074. Love
074. Love
The flowers are blooming wantonly, flamboyantly, and in full bloom. Unrestrained beauty.
When she saw the splendid and gorgeous sea of flowers, Qing'er sat down slowly, just like back then, but there were no hands hugging her behind her, and no body she could rely on.
Yinyu, this is where you took me here.
At that time, I knew that you loved me, but I didn't believe that your love would last.
At that time, I didn't know that I was in love with you.
At that time, I used to ask you: What are flowers? You say, "Flowers are women." I said: Flowers are a woman's dream. Yinyu, in fact, a woman's dream is 'love', flowers are a woman's dream of 'love', and a woman's dream is that the love she has is like a flower, blooming every day and always blooming. Love, women, women live for love, and love makes a woman's life wonderful and beautiful.
Yinyu, I am also a woman, and I am also a woman who lives for love, just like every ordinary or extraordinary woman in this world, just like every woman who pursues love or has love.
Yinyu, if we are all ordinary people, we may miss each other in this life.
Yinyu: The Buddha said: A hundred years of cultivation can be spent in the same way, and a thousand years of cultivation can be spent together. So how many thousand years have we cultivated in exchange for knowing each other, loving each other, cherishing each other, and protecting each other in this world?
Yinyu, this sea of flowers once witnessed your love for me, so it has witnessed our love today.
Yinyu, I submerged myself in the sea of flowers, just like in your gentle arms.
Yinyu ,......
“…… Your eighth sister-in-law was robbed by Qing'er yesterday, and she is still angry today. ......" Yinxi's words came with the wind and the fragrance of flowers, disturbing Qing'er who was pondering.
"Starling, this is expected, Qing'er's personality has always been like this. Just like when she came to the capital, it was the same, no one was close, and no one was offended. Hehe, after all these years, Qing'er still hasn't changed. The footsteps of the two of them were getting closer and closer, and Xu thought that this place was secluded and uninhabited, so neither of them deliberately lowered their voices.
"You still love her? Old Fourteen, the situation is like this, and you can't afford to have any more private feelings for Qing'er. If you and Lao Jiu have anything, then we don't have to wait for others to beat us and disperse, what are we fighting for? The two of them paused and stopped walking, only a few feet away from Qing'er.
"Don't worry, starling, I know what I have to do." Yinzhen replied with a low smile.
"You know best." Yin Yu paused slightly, and his tone was soft: "Alas, I can't let Eniang be looked down upon anymore, I once swore it." ”
"Brother Starling, me and the ninth brother, and the tenth brother will all help you, don't worry, as for Qing'er, don't blame her."
"Fourteenth brother, you probably don't believe it when you say it, I have never blamed Qing'er, even if she doesn't help me. Everyone has their own position and choice, when she agreed to marry Lao Jiu, she had already chosen to stand on the position of Huang Ama, and now I already know the result. ”
"This is the difference between Qing'er and the woman next to her, Qing'er will not ask others to do anything. She will keep her position and do her part well, without extravagant expectations or demands. ”
Qing'er was slightly stunned, but she didn't expect that they actually understood her.
"Starling, when I see you, I'm relieved, I'll go back to the capital later, let's see you in the capital." Yinzhen continued.
"Okay, starling will go back first, you should be careful on the road." After speaking, Yinxi turned around and left.
Yinzhen's gaze retracted from the starling's body, then took a few big steps forward, and said coldly: "Come out!" ”
Qing'er, who stood up from among the flowers, looked at Yinzhen honestly.
Although both of them were a little embarrassed, they still looked at each other and smiled, and Qing'er spoke first: "Thank you!" ”
Yinzhen shook his head, and then replied, "No thanks." With a solemn look, a faint smile rolled up between his flying eyebrows.
"Yinyu asked you to come? How could he be so confused,......"
"It's not!" Yinzhen hurriedly intercepted Qing'er's words, "Brother Jiu told me not to come, I came here secretly." "After speaking, I can see clearly.
Qing'er was wearing a men's dress, a white cloud brocade robe, dark green silk pants and satin boots, a dark green melon skin hat was embedded with a piece of mutton fat jade like the leather belt, and a jade buckle was tied on the black braid. Standing in the midst of the flowers, they are more beautiful, more delicate and more colorful than the flowers.
"Qing'er, you miss Brother Jiu! Brother Jiu also thinks you are tight. Yinzhen didn't look over his head and said anxiously.
"You shouldn't have come!" Qing'er gently refuted him, "Go back to Beijing early." Qing'er turned around and wanted to go.
"I always remember what you did for Xue Yun, you were injured and still rushed back to Hangzhou to save him. Qing'er, don't you value brotherhood very much? Seeing Qing'er turn around, Yinzhen added: "I thought you understood." ”
"Fourteen, I know that you are a man who values love and righteousness, and I understand why you came, but this period is not right, and the person you are facing is not right. What happened to me and my eldest brother that time is not about the court, politics, or current affairs, but you are different, you are the prince, you should first obey the emperor's will. You have disobeyed the will of Huang Ama, and you can't talk about the word 'filial piety', so what kind of brotherhood can you talk about? Qing'er sighed, and then said: "Fourteen, brothers are in danger, they should help each other, but as a son, is brotherhood or father-son friendship important, as a man, whether it is private affection or national affection, needless to say, you should also know!" ”
"Am I wrong? This trip, is it such a result? Yinzhen laughed self-deprecatingly.
"Fourteen, fireworks are very gorgeous but very short, flowers are very beautiful but have a flowering period, life is the same, from life to death is only a few decades, a prince should do something beneficial to his family and country or be paranoid about his personal feelings, you have to think about it. Qinglong is a member of the Hu family, you have to treat him well. Fourteen, it's good to be yourself, we will see you in the capital. ”
Seeing Qing'er's back slowly disappear from sight, Yinzhen took two steps forward, slowly sat down in the place where Qing'er had just sit, recalled Qing'er's words, and then he smiled and slowly lay down and buried himself in the flowers. Just like Qing'er just now.
Qing'er, at this moment, you are still as sensible, you yourself are already a hostage of Huang Ama, but you have shown me a way.
Qing'er, thank you, I will live up to your kindness.
Qing'er, you didn't ask me if Brother Jiu is good, is it because Brother Jiu has always been in your heart, you are good to him, he is good to you.
Yinzhen realized at this moment that the relationship between Qing'er and Brother Jiu was so deep.
He was very envious of Brother Jiu.
He loved Qing'er very much, and he smiled, and smiled very comfortingly.
Kangxi's face was covered with a layer of drunken red, with a precursor of anger, his fists were slightly folded on the imperial case, and his eyes were cold but he did not look at Rong Yu who was kneeling on the ground.
Yinxiang, who was clamoring to come in outside the tent, did not leave after being stopped by the guards.
"Huang Ama, my son has something to play!" Yin Zhen's voice relieved this tense and dull atmosphere in a timely manner.
"Call in." Kangxi waved to Li Dequan. Li Dequan opened the curtain and let him in. The contrast between light and dark outdoors and indoors made Yinzhen pause slightly, and then knelt in front of Rong Yu's side.
"Huang Ama ,......" Yinzhen's mind turned a thousand times, and when he heard about it just now, he hurried over, thinking about how to speak while walking, but he didn't expect that Huang Ama was silent here, but he didn't know how to say and do.
"You're here for this obstacle too?" Kangxi's voice called back Yinzhen's thoughts.
"Please don't be angry, your body and bones are important." Yin Zhen kowtowed as he spoke, taking this opportunity to discuss what to say next. Seeing this, Rong Yu hurriedly followed and kowtowed, and responded in his mouth: "Please take care of the dragon's body." ”
"What else do I want this body to do?" Kangxi's tone was slightly flat, and his heart was a little smoother, and Yinzhen and Rong Yu relaxed a little when they heard it.
"I want to see Huang Ama, please give me a word." Qing'er's voice was as follows. This moment of silence, with a palpable tremble, sounded unexpectedly.
Kangxi looked at the different expressions of Rong Yu and Yinzhen, and then waved to Li Dequan and said, "Please come in." Li Dequan walked over quietly and opened the curtain, but he hesitated in his heart about Kangxi's name for Qing'er.
"Jiufujin, please come in." Li Dequan said respectfully to Qing'er.
Qing'er nodded slightly: "Thank you, Gonggong Li." Then he stepped into Kangxi's big tent.
Qing'er didn't pay attention to the different gazes of the three people, and after a slight pause, she strode forward and knelt beside her brother. "Please ask the emperor to punish his daughter-in-law, this matter is none of concern."
Kangxi looked at Qing'er and shook his head slowly, and said in a low tone: "Jiufujin, who does 'others' refer to, Rong Yu?" He is not an outsider but my guard, Yinzhen is not an outsider, he is my son, you are not an outsider, you are my daughter-in-law, how much strength can you pick up with such a shoulder? How much can it take? Why do you want to take it on yourself? Kangxi finished speaking in one breath, paused slightly, and when he spoke again, his voice turned weak: "That's it, you all go down." I'm tired. ”
Kangxi's voice was full of exhaustion and helplessness, and the three of them hurriedly stood up and bowed out.
Although Kangxi no longer pursues it, several people don't feel relaxed.
Yinxiang greeted the three people, "What did Huang Ama say?" Is there any blame for Rong Yu? ”
Rong Yu shook his head.
Yinzhen turned sideways and said, "Qing'er, can you talk?" ”
Qing'er froze and didn't speak, but paused, Yinzhen took the lead and walked to the side, and Qing'er followed after a little thought.
Walking to the stream, Yinzhen stopped, turned around and looked at Qing'er, she hadn't seen her for more than three years, she was still beautiful and elegant, beautiful and clean. This man's outfit could no longer wrap her more mature woman's body, and the woman's softness and charm had inadvertently exuded unconcealedly.
Looking up at Shang Yinzhen's appreciative gaze, Qing'er was slightly stunned and lowered her head.
"Qing'er, how are you?" The next moment, the body was hugged by Yinzhen in his arms.
"Qing'er is fine, please let go of Qing'er." Qing'er's detached tone made Yinzhen feel bitter.
"You're blaming me for avoiding me, haven't you? Phoenix's thing is that I'm wrong, I don't want to say that I mistook her for you, and I don't want to say that it's because I'm drunk, you can blame me. I just want to say one thing: my heart for you has not changed. He didn't let go, but hugged her tighter.
"The phoenix loves Four Baylor, and Four Baylor should know. Qing'er is Yinyu's Fujin, and Sibeile also knows it. So how should the four Baylors do it, I don't need to talk about it anymore. Qing'er didn't struggle, waiting for Yinzhen to let go of her automatically.
"Have you always been so sensible? Can't you be a little woman? Yinzhen let go of his embrace, held Qing'er's arm, and said dissatisfiedly.
"No, you can't. Fourth, Baylor should know Qing'er's situation. Qing'er looked at Yinzhen's black and shook her head slowly. It's not that she doesn't want to, it's that the times don't allow her to think about it. What she wants to do most is only to be Yinyu's wife, which has nothing to do with politics and the current situation, but this can't be done, Yinyu is the prince, Yinyu is in this game, how can she stay out of it?
"Let's not talk about that, tell me where you have been in the past few years? How are you? Yinzhen's tone of affection did not change.
"I'm in England and I'm fine."
"England? No wonder I can't find you. But why did you go to England? ”
"Yinyu and I want to leave these rights and wrongs."
"You and he both want to leave? In that case, why are you the only one leaving? ”
"Because of me." Qing'er smiled bitterly, people are really not as good as heaven, she laid a puzzle, she would rather be separated from Yinyu for three years than give birth to a child outside the Qing Dynasty, just because she was afraid that the family would be divided in the future and not be able to reunite, but now it really can't be reunited.
"Your reason? Yes! I forgot that you are the young master of the Hu family, and the Hu family also has a business overseas. If I'm not mistaken, your master must be overseas. Yinzhen asked.
"Not bad." Qing'er smiled mockingly.
"Are you wondering if I know this?"
"It's not surprising, Cao Jingxuan is in Sibeiler's mansion, and it's not surprising that Sibeile knows this." Qing'er's demeanor suddenly became cold.
"If you want him to die, it's easy." Yin Zhen looked at Qing'er fixedly, noticing the change in her mood.
"I don't want him dead. Since Four Baylor took him in, there is a reason for Four Baylor. Isn't it? ”
Yin Zhen stared at Qing'er closely, her heartbeat stopped for a moment, it turned out that she still misunderstood, she must have thought that the previous two attacks were instructed by him, if it wasn't for the first time Cao Jingxuan injured her outside his mansion, he wouldn't have left Cao Jingxuan by his side, the biggest reason why he left him was to watch him and not let him do anything to hurt Qing'er again. Yinzhen knew that this reason could be explained, Qing'er would accept it, and the second time Qing'er was attacked outside Yinzhen's mansion, he couldn't explain it clearly anyway.
Yin Zhen didn't know at this time, Qing'er already knew that he was kept in the dark by Dai Duo and didn't know it.
Yinzhen chose not to explain, since it is not clear, then do not explain first, otherwise it will only backfire.
"Qing'er wants to know how the four Baylors will treat the phoenix." Qing'er's eyes were filled with anger.
Qing'er stood in the position of the young master of the Hu family and asked him for an explanation. But Yinzhen couldn't give Phoenix any promises, at that time, he just mistook Phoenix for Qing'er. "Qing'er, what do you want me to do?" Yinzhen's tone was playful and unwilling.
"Marry her, what does the four Baylors think?" Qing'er raised her eyebrows to look at Yinzhen, which was the result that she no longer cared about and was happy to see.
"Impossible!" Yinzhen's face collapsed instantly, and he looked at Qing'er coldly.
"Okay. I know. Qing'er retracted all the expressions on her face and turned around to leave.
"What are you going to do? Qing'er! Yin Zhen hurriedly grabbed Qing'er's sleeve.
"I owe her everything you do." Qing'er smiled mockingly. Stared down at Yinzhen's hand. When he looked up at Yinzhen again, he was already regarded as a passerby in his eyes.
Qing'er's words and Qing'er's eyes made Yinzhen feel cold, he was not responsible for this matter, then this responsibility should be borne by Qing'er, Qing'er meant this. After all, it was he who mistook the phoenix for Qing'er.
He knew that Qing'er would never be as close to him as before from now on, because of the fact that if the phoenix was Qing'er, then it was Qing'er who he violated.
Yin Zhen felt that there was a deep gap between him and Qing'er, and his heart fell heavily.