"Zhou Zheng told me, he said that he could take you out of here, I was really reluctant, but I really think that your spiritual life here now is too bad, you follow him, it's good to relax." Tong Rui took Man Jia's hand and said.

Man Jia squinted his eyes and glanced at Zhou Zheng, then took a deep breath and sighed slowly, seemingly a little helpless and a little tired: "Well, I know, in fact, I also know that it's better for me to leave some." This makes it easy for everyone. ”

"Man Jia, don't be like this, I really don't want to see you like now, you make me so sad like this. In the past, you felt so strong, I felt that following your side, I would get through it at any time, but recently, you are so unhappy. There are so many things that bother you, and even I have a lot of things to bother you, but you are my good sister and my backbone, you must not have anything to do. Okay, let's be happy again, okay? ”

"I said it all, I will. I decided to leave with him, I will take care of some things about leaving in the next few days, and I may never see you in the future, so you can take good care of yourself. And I also know that Ling Chen will definitely take care of you now. ”

Tong Rui showed a trace of embarrassment on her face, with a hint of sadness, but she still covered it up and said, "Yes, I have someone to take care of, don't worry." ”

"What's wrong with you?" Even if he was unhappy in his heart, Man Jia still felt that something was wrong with Tong Rui, and instinctively asked.

Tong Rui's eyes turned even redder, and he bit his lip and glanced at Zhou Zheng next to him, Zhou Zheng coughed and said, "You may be hungry, I'll go buy you something to eat." I'll be back in a moment. ”

Man Jia nodded, didn't say anything, just stared at Tong Rui, a little worried, and felt a little sad, seeing her like this, I knew that I must have encountered something bad, why do I and Tong Rui always encounter emotional problems?

When Zhou Zheng closed the door and went out, Tong Rui threw herself into Man Jia's arms and cried softly: "Man Jia, I don't know if I really did anything wrong in my last life, I feel that I am really not going well, but why are you so unhappy." I really didn't want to tell you something unhappy, because I knew that you were already very unhappy, but I really didn't have anyone to say, and I don't know what kind of situation I am in with Ling Chen now, we haven't been in touch for several days. The last time we talked about it, we both said to calm down, I think the gap between me and him is too big, and now the more I want to go down, the more I find that there is no way. I really don't know if I have the strength to keep going with him. ”

"What the hell is going on, isn't it that his parents continue to interfere with you?" Man Jiaqiang asked.

"I can't say it now, I don't know if it's the resistance in my heart or what, after going through some things, I suddenly feel that I need to be so desperate to enter the siege with such a big gap. If I join hands with him, in the end, if he leaves me, I will be older than him, and when I am with him, I can't play together. Because I found out that he had so much of a world that I didn't know, they were in and out of bars a lot, they were dancing with a bunch of girls, and I didn't think I could accept it at all. Even though he was restrained, even I knew he loved me, and I admit that he was really charming when he was in that kind of world. But, not only in my eyes, almost a lot of girls are looking at him, they have too much capital that I don't have, I used to be lawless, I thought I could not care about anything, but I found that I can't, I really can't, I'm afraid of hurt, I'm really worried, if the final result of our separation in the future is to separate, then why are we desperately entering into marriage. Maybe my recent back-and-forth attitude has also made him a little irritable, and he simply said, let me think about it, calm down and call him again, and he himself should think about it. And then we haven't been in touch for days, and I really miss him, and when it comes to the night, I want to cry, but I don't want to contact him, because I don't know what the problem will be if I have called, and we still haven't solved it, whether he will be next to a more beautiful woman, I can't figure it out, I really can't figure it out. I also know that I have walked into a strange circle, but I can't get out, Manjia, and I am really sad. I really shouldn't tell you, I think both of our lives are so miserable, I sometimes think, I don't want anything, I don't have to live with you, but I know it's just an idea, this can only be a joke, what I want will never be abandoned, but I don't believe that other people can do it. Even if it's you, you'll meet your true destiny, and you'll feel that good sisters are superfluous when the time comes. ”

Man Jia didn't speak, just stretched out his hand to hug Tong Rui, and his heart was sad. I feel sorry for myself, and I feel sorry for Tong Rui. Yes, a woman's comfort seems to be only when she is single, when she meets her beloved man, she seems to be able to do anything to get close to the moth to the fire, Tong Rui has experienced more things than herself, and has always felt that her character, although there are many fragile times, but she always feels that she can survive, but since that time she chose to commit suicide, Man Jia knows that Tong Rui's character is really fragile, but now I really understand it, the mentality of wanting to completely escape, but I still don't have the courage in the endto make such an extreme choice. Because what people should face is what they need to face, and they know it very well.

"Man Jia, what do you think I should do, if he really doesn't want me, then how can I continue to live?"

"Is there only that man left in your life?" Man Jia said lightly, then pulled away a little to look at Tong Rui and said: "After listening to what you said, I thought about it myself for a while, I think we are really stupid, I think we are really stupid these days, now that I think about it, I really want to laugh." ”

Tong Rui looked at Man Jia stupidly, and when she saw her laughing, she even burst into tears. "Man Jia, are you okay, I know I shouldn't say it, did it make you sad too?"

"I'm fine, I'm fine." Man Jia waved his hand, wiped his tears and said, "What can I do, Tong Rui, don't you think our current days are too sad." For the sake of men, let yourself be in such a situation. It's really funny, it shouldn't be us. How could I be like this, even if I am abandoned and betrayed, they are the ultimate losers, because we love them, but they lose us, and they are the pathetic ones. Whether it's Chen Zimo, Yuan Dong, or Ling Chen, what they bring to us seems to be too much hurt, our hearts are always dripping blood because of these men, but no one knows, no one really comes to cherish us, when we are in pain, they are not by our side, only we can lick our own wounds. You're right, we've all gone into a strange circle and imprisoned ourselves here. These people, we probably shouldn't miss them now, it's better to go out. Originally, I always felt a little tangled and contradictory. But now, I suddenly figured it out, I can't get out of this strange circle, I will never get happiness, I will never find a new life, if so, I am willing to give up everything to find the happiness I lost. ”

"Will you be happy if you leave?" Tong Rui said: "Is this really okay? ”

Man Jia calmed down his mood for a moment before he spoke: "Thank you, Tong Rui, your words do make me feel a sense of hope." Although I know that I am saying this, maybe it is not right, because this is also your wound, but Tong Rui, I suddenly feel that it is really good to have you, when we are sad, we can be sad together, and when we are happy, we can also be happy together. We're all having a rough time now, but at least I feel like I'm still with you, so I suddenly feel like we're going to get through it. Just thinking about it makes me feel like my body is getting a little stronger again. ”

"Manjia ······" Tong Rui wiped her tears, smiled slightly, held Man Jia's hand and said, "In my life, Tong Rui, the least regret is that I met you and became a good sister with you." It's as if we're some spiritual support, so we can all get through a lot of difficulties, right? ”

"Well, no problem. Tong Rui. Man Jia nodded and said: "I'm going to leave now, to find a new life, I know that maybe I leave, we don't see each other often, and my mood will be lost again, but I know that we will all bless each other, right?" ”

"Well, it's natural." Tong Rui nodded heavily and said, "Maybe if I figure it out, I will also choose to leave, and then find a life that I can live in." ”

"But in any case, we shouldn't be stupid because of men, right?" Man Jia stroked Tong Rui's hair and said: "Because we don't have any other people who care, at least you still have me, so no matter what, we can't choose to give up, you know, because if you give up, the other person will be very sad." ”

"Don't worry, Manjia, I won't give up my life again. I sometimes really think that it would be great if I never touched this thing in my life. But why, I can't let go of my heart all the time. ”

Man Jia hung his head, smiled self-deprecatingly and said: "Fate is a thing, you can't hide it, there is a good fate, and there is a bad fate." ”