Chapter 84: Heartbeat! black
What happened? Mo Zi never expected this to happen.
Leng Tianyu was stunned and looked at the person sitting on the ground, she was afraid of being questioned by others. But it's not completely crazy, now she's not like it, unkempt and unkempt, that's the only way, she can't see people, she can't embarrass her father.
The feeling of shame made her embarrassed, and she looked sideways at a broken pillow thrown at her feet. Picked it up with one hand and smashed it on Mo Zi's face. glared at her angrily, "Whoever let you in, get out of here." ”
The hot pain made her subconsciously hug her left hand, watching the red liquid dripping, it hurt. Just accidentally pressed on the broken glass, it made her sober up a lot, and it hurts because she is still alive. And that person is already dead...
Mo Zi was completely stupid, and hurriedly got up and rushed to Leng Tianyu's face. This one was instinctive, and he grabbed her hand with both hands, frowning, "The wound is deep, you have to see a doctor right away." ”
"Let it go." Leng Tianyu shook off his hand in disgust, "It's not your turn to pity me, you can't hear what I said, can you?" ”
"Tianyu!!"
"You think I don't know what you're here for, don't you just want to see my jokes, Mozi, you're more disgusting than the moon, you know? Hypocritical disgusting. Leng Tianyu looked at Mo Zi sarcastically.
"Yes." Mozi hung his head.
"Yes, I'm angry for no reason when I see you. The moon is very smart, so I don't like her, but you and I are very angry when I see you. ”
No matter how Leng Tianyu yelled at her, Mo Zi still didn't look up. It's just that the two hands gradually grasped the hem of the skirt, and the voice was very small, "Tianyu, what happened to you?" Did someone hurt you? ”
Mo Zi frowned and looked up at Leng Tianyu, seeing Leng Tianyu's expression become ugly. The pale face was replaced by anger, a slight gasp, snap... A slap answered all her questions. The burning pain in her face let her know that she guessed right.
This is a problem that I haven't found out about, maybe it's different from their growth environment, Leng Tianyu will cover it up in extreme ways when she encounters something that makes her uneasy. Verbally torturing others and behaving in ways that hurt others.
is different from the usual state of bullying people at school, Mo Zi is sure that it is true, what has happened recently that makes her feel sad and painful.
Turning her head again, she tugged at the corners of her mouth and smiled, "Don't be angry." ”
Just a sentence, Leng Tianyu's lips trembled slightly, and his eyes were sour. She's used to being angry, and no one cares how she feels. desperately disguised herself, and used any means to force others to elevate herself, just to make him believe in her and love himself a little more.
She still hasn't got what she really wants, how has she been living these days. The eyes are slightly closed, dark.
It was as if she was the only one left in the world, the same as before. At the beginning of my memory, what I could accompany her was the strict tutor, the meticulous nanny, and the nanny who took care of her, all said that she had arrived a lot. But I'm afraid she will lose even more, the nanny will take care of everything in life, but here...
Leng Tianyu grabbed the clothes on her chest tightly with one hand, no one could take care of her, the only person who could take care of her, she couldn't do anything, it hurt here. The unspeakable discomfort made her cry unconsciously, and she didn't notice it.
A white crystal ball, in which a figure can be faintly seen. Dad said it was Mom watching her. In fact, this is just a lie, she understands it very well, but even if it is false, she hopes it is true.
She wants her mother's company, what her mother's company looks like. Will it be like this, Leng Tianyu felt the warm body temperature on his body and opened his eyes.
Could it be that it wasn't her, the crystal ball was broken.
"Miss, don't cry, please."
"Miss, shall we buy another one?"
"Miss."
"Miss." …
The maids of the whole house were careful to please her, and she was ten years old at the time. She didn't seem to be able to do anything but cry, just like now, she hated that people touched her, and someone still touched her, but she couldn't resist.
Without her father's support, she couldn't have done anything.
Mo Zi also felt Leng Tianyu's sadness, and he couldn't help crying, and kept repeating, "You're okay, you're okay." ”
"What are you doing here? I can't help you like this, so I might as well go and beg my dad directly. Hear understood, go out, hypocritical pity I don't need. Leng Tianyu became surprisingly calm, and her tone was as if the other party was a stranger she didn't know.
Mo Zi was stunned for a moment, slowly let go of Leng Tianyu, and opened his mouth. I'm worried that she didn t say this sentence at all, how hurtful the blade in Leng Tianyu's words was Mo Zi knew very well, and chose to swallow the slag, the distance they originally had was so far away.
"I know you don't like people to see you embarrassed, you have to deal with your hands, if you don't want to go to the hospital, I'll find a medical kit for you to wrap up simply."
Mo Zi made excuses to talk about him left and right, but in fact, he didn't want to hear any indifferent words from the other party's mouth, she would also hurt.
Mo Zi didn't waste much effort to find it, Leng Tianyu brought her to this room once, of course, she didn't bring them as guests, she just needed help to let her in. She remembered that the medicine kit was a bit far from her bed, and she didn't like it to be an eyesore in her room.
At the bottom of the flower stand in the direction corresponding to the bed, Mozi found it.
Tightly hugged in his arms and stunned in place for a long time, the time to bandage Leng Tianyu was extremely quiet, and none of them spoke. The cold feeling on the ground made Mo Zi frown, and she took a white velvet blanket over to cover her body to make her breathe a sigh of relief.
The room is in such a mess that I am afraid that the maid will not dare to come in, Mo Zi took off his suit jacket and flattened the sleeves of his shirt. She was going to clean up the broken glass ballast on the first floor, but Tianyu didn't get up for fear that one would accidentally hurt her again.
Packing things up in an orderly manner little by little, carefully handling the glass shards to prevent them from cutting his hands, Mo Zi did everything unilaterally.
Leng Tianyu just looked at it quietly, "Mozi." ”
"Hmm."
"If I wasn't Leng Tianyu and you weren't Mo Zi, maybe we'll become friends."
Friend, Mo Zi moved his heart, and his fingertips hurt. There was a small opening on the star finger of her right hand, and she put her finger into her mouth, which was also regarded as a disinfection.
"Why do you say that?"
"I'm just joking, you're not you, I'm not me, deny that. Will I not exist, my mother died in childbirth when she gave birth to me, and she never loved me from beginning to end, so I didn't learn to love others, so Mozi..."
Mo Zi continued to pack his things and shook his head.
"I know, I know. I am very different from you, I have the love of my parents, and I also know that you look at me as if you see what kind of person you dislike the most, and the happiness of life is loved.
I have more than you do, so don't talk about Tianyu. I'm also the kind of person who makes you miserable, I'll get out right away when I'm done cleaning up, I know... You don't want to see me. ”
The last sentence Mo Zi finished with a lot of effort, and she didn't know herself. All she knew was that there were water stains on the ground, and these were her tears. knew that the distance between them was very far, but it became far away in front of them so nakedly.
She can't experience the pain of Tianyu at any time, they are not the same kind of people themselves...
Leng Tianyu closed her eyes, what she said was what she wanted to say. A person like her doesn't become friends with anyone, and being friends with her only makes her unfortunate, she is...
Why did it feel disgusting to suddenly think about that scene, more painful, her good friend was only her and lost her.
"Tianyu."
"Ahh There you are. Why are we meeting here? Leng Tianyu hugged her arms, and the dark environment around her made her feel scared. This is an abandoned house, and she is really strange about Han Yi's invitation.
"It's dark in here, isn't it?" Han Yi smiled. turned on the light in his hand, and the light of the flashlight made Leng Tianyu adapt to relax.
"It's so dark here, why did you bring me here?"
"I want to explore with you, and I want to have a good chat with you."
"Forget it here."
"Actually, it's not here, I have a place I want to take you to." Han Yi held her hand.
I remember that the temperature was so hot and warm that it was hard to imagine why they became good friends. It's really a coincidence, she was the first person to stand up and accuse her, what is right is right, and what is wrong is wrong.
They kept walking up the stairs, the stairway was horrible at night, and from time to time there would be broken bricks, and they had to hold each other's hands tightly to have a little support when they fell.
It was dark, and she was scared too. But she felt inexplicably relieved to have her there, Han Yi was such a girl, so they could become friends. I don't know how long they walked, but there was no longer pitch black in front of them, but a trace of gentle silver light.
Surrounding the two of them, Leng Tianyu found that in this situation, the Han Yi she saw was like a void. Looking up at a bright full moon, that posture she will never forget in her life, big bright and round.
Han Yi took out two mooncakes from the pocket of his small suit as if by magic. Leng Tianyu smiled, today is the Mid-Autumn Festival, and they don't have the habit of having the Mid-Autumn Festival in their family, because the moon in their house is never round.
I mentioned it to her occasionally, but I didn't expect her to remember it.
"I also know it's scary, but this is the most suitable place to see the moon, so I'm bringing you here, Happy Mid-Autumn Festival."
"Why?"
"Because I don't have anyone to spend the Mid-Autumn Festival with me, they all have it, and I want to bless them here."
"They, I'll introduce them to you when I have time."
"Okay, since it's your friend, it's mine."
"But shouldn't you stay away from Brother Tie, I don't think he's a good person, Tianyu."
"It's okay, he won't resist me. Besides, there is Dad, he doesn't dare, don't talk about me, can you talk about you? You've given me a gift, I've never given you a gift, is there anything you want? I'll send you. ”
"Yes."
"What?"
"Tianyu smiled from the bottom of my heart, but I will send this when you can send it to me, I also want to see Tianyu happy."
At that time, she knew her so well, she still didn't give this gift in the end, Han Yi's smile still appeared in front of her, dazzling and bright, Leng Tianyu hugged her knees. When you get it, you know you'll lose it, so it's better not to get it in the first place, it's so dark...
(End of chapter)