I never felt like I was wrong, because I just wanted to protect the man I loved.

The stomach is getting bigger and bigger day by day, sometimes I feel nauseous, my back hurts and my legs hurt, although my parents-in-law are good to me, but at night there is no one who knows the cold and the heat to wait next to me, and I used to complain that the bed is very narrow, but now I feel that the air around me is lonely, and I lie on it alone, so cold.

I know I'm thinking about him, even though he's in a city far away in the south, and he's awake at such a late hour, but the person he misses in his mind must not be me.

Brother Zimo has been gone for four months. I couldn't sleep, I sat on the bed with the lamp on, and if I didn't turn on the light, I couldn't sleep because I was timid. Usually at this time, I start to think about things, there are many, happy, unhappy, all of them appear in my mind.

In fact, pregnant women shouldn't think about so many things, they should have a good rest, but I have frequent insomnia during this time. Sometimes when I was thirsty in the middle of the night, I would go to the living room to pour some water to drink, obviously trying to be as light as possible, but it still alarmed my parents-in-law. Whenever this happens, they will scold Brother Zimo fiercely, and then look at me with red circles in their eyes, and I know that they think I am suffering.

Actually, I know, I just feel wronged. I have been in my hometown in the countryside for a long time, I don't have a high level of education, I just went to kindergarten school for a few years, and I spend all day dealing with some children, and I have been looking forward to some changes in my life. When I was in my hometown, I didn't participate in someone else's wedding, although it was also very lively in the middle of the year, but I found that the peaceful life after marriage made their whole state change, there was a sister she didn't marry the person she liked, every day, it seemed so melancholy, I didn't want to do anything, and I didn't dress up anymore, and when I saw her after a while, I found that she looked old. I was really scared, I didn't want to be like her, and when we chatted, she told me that the time she regretted the most was that she didn't fight hard when she met someone she liked, and now she is following a rude man, without any common topics. At that time, I told myself that as long as I met the man I loved, I would definitely do my best.

When I saw Brother Zimo, I felt that my heartbeat became irregular, almost all of the girls in the school, and the boys in the village all had a sense of grounding, but Brother Zimo was different, he was very gentle and elegant, and he felt so refreshing, so refreshing, it made me feel that this was the man I wanted.

Even though I know that he has a wife, but what, I think that Sister Man Jia and Brother Zimo are together, which has not made him very happy, maybe it is because of this that I want to bring happiness to him even more.

Sister Man Jia is indeed a good woman, and I am willing to admit it today, because jealousy has blinded my senses in the past, I can't see it, I can't hear it, I just want to get that man.

Yes, when Brother Zimo's family all helped me at that time, I really felt a sense of accomplishment, I was determined to win, and I would be the mistress of this family. But I forgot one thing, even if I have Brother Zimo now, but what I have done, it still hurts our feelings, I don't know if he has feelings for me at all, maybe I just want to comfort myself and admit that he has feelings for me.

In his heart, there is almost no place for me. Whether he was betrayed or injured, the name Man Jia is still engraved on his heart.

I won and I lost.

Lying on the bed, I turned off the lamp, and the night was overwhelming, and the whole person was plunged into darkness. The tears in the corners of his eyes couldn't help but slide, Brother Zimo, I'm sorry. I really miss you.

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