"Yan Xu, I've endured it for a few days, I really can't help it, I miss you, I want to go back to see you."

I felt like I couldn't contain my emotions anymore. Crazy just want to see him in the next second. I regret why I didn't buy my ticket in advance, why I didn't wait for him outside the exam room after the last exam.

I remember that he seemed to have said that his parents were busy with work in this year's college entrance examination and had no time to come. His grandparents were old, and he couldn't bear to let them wait outside the exam room too tired.

So, at this moment, he must have walked out of the examination room alone.

If I could give him a big hug, maybe his exhaustion would be gone.

Alas, what a mistake, a mistake. The nervousness of the first few days made my whole body messed up, and I knew that I was waiting stupidly in another city.

"Yan Xu, I've been nervous for the past two days, and I didn't even think to pick you up from the exam room......"

"Xiao Ke." Yan Xu suddenly interrupted me without waiting for my voice to land, his voice sounding detached and calm, "Don't you come back, aren't you going to have a final exam soon?" Promise me to prepare well for your final exam. I have an urgent need to go back to my hometown. ”

"Urgent? What's the urgency? What's wrong with my hometown? Are you going back to Shanxi? ”

"Hmm." Yan Xu's words today were unusually few. This kind of conversation is not at all what I imagined, it should be, and we are about to get together after the college entrance examination.

"What the hell is going on? Yan Xu? Are you hiding something from me? "I'm in a bit of a hurry.

Yan Xu was silent.

"How are grandparents doing?"

"It's okay, grandparents are in good health."

"What's going on?"

"Merco, don't ask. You're good and take care of yourself. I'll get back to you when I'm done with my family. After speaking, Yan Xu actually hung up my phone with a beep.

I was stupid all at once.

He actually called me Meco. didn't call me Xiao Ke, little stupid, little obedient......

He also ...... Actually hung up on me.

I haven't even had time to ask him how he did in the exam......

I'm struggling, what's the situation! How dare you hang up on me! How have I spent my days? He was anxious about what he was anxious about, worried about what he was worried about, couldn't sleep and eat, and spent two days restlessly, and he actually said that he would hang up my phone when he hung up my phone?!

I'll dial the phone again. He didn't answer, just hung up again! Break! Finish!

I hit again, and he hung up again.

Call again, "The phone you dialed is turned off......"

What's going on? I felt like my whole heart was empty. I was so panicked that I couldn't stop for a moment. I didn't bother to ask for leave in advance for the evening class, so I immediately took my bag and went straight to the train station.

I wonder, what the hell is going on! In just a few days, why did Yan Xu suddenly seem to be a different person.

Did he fail in the exam again? It's not a big deal if you don't do well in the exam......

So what's the matter with him rushing back to his hometown?

Why do I suddenly feel like a fly without a head?

The same more than two hours of subway, more than half an hour of train, but this journey seems extraordinarily long.

In recent months, bullet trains have begun to become a means of transportation that I am becoming more and more familiar with. I sat on it to visit Yan Xu, and I waited at the station for it to carry my Yan Xu to come and see me. I pasted the tickets for each of our round-trips one by one in a small notebook, and a love message was written next to each ticket. This ticket has become a testimony of the love of the two of us.

We once agreed that when we got old, we would both wear glasses, and the two of us would squeeze our heads together and look through them together. Reminisce about this short and unforgettable time in a long-distance relationship.

It's all so beautiful, huh? But why is it that everything is suddenly wrong today?

Is it true that vows are easy to say, but true feelings are difficult to keep?

Why do I suddenly feel so far away from Yan Xu again? Like going back to the old days? I was scared and could only think about him silently, silently, and couldn't do anything.

However, in fact, it is always the more you are afraid of something, the more you become something.