time.

But I didn't stay drunk for a long time, no matter how drunk I was, I would be sober again.

After waking up, the heart hurts, and the pain is doubled, and the pain is so numb that I lose consciousness.

Only those who have hope will be happy.

They don't even have hope of the next life.

They can have the people of the Qing Dynasty, but they don't include her.

They are the only ones in the world.

Only to be a good emperor and a good prince.

For her.

for themselves.

own heart.