It took me more than three hours as fast as possible to get to that familiar neighborhood. It's already night, and when night falls, the lights in the community are really getting fewer and fewer. From the outside, Yan Xu's house was actually pitch black.

There are no stars in the night sky, and the moon looms in the clouds. Today's weather actually came to join in the fun, saying that you will turn your face?!

To paraphrase the sentence that often appeared in excellent essays in the past, the day in June, like a child's face, changes when you say it.

In a moment, a rumbling thunder rang out in the distance.

I quickly quickened my pace and rushed into the building.

I hesitated a little before I raised my hand and knocked on the door. However, what happened later made me feel that my hesitation was so ridiculous, and even my wild run seemed so ridiculous.

The door of Yan Xu's house was almost smashed by me, but there was no movement inside. Instead, he smashed out his downstairs neighbor.

"Girl, who are you looking for?"

"I'm looking for ......" Suddenly I was speechless for a while, Yan Xu's name couldn't be spoken, and tears had already burst out of my eyes.

"Girl, don't knock again, their house will be empty in the afternoon, and the family seems to have all returned to their hometown."

"Gone? Home? So fast? "I was talking to my neighbors, and I was talking to myself.

"Yes, they left the key with me. Said that there was something to help take care of in advance in the future. "The neighbor responsibly held the key and shouted at me from downstairs with his neck tilted.

I was suddenly silent. For a moment, it was as if every cell in my body had become tired.

I didn't ask any more questions, and went downstairs like a walking corpse under the surprised eyes of my neighbors.

Coincidentally, as soon as I walked out of the building, it began to rain lightly, and although the raindrops were small, they were very dense.

Not long after I walked out of the building, I felt that my face was completely wet, but I couldn't tell whether it was rain or tears. I feel sad inexplicably, and I want to cry inexplicably. My intuition told me that this time, Yan Xu would suddenly disappear like last time, and there would be no news at all.

Why? Why did you start playing Disappear again? Is he habitually avoidant?

Suddenly I was so scared, there seemed to be no trace of him in this city. It's like the summer vacation after my college entrance exam. The fate of Yan Xu and I seems to have fallen into a reincarnation. I'm so scared, I'm going to start looking for him like crazy again.

What's going on? What am I to him?

Did he really not explain anything to me? Can you just go, come when you want?

After walking in the rain for a long time, I unconsciously walked to my own neighborhood and glanced at the bright lights of the window from a distance.

Mom and Dad were there, and the warm and bright home was not far away, but I suddenly felt that I couldn't go home. Suddenly appearing at home at this time will scare Mom and Dad, let alone being so embarrassed now. And I don't know how to explain the embarrassment.

It's almost time for the final exam, and I actually skipped class...... Or is it for the sake of falling in love? I guess it's hard for any parent to accept this fact, right?

Where should I go on such a rainy night? With a sense of homelessness and powerlessness, I went all the way back to the station in the rain, as if I had lost my soul.

Although it was already June and the weather was starting to get hot, the rain all night seemed to be biting cold, cold from head to toe to heart.

For so long, this relationship that I have been carefully cherishing has finally returned to the way it was at the beginning.

I will think that the time I spent with Yan Xu was my sweetest and most beautiful time, but it was also my most cautious time. Because I seem to be worried all the time about whether he will be unhappy because of what I said, which will affect his college entrance examination; I always have to worry if I'm not good enough for him to work hard for me...... However, the biggest worry is whether he will disappear as suddenly as before.

But, no matter how careful I was, he, it seemed, still, disappeared.

Where have all those vows gone?

It seems that I was still sighing not long ago, Yan Xu, fortunately, you are here. But now, where are you?

The encounter is too beautiful, is it also wrong?

In the intercity carriage at night, so many busy people suddenly appeared out of nowhere. I huddled in my seat, drenched and tired, as I watched them drowsy, tired, shuttling from city to city, and suddenly felt that the world was so ridiculous.

What is the purpose of doing things that you don't seem to like every day? If you do this, will you really be able to make real progress towards your goal? Or have you become numb, or are you just deceiving yourself? There are many times when you try your best to pursue, but you can never get it, so has anyone ever asked you if your pursuit is still meaningful?

Suddenly I remembered that the horoscope that Wei Wei read to us at the beginning of the month was like a spell that made all the terrible things come as promised. But in fact, it is just following the famous Murphy's Law: if you are worried about something happening, then it is more likely to happen.

Because, what should come is always coming.

But when I think about it, everything is like all kinds of horrible dreams I had before the exam, and an alarm clock can wake me up from my dreams and start the day happily. However, the wet clothes stuck to my body and the crumpled touch reminded me from time to time that everything was real.

This night, although I thought my luck was terrible, I was unexpectedly lucky to rush back to the dormitory before the lights went out in the dormitory building, and before the dormitory aunt's curfew.

Seeing the dormitory sisters staring at me in amazement, I suddenly felt the last bit of strength in my body being withdrawn, and my eyes went black, plopped, and fell.