Chapter 128: Come With Me
Man Jia was shocked and had to admit that Chen Zimo was right. Even if I keep telling myself, repeating it over and over again, I can not care, I can only enjoy happiness wantonly, but the deep voice in my heart tells me that what I want has always been a long-term relationship, and it has always been a stable husband and wife life. Looking forward to it, I don't want to deny it, there is.
"Does he know then?" Chen Zimo was silent for a while and said.
Man Jia shook his head lightly and said, "I don't know. "Yes, how can she know herself, what that person thinks, sometimes she will be confused, obviously telling herself, no, it's not okay to move forward. We will never get the future, but sometimes we make ourselves feel that if we believe in this way, we will definitely be able to go out, she can feel that Yuan Dong is affectionate to herself, but in the end, how deep this love can be, Man Jia is not sure. She is not a naïve girl, she understands that Yuan Dong will not stay for anyone, unless he himself is willing. So, is he willing to stay for himself.
"Man Jia, don't you feel wronged?" Chen Zimo asked with concern in his eyes: "Obviously, it can become a treasure held in the palm of your hand, but why do you want to be so wronged by yourself, I say something unpleasant, maybe you will be angry, but I want to say it when I am angry." I know you hate Mu Zhen, but is there any difference between what you do now and getting along with Yuan Dong like this with Mu Zhen? He and his fiancée were originally a couple, no matter what contradictions, they will always be a couple in the future, you are now in the middle of these two, you ······"
Chen Zimo's voice stopped abruptly, because he saw Man Jia's clenched lips and his constantly trembling body, he was a little at a loss, and wanted to step forward and say, "Man Jia, you, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have been." ”
"Don't say it." Man Jia pushed him away, took a step back, and shouted loudly.
Zhou Zheng immediately ran over that day, looked at Chen Zimo with some vigilance, and then pulled Man Jia to his side and said, "Man Jia, are you okay?" ”
"Take me away. Please take me away. Please. Man Jia could barely stand, Zhou Zheng held her distressed and said, "I'll take you away, don't be afraid." ”
Chen Zimo didn't expect it to become like this, so he became even more at a loss, and said incoherently: "Man Jia, I damn it, I was wrong, I owe it, you forgive me, you forgive me." Man Jia, I love you, I really love you. ”
Don't listen, don't listen, I don't listen, Man Jia wanted to cover his ears, but found that he couldn't lift his arm at all, every word was piercing his heart, he didn't want to admit it, he wanted to avoid it, why did he say it out loud like this, and it was from his mouth.
"Ahh Zhou Zheng wanted to stop the taxi, but Man Jia was already squatting on the side of the road and crying loudly, Zhou Zheng was standing next to her, seeing her crying like that, his heart hurt as if he was twisting a knife, he reached out and hugged her shoulder without speaking, just hugged her tightly.
It hurts, it really hurts, why do you have to give me this experience, am I wrong, am I really wrong? Yes, I know it in my heart, don't I, if Yuan Dong's fiancée didn't appear, he could still be regarded as just a dewy relationship, but if he fell in love, someone else's fiancée also appeared, then he was just
A woman caught in the middle. In the eyes of others, he has become an out-and-out junior, and he doesn't hate the junior, but why do he want to wronged himself in his heart in the name of love, but let himself experience such a stab.
Chen Zimo, Chen Zimo, Chen Zimo. Thinking of this person's name in my heart, I hated it more and more, when will you stop hurting me, and when will I be able to completely escape from you. If everything that has ever been a reason for you to bind me, then from now on, I want to throw away everything, whether it is the sweetness of the past, the warmth of the past, the promise of the past, I don't want it at all, I don't want it at all. Can I have nothing to do with you from now on, okay······
The inner prayer was indescribable, and the crying voice became lower and lower, Man Jia felt that he was going to faint, and his eyes were black and white for a while, as if he couldn't breathe anymore, if he would die like this, maybe it would be best for himself.
"Manjia." Zhou Zheng's deep and deep voice sounded in his ears: "Shall I take you out of this place?" ”
"Leave?" Man Jia raised his head to look at Zhou Zheng with tears in his eyes, his eyes full of doubt: "Where can I go?" It's not my place, I can't go anywhere, my mom and dad, my worries are here. ”
"I know." Zhou Zheng sighed and said, "But I really don't want you to be so miserable, you won't be able to hold on like this." Man Jia, come with me, I'll take your mom and dad, you have to believe me, I can take care of them, it's really okay. ”
"No, no, you don't have any reason to take care of them, I don't owe anyone any more favors. Don't owe it anymore, I'm so tired, Zhou Zheng, I'm really tired. I just want to live a little better, I thought I was a strong woman, but when my love collapsed, I found that I was just a weak guy, and I couldn't let go of too many things in my heart. This kind of me is not worthy of what you treat me now, and you will not get anything in return. ”
"I don't want anything in return, really." Zhou Zheng said loudly: "Let me tell you, I am now taking care of me as a close friend." Anyone who knows me knows that I'm a good person to my friends. So, I'm good to you, I don't have any intentions, and I won't ask you to give me anything in return, I just want you to change your place, change your mood, and live again. ”
"Coming back to life?" Man Jia's eyes widened, and his palm pulled Zhou Zheng's sleeve, as if with a hint of expectation: "Do you really think I can still stand up, do you really think I can forget them, can I really stop being so painful?" ”
"As long as you want." Zhou Zheng nodded affirmatively, looking at Man Jia's eyes lit up, and he wanted to stand up, but his body slowly softened.
It's okay to sleep like this, it doesn't hurt anymore, I have a way, but it doesn't hurt anymore. I don't know who is shouting Man Jia in a hurry, I don't want to listen to it, whether it's someone I know, or you I don't know, please don't pay attention to me anymore, let me sleep quietly like this.
In the clean and elegant hotel room, Tong Rui sat next to the bed, looking at Man Jia lying quietly on the bed, his eyes were slightly red, and Zhou Zheng, who was standing next to him, didn't say a word, as if he was thinking about something.
"You come out for a moment."
Zhou Zheng stood up, followed Tong Rui out, and came to the corridor of the hotel, Tong Rui wiped his tears and said, "Zhou Zheng, can I really trust you?" ”
Nodding, Zhou Zheng said, "You can believe it." I won't hurt Manjia. ”
Tong Rui stared at him for a while, looked at his eyes for a while, and then sighed and said, "I'm sorry, I really can't fully believe it now, but I still decide to believe you." What you said, can you really take Manjia away and make her no longer in pain? Or will you bring Manjia a new source of pain? ”
"I won't." Zhou Zheng immediately said: "Actually, Man Jia has experienced so much, I think she is really tired, although I love her, but I don't want to force her, I think maybe she will change to a new environment and break off with some people who should be broken, she will definitely get better." Time is the best medicine, isn't it? ”
"What about his parents, how are you going to settle them?" Tong Rui asked.
"I figured it out. We also have a good hospital over there, and I'll find them a house around there, and I'll let them live there, and it's easy to treat. I will take good care of their lives, don't worry. I know. Zhou Zheng thought for a while and said, "I won't say one thing and do another, I swear in my mother's name." ”
Tong Rui nodded: "Actually, I have been friends with her for so many years, but in fact, I am not a good friend, I always cause her trouble, she is in a bad mood, and I am not by her side, and I have too many things of my own, and I can't figure it out." So, with Man Jia here, I may only make her more irritable. I can tell, or rather, I just feel like you're still very sincere. ”
"Thank you for your feelings." Zhou Zheng nodded with a smile and said, "Then, I will take Man Jia away." ”
"Well, stay in touch at any time. You must take good care of her. Tong Rui choked up and said, "This is my best sister, if she is really a little unhappy and let me know, I will definitely not let you go." If you promise it will make her happy, then you must do it. ”
"I promise you."
Man Jia had already woken up, lying on the soft bed, and he didn't understand why he could wake up so quickly. I can't wait to sleep like this, to escape the pain, but God just let you face it soberly.
When I heard that I couldn't call, I knew that someone had come in, and I heard Tong Rui's voice and said, "Okay, then I'll go." The call has been left, here, please. ”
"Well, don't worry." It was Zhou Zheng's voice.
The footsteps approached the bed, Man Jia hesitated, not knowing whether he should close his eyes, but in the midst of hesitation, he forgot, Tong Rui walked over, saw Man Jia's eyes, and was a little surprised: "Are you awake?" ”
Man Jia knew that it was too late, sat up and said, "You are here." ”
"yes." Tong Rui leaned over, held Man Jia's hand and said, "Look at your ······" When he said that, he was about to shed tears.
Man Jia reached out and patted Tong Rui's shoulder and said, "Don't cry, I'm fine." ”