32. Rooftop

Lu Yao, who stood up in front of those girls, didn't know what was going on outside, she had just finished a mad class, because she didn't see Yi Nanshen, so she could only play by herself, and almost died suddenly.

No wonder others say that mathematics is a thing, three points in a day are destined to be seven points by hard work. The remaining 140 points are really helpless!

Finally managed to get out of class, Lu Yao took the backpack and rushed downstairs - she was going to pick up her house and then the two of them went to eat delicious hahaha~

met Jin Zheng and Wen Zitao on the road, Lu Yao said hello, and the three of them walked together.

Just walked a few steps, suddenly all the students around me ran forward, and a bunch of people surrounded the bottom of the teaching building, densely packed and very noisy.

Lu Yao frowned: "What's going on?"

Jin Zheng, a social expert, ran over to ask about the situation and found out that a girl in high school was going to jump off the building.

Lu Yao looked up, and suddenly his pupils shrank suddenly--isn't that girl Xiaohong's classmate?!!! She immediately ran to the building, and Jin Zheng and Wen Zitao also subconsciously caught up.

Lu Yao frantically pressed the elevator button, but the elevator stopped at the top floor at the moment, moving down slowly like a snail...... Lu Yao gritted his teeth, turned around and rushed to the stairwell.

After running for nearly ten floors to finally reach the top floor, Lu Yao slammed open the door of the stairwell.

"Don't !!" Lu Yao yelled at the girl who was standing on the edge of the armrest. The policeman on the side couldn't stop Lu Yao and let her rush over.

"......" The girl turned her face, her face was full of tears, and she said in a hoarse voice: "I'm sorry, I can't hold on anymore......"

Lu Yao was very nervous: "Don't! Don't do this! ”

Her brain was spinning, and she kept thinking about the words of persuasion. "Don't do that! Why? Is it because you're being bullied?"

Xiaohong: "......"

"If you are bullied, you should be bullied back! Why punish yourself like this? We should punish those people! I've just avenged you, haven't you heard? ”

Xiaohong suddenly became excited: "You don't understand at all!" You don't understand at all...... What do you kids who grew up with golden spoons know?! ”

"Do you know how hard it is for us poor people to live in this world? Social Welfare Student ...... It's true that I'm a social welfare student, but because of this, am I going to be the object of your bullying and contempt? Do you know how hard I worked to get into the Holy North?! ”

Xiaohong sobbed: "I can't drop out...... They laughed at me and forced me to get out of the Holy North...... But I can't...... I managed to get into this school...... My mom has always been proud of me, I can't go to another school, I can't afford to go to another school......"

Lu Yao: "......"

"My mom raised me alone, so hard...... How can I add to her burden? But...... I really...... I can't hold on anymore......"

Lu Yao: "......"

Xiaohong took another step forward: "It's good to be dead, and it's liberated to be dead......"

"Wait a minute!!"

Xiaohong: "......"

"You're a single parent, aren't you...... Me too. Lu Yao said lightly.

Xiaohong: "......"

Lu Yao gritted his teeth: "And I'm a little worse than you." My so-called father didn't want to see me at allβ€”he hadn't seen me in more than a decade. As for my mother...... I haven't seen her for years, and three years ago, she committed suicide abroad because of depression. ”

Xiaohong: "......"

Wen Zitao Jin Zheng in the back: "!!"

Lu Yao's vision was a little blurry: "Depression, it's very painful, so in the only memory I have when I was a child, she barely smiled, and she was always sad and sullen." It's been more than ten years, and now that I'm finally free, I should probably be happy for her. ”

Lu Yao's voice was very trembling, and Jin Zheng and Wen Zitao even felt that she could fall down in the next second.

"You don't want to live anymore, do you? Good! Lu Yao said as he spoke, his eyes suddenly turned cold, and he stepped onto the railing in one step, only one step away from the air.

Wen Zitao, Jin Zheng: "!!"

Lu Yao's mouth didn't stop: "Then you jump down!" Jumping down is a hundred! ”

Her tone was very fierce, but her eyes were moist: "Do you know how I got over by myself for so many years?"

β€œ......”

"Full of hatred." Lu Yao said viciously, "I hate my affectionate father, I hate my stepmother who took my mother's place, I hate my weakness, I hate my powerlessness......"

"All these years...... All these years! I've always spent it in hatred! If it weren't for ...... I met" Lu Yao's eyes suddenly softened, as if he thought of some beautiful people and things, and his smile was a little sweet, "...... Encountering my path, my light, I may not have been able to hold on to today. ”

"But you know what, out of all the people I hate, I hate the most...... It's my mother. ”

Xiaohong: "!!"

Lu Yao sneered lightly: "Heh, you people...... Thinking that I can't hold on anymore, thinking that once I'm dead, okay, you're dead, you're free, but......" she choked and continued, "but...... What about the rest of the people?! ”

β€œ......”

"You keep saying that your mother is hard! Sounds like you love your mom so much! But have you ever thought about it! How unbearable will your mother suffer when you die?! ”

"Aren't you two people who depend on each other? You're dead...... How can the rest of the people live? Lu Yao's eyes were hazy with tears, and he could barely cry, "What...... Stay alive......"

"......" Xiaohong looked at Lu Yao, who was only a few steps away, with tears streaming down her face.

Lu Yao stretched out his hand to her: "There is nothing that can't be held on." As long as you still have hope in this world, there is no reason why you can't hold on. ”

β€œ......”

"Please...... Don't die. Lu Yao stretched out his arm at her - "Please...... Don't die......"

Lu Yao was looking at her, but he didn't seem to be looking at her. "Please......"

Mom......

Xiaohong: "......" finally trembled and reached out her hand.

Lu Yao grabbed her hand and jumped off the handrail!

The girl sat on the ground and hugged Lu Yao and cried silently, Lu Yao raised his hand to wipe his face, looked into the distance and took a few deep breaths. On the side, the police hurriedly rushed up to restrain the girl and prevent her from committing any more suicide.

Lu Yao said in a low voice: "It's okay, it's no big deal, everything will pass......"

Jin Zhengwen Zitao: "Lu Yao......" Their expressions were very weird, and they didn't step forward because they were afraid of stimulating the girls when they stood at the top of the stairs.

The policeman carried the girl downstairs, and before leaving, he turned to Lu Yao and said, "Little girl, you are doing a good job."

Lu Yao: "......" Her eyes were no longer moist, and her tears were held back.

Jin Zhengye sighed: "Lu Yao, you really ...... It's amazing. ”

Lu Yao: "......" lost his mind. And then she suddenly said, "Let's go, I want to be here alone for a while." After saying that, without waiting for them to react, he pushed them into the stairwell and locked the iron door.

Although Jin Zhengwen Zitao was not very relieved, he still left silently.

Lu Yao sat alone on the rooftop.

Hey, see?

Lu Yao looked at the sky and said to his mother in heaven in his heart.

Today I...... Saved someone. The police uncle said that I was very good, and Kim Jong also said that I was very good......

But......

But why, I can't laugh at all?

Hey, you've taught me that every life deserves to be treated with enough respect and kindness, and I always remember that. So I ran up desperately, so I tried to persuade the girl...... I also managed to save her life.

But......

But...... You tell me...... What shall I do to save you?

Tears rolled in his eyes, but Lu Yao stubbornly clenched his fists.

I should ...... again What can I take to save myself?

Lu Yao stood on the top of the empty rooftop and cried loudly.

The loneliness of being alone all these years, the strength of pretending to be nothing, the resentment buried in the bottom of my heart, the disappointment of Lu Qingyun, and the hatred of Lu Yi and his mother...... Dissatisfaction with oneself, a desire for warmth, and......

And also...... The endless longing.

All the emotions in her heart swallowed her in an instant, and she immediately cried uncontrollably.

Why...... Want to leave me alone? Do you know that I live ...... Really hard?

She was no longer suppressed, she was no longer reckless, and the empty rooftop was filled with her cries. And the queen of the road is always the queen of the road, even if she cries, she has to cry and scold at the same time:

"Am I a liability?!"

"Am I a dispensable?!"

"Doesn't my existence make sense?!"

"Am I not important in people's hearts?!"

"No one will be sad if I disappear?!"

"I'm injured and no one will worry about anyone?!"

"Am I not worth me?!"

...... It sounds like you're going to do it against the whole world.

......

After a long time, the sun slowly sank......

Lu Yao lowered his head and sobbed, and suddenly an impatient voice came from behind him--"Hey, crying ugly." ”

Lu Yao: "!!" When was there someone here?! She was so frightened that she almost jumped!

Looking back--Yi Hanzhi??? Lu Yao was stunned for nearly ten seconds!

"Easy easy easy! Yi male god?! "Lu Yao almost couldn't believe his eyes!" Why are you here? How did you get up?! I locked the door!"

Yi Hanzhi rolled his eyes very disregardantly: "I've always been here." He walked over to her and handed her a tissue.

Lu Yao: "???" Is Yi Hanzhi possessed by a ghost?

Yi Hanzhi: "It's dirty."

Lu Yao: "......" Okay, I wasn't possessed. And she only realized now, she should be very embarrassed now......

Suddenly there were 10,000 grass and mud horses galloping through her heart...... Crying like this ugly was actually seen by the male god! Lu Yao suddenly felt that his task was even more slim......

Yi Hanzhi completely ignored her aggrieved look, and found a clean place to sit down. After Lu Yao wiped away his tears and snot, he hurriedly leaned over and sat down together, and there was a gap between the two people.

Lu Yao looked at Yi Hanzhi and wanted to ask something, but suddenly he couldn't say anything for a moment.