33. Comfort

Yi Hanzhi looked at the sky in the distance intently, and his originally paralyzed face softened inexplicably.

Lu Yao followed his line of sight and looked over--"!!" She stared at the beautiful scenery in front of her.

Overhead, large clouds converged into the distance. Purple, red, pink, blue, white...... So many, so many colors fill the air. The sun, which was sinking towards the sea level little by little, lost its former scorching sight and gradually became hazy. The clouds gathered around it, dyed in a variety of colors.

The whole sky is so beautiful that it is all in one.

Lu Yao looked at it distractedly. After living in this city full of steel, indifference, and materialism for so many years, she never knew that it would also be so thrillingly beautiful.

She came back to her senses and muttered, "It's so beautiful here...... she suddenly turned around, "Male god male god!" Do you often watch the sunset here? "it, wouldn't she have another good way to get close to him in the future?!

Yi Hanzhi: "......" Seeing Lu Yao's treacherous expression, his right eyelid jumped ominously.

Lu Yao (flattery): "Wow, male god, you can enjoy it~ You can find such a beautiful place, worthy of being a male god!" Male god male god, let's come to see the sunset tomorrow, right? ”

Yi Hanzhi glanced at her lightly, still didn't speak, but his eyes were obviously a lot more stunned.

Lu Yao: "...... Yi Hanzhi, you tsundere goods!"

Lu Yao sighed and muttered: "Male god, do you think I'm really annoying......"

"......" Yi Hanzhi turned her head to look at Lu Yao, her face did not have the usual flamboyance and vitality, but there was a faint melancholy, looking strange...... It's sad.

"Lu Yao."

“?” Suddenly shouted by Yi Hanzhi, Lu Yao turned his head and met Yi Hanzhi's serious and deep eyes.

"You listen to me......" Yi Hanzhi solemnly looked at Lu Yao's eyes and said word by word:

"You're not a burden."

"You're not a nice-to-have."

"Your existence has a lot of meaning."

"You're important to a lot of people."

"A lot of people will be sad if you disappear."

"You're going to have a lot of people worried about your injury."

"You have your value."

Lu Yao...... You are the one who lives in love. ”

“!!!” The more Lu Yao listened, the more frightened he became, and his fingertips trembled uncontrollably. It wasn't until she listened to the last sentence that she replied in a dumb voice--

"Male God...... You are crazy? "--Otherwise, how could you talk to her for such a big time?!

Yi Hanzhi: "......"

It is not unreasonable for Lu Yao to be scolded cold-blooded all the time, it is too difficult for her to understand the delicate emotions of others, and her sadness is equivalent to looking for death, not only will she not cooperate with you to comfort you, but the destruction of the atmosphere is also first-class.

Yi Hanzhi gritted his teeth, and finally stopped his urge to beat the person in front of him to death, and got up and walked to the door.

Lu Yao hurriedly followed with a smile: "Oh, Lord Male God, don't be angry, I just had a wave of inspiration, really, I completely understand what you mean!" Thank you very much! ”

Yi Hanzhi really stopped, but it was not because of Lu Yao's words, but because the door was locked......

Lu Yao was shocked: "Why is the door of this stairwell locked from the inside?" I knew I wouldn't have turned it off! ”

"......" Yi Hanzhi looked at her expression as if he was looking at a mentally retarded person.

Lu Yao pretended that she couldn't understand the contempt in Yi Hanzhi's eyes, she stepped forward to study the lock: "The old lock is old, it's easy to open it." ”

Yi Hanzhi was shocked: "You still have this skill?" ”

Lu Yao said: "Life is compelling. ”

Yi Hanzhi: What did "......" life do to you?

After Lu Yao finished speaking, he casually took off a hairpin from his hair and began to half-squat and tinker, and after a while, the door creaked open.

Yi Hanzhi: "!!" it!

Lu Yao was very embarrassed: "Hey, hey, don't worship me too much, oh male god~"

Yi Hanzhi glanced at her and walked out first. "Gone."

It was already dark, and the two of them walked out of the school building and walked towards the school gate. There was not a single person around.

Lu Yao saw a figure standing at the school gate, very familiar. She suddenly reacted--Lu Han!!

Lu Han also saw them, first stunned for a moment, and then a big smile bloomed.

Lu Yao turned his head to look at Yi Hanzhi, "Lord Male God, thank you for comforting me today, I'll go home first, bye~" After speaking, he waved his hand and ran towards the door.

Lu Han smiled slightly and opened his arms to greet him Yaoyao. Lu Yao also threw himself into his arms, "Xiao Lu, I'm sorry, there was a little accident......

"It's okay, I know." Lu Yao gently patted Lu Yao's back and said gently. But the eyes he looked at Yi Hanzhi were cold and completely inconsistent with his voice.

Yi Hanzhi was not blind, of course he could feel his unkind gaze, but he didn't react, just looked at them quietly.

Lu Yao glanced back as if he suddenly noticed something. In the darkness, the tall and thin figure was resolutely independent outside the world, so bleak, so quiet.

Yi Hanzhi didn't stay any longer, turned around and left.

Lu Han lowered his eyes, tightened his embrace, and hugged Lu Yao tightly into his arms.

......

Lu Yao and Lu Han walked in the direction of home, and Lu Yao also told him what happened today, including why he was so sad - in fact, even if she didn't say it, Lu Han would know. He knew how much he longed for the love of his family......

"Yaoyao, did I tell you that I was quite autistic when I was a child?"

Lu Yao looked at Lu Han, the young man's side face was delicate and good-looking. Lu Han really didn't say it...... Meaning it can be said now? Lu Yao breathed rapidly and concentrated, for fear of missing a sentence.

"When I meet you, it's like being in a cold dark room where there is no daylight, and occasionally a ray of sunlight comes in, so sometimes, I know that it is a moth to a fire...... I don't want to give up. ”

Lu Han muttered to himself, stretched out his hand to take Lu Yao's hand, and laughed: "At that time, I met you...... It's really good. ”

Lu Han began to tell about his past...... Although only the first half.

After speaking, he suddenly asked, "Yaoyao, what's wrong with you?"

Lu Yao didn't cry, but her eyes were really red, she took a deep breath, wanted to suppress the distress and sourness that was surging up in her heart, shook her head and said, "It's okay......"

She stretched out her hand to cover her eyes, so as not to let the other party see that she was useless, and said in a dumb voice, "I just thought that it would be nice if I could take this sin for you." ”

If only I could have come to you sooner, be with you through those dark days, and share those pains with you.

Her words shocked Lu Han's heart, probably because she didn't expect her to say this. He looked at her steadily, was silent for a long time, and finally whispered, "What nonsense, this is not a pleasant thing." ”

In the most difficult days, like a wasted person living while facing those ugly and ugly faces and their bullying, he was tortured in all kinds of ways, if it wasn't for the belief in revenge to support him, he might have given up a long time ago.

"I'm not afraid." Lu Yao shook his head, walked up to him and looked at him, and whispered, "As long as I can do it for Xiaolu, no matter what it is, I am willing." ”

"Willingly?" Lu Han repeated, his expression was complicated, when he was still the favored rich young master, countless people told him every day, but when he had an accident, one ran faster than the other.

It's too easy to say, but it's too hard to actually do it.

Thinking of this, he chuckled, looked at Lu Yao, but his voice was not as gentle as before, and asked word by word: "What if you are allowed to die?" ”

Lu Yao met the sharp chill in his eyes, and did not dodge: "You won't do this, I believe you." ”

No matter what time it is, I believe in you.

Lu Han was stunned for a moment, and then smiled with relief: "Yes, even if it is to be worthy of your trust, I will do my best...... Protect you. ”

It's not that Lu Yao hasn't thought about what happened to Lu Han before, she just didn't expect it to be so miserable.

At the beginning, when he was faintly aware of his past, Lu Yao was thinking about how good he had to be to Lu Han in order to compensate for the suffering he had suffered before.

At this time, Lu Yao suddenly understood that he was arrogant.

Lu Han didn't need to favor him because of this. He is tough enough to need anyone to take care of his wounds, nor does he want anyone to take special care of him because of this. He refused to use his suffering to gain sympathy.

And the reason why he told Lu Yao these things today also shows that he has let go of those dark pasts, and can even comfort Lu Yao with these encounters.

Lu Yao took a deep breath and tried to raise the corners of his mouth.

......

Home.

"By the way, Yaoyao," Lu Han, who was sitting on Lu Yao's sofa, said casually while inserting toothpicks into the fruit bowl, "...... I think that Yi Hanzhi seems to be quite familiar with you? He seems to care about you, huh?"

Lu Han's smile at this time can definitely be called gentle, but Lu Yao inexplicably felt a hint of coolness. She laughed while handing Lu Han an egg tart: "Oh, it's normal~ By the way, Xiaolu, let's go to the taekwondo gym after school tomorrow, right?"

"Yaoyao, don't try to divert the topic, don't try to tempt me with food to confuse me, I will never be fooled! I don't eat! As he spoke, Lu Han took the egg tart, stuffed it whole into his mouth, and chewed it angrily.

Lu Yao: "???"

After Lu Han finished eating, he put on a posture of "I'm angry" with a straight face, which was very cute.

Lu Yao couldn't help laughing: "Oh, why are we so funny, hahahaha~"

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