The two of them walked to a relatively quiet place and stopped, Man Jia looked directly at Chen Zimo, his eyes were a little complicated. I don't know why, I feel that the current Chen Zimo has a feeling of being old for several years, is it because of what happened during this time, it has also made him have too many entanglements, so people are not so energetic. The air is so cold, Man Jia looked at Chen Zimo standing in front of him, in fact, the distance between the two people is not far, but he feels that he is still so cold across thousands of mountains and rivers.

In the past, when I was in college, the two of them were dating on the playground in winter, shivering from the cold, but no one wanted to go back to the dormitory, because when they went back, they couldn't see it. But now, it's still such a cold weather, but there are really some things that are wrong.

Chen Zimo was also looking at Man Jia, looking at her complicated expression, Chen Zimo knew that Man Jia must have fallen into memories again, probably thinking of a lot of past events with himself. Chen Zimo's heart was sour, and now he needs to rely on memories to remember how close the two people used to be. It's obviously separated, and it's not a long time. Could it be that feelings are really so fragile, so fragile that when you want to mend it, it has been shattered and almost disappeared.

Zhou Zheng stood not far away and looked in the direction of this side, and saw that neither of them spoke, just looked at each other quietly, although Zhou Zheng couldn't see their true expressions, but he could guess that there must be only complexity and helplessness in it. Because I used to look at my wife after separation like that back then, I didn't have any desire to be close, I just felt a sour sense of exhaustion.

Man Jia woke up from his memories, looked at Chen Zimo in front of him and said with a sigh: "Don't you have something to say to me, I'm here, say it." ”

"Man Jia, do you hate me?"

Man Jia was a little surprised that he would ask this sentence, as if he had already answered, but when he asked again at this time, he felt a feeling of being in a different world, and snorted coldly and said, "Hate doesn't mean anything, does it?" We have separated, this is a fact, it can't be changed, we didn't insist when we should have insisted on it, and the disguise has become real. Now, do you regret it? ”

Chen Zimo looked at his toes, and then raised his head and said: "I regret it, Man Jia, I really regret it, I know now, but my dearest person lied to me, everything is fake, I was deceived, and I lost you." ”

"What do you say? What is deceived and what does it mean? Man Jia asked a little puzzled.

Chen Zimo said abruptly: "I only learned today that my mother has no stomach cancer at all, it's just a small problem, and now there is nothing to do, when she threatened me with such a disease, I put forward the idea of pretending to divorce you, but I didn't expect that everything went to an irreversible point." I really feel very sad, Manjia, I thought I was filial, but my filial piety was on the basis of being deceived, and I lost the one I loved the most. ”

Man Jia thought for a while and said, "So, your mother is not terminally ill, is she?" ”

"Not bad." Chen Zimo smiled bitterly: "They have been hiding from me for so long, and I don't see anything wrong with a head like this, maybe I think they are my relatives and won't lie to me, but now, they actually collaborated to lie to me." What else do I have to say? ”

Man Jia also sighed and said: "It's not right for them to lie to you, but think about it this way, at least your mother is healthy, otherwise, maybe you will lose her, and now at least you are still in a long time and can get along with her." ”

"Man Jia, aren't you angry with them?" Chen Zimo's eyes widened: "I thought that you were the ones who were angry with them." ”

"Hehe, how can it be, they are your family after all, no matter what, it's all in the past, I really don't want to dwell on one thing, it will be very tiring, although the current things have made me feel very tired, but, I think, my fate with them only ends here." Man Jia said with a smile: "Since your mother has nothing to do, it is good news, you are also a father now, take good care of your parents, as well as Mu Zhen, and your future baby, this is the most important thing you should do." ”

"Nope." Chen Zimo shouted anxiously, reaching out to hold Man Jia's wrist, Man Jia couldn't dodge, his body tightened a little, and his voice became sharp: "What are you doing?" ”

"Man Jia, I don't want to lose you like this, the person I love the most is obviously still you, I can't forget it, you know, these days, I don't know how I came over, I look at the photos of our college days every day, and even my diary at that time, you have also seen it, didn't you cry at that time, recorded the bits and pieces with you, I can't forget it. Yes, I'm going to be a father now, but I really don't want to. They lied to me, and I don't want to live like this for the rest of my life. We have had unpleasant times before, but I know that it is all because I have no chance, you are too strong, I feel that I am not as good as you, I am afraid that you will leave me one day sooner or later. But I know that you are not such a woman, you have always been single-minded to me, and I really regret it now, Manjia. Chen Zimo knelt down beside Man Jia as he spoke, tears flowed down and choked up: "I don't know what kind of state I will be in if I really don't have you by my side in the future, but I know that when you are by my side, I really feel very happy, since you left, my happiness seems to have disappeared, I really seem to have found it." Man Jia, tell me, do I still have this chance to get it back, we have been together for so many years, can you really forget it? ”

"Don't say it, Zimo, don't say it." Man Jia also felt bitter and uncomfortable in his heart, yes, the past is definitely not forgotten if you forget it, but so what, the scars in her heart will not disappear.

"Manjia, Xiaojia. It's not easy for us to be together. Do you remember, we have really experienced too much together, if you were sick before, I would be scared and didn't know what to do, I was really worried about you, so I couldn't wait to suffer for you. But I'm a bastard, and we're obviously happy, but let me break it with my own hands. I just want to glue it again, I know we can still be happy, Manjia, Manjia, you give me a chance, okay, I'm willing to pay any price for what I do, as long as I can get it, you're by my side, it's good. ”

Man Jia looked at Chen Zimo in front of him with teary eyes, and his voice trembled a little: "Do you think the broken mirror can be reunited?" ”

"Yes, yes." Chen Zimo immediately said: "As long as you give me a chance, I will definitely make it become what it was before." ”

"But our problem hasn't changed, has it?" Man Jia sighed and said, "Your parents, they still won't like me." Isn't it? ”

"I don't want to bother with this anymore, the people I have been with you are, not my parents, and they have no right to interfere with me. I just want to be with you right now, and I don't want any thoughts, or people, to stop me. ”

When Man Jia heard this, he smiled a little helplessly and said, "What about Mu Zhen, she is now your woman and has become your legal wife, do you want to divorce again?"

"I don't care so much, nothing can stop me, the determination to be with you." Chen Zimo said.

"And what about her children?" Man Jia looked at Chen Zimo a little speechlessly: "You don't care about your parents, you don't care about your current wife, so what about your children, our children, have you already lost them, are you going to give up your other child now?" ”

Chen Zimo was stunned for a moment, and then stayed there, his lips trembled, and his hand wanted to grab Man Jia, but he watched Man Jia slowly take his hand away, and then took a step back and said, "Zimo, be sober." We're not that young anymore, and I can rebel against my parents for you once, but I can't muster the strength for another time. What's more, there are so many things in front of us right now. You betrayed me, and I can't forget it. Moreover, I am no longer your woman now, and I have someone else in my heart. ”

"I know, you like Yuan Dong. I forgive you, I know you've had a close relationship, but I don't care, I just want you back. Yuan Dong will not bring you happiness at all, you yourself know this, he has a fiancée, he is with you just for fun, he can't give you a future, why should you be with him. ”

"I know what you're saying." Man Jia turned his back and said: "You can be stupid for me, now I just want a moth to put out the fire, I know very well in my heart, there is no future, there is no everything, but there is one thing, I have feelings now." What do I want to do in the future, is there really eternal love in this world, I don't believe it myself, since I like him now, then be with him, I don't delay his future, there is no me in his future, and there will be no him in my future. ”

Chen Zimo stared at Man Jia in disbelief, shook his head and said: "Man Jia, this is not your inner thoughts, I know, I know you, what you want is always to look like you, one person is dedicated to one person forever, no matter what you say now, I know that your heart has never changed." You still have expectations for him. ”