I listened blankly and whispered everything.

"You know what? Yang Wei is such a proud person, in the end, he actually wants to ask me, he asked me if I can ask you this sentence? May I ask you if you want to go with him? I've known each other for so long, and I've really never seen Yang Wei who is so unconfident, and Yang Wei who suffers from gains and losses. ”

"But I still rejected him after all."

smiled slightly, but it was full of bitterness. She turned around and rushed out the window, but raised her hands and covered her face.

I looked at her back again, not knowing how to comfort her, but my heart hurt.

After a while, he turned around abruptly, wiping tears from his tears as he rolled over on his bed. After a while, he took out a little penguin and handed it to me.

I was a little surprised.

This little penguin is exactly the same as the one on my bedside, and it was a souvenir from a drama contest. At that time, it should have been all of us who participated in the drama competition, there was such a little penguin.

The little penguin is a repeater and can talk. As soon as you press the button on your stomach, it will record. As soon as you press the bell around your neck, it will play.

Seeing that I was stunned, I shook the penguin slightly. Let me take it.

The moment I reached out, I pressed the button on the little penguin's neck slightly.

"Xiao Ke, I like you. Xiao Ke, I like you. ”

For a moment I burst into tears.

This is the little penguin in Yang Wei's hand, yes. Although Yang Wei's voice changed in the little penguin, I still remember it, and I can still hear it at once.

I remember that when we won the award that day, Yang Wei recorded such a passage on the spot and played it to me.

At that time, such a noisy and cheerful scene, these two sentences were so distant and unreal, I replied to him like a joke, don't make trouble.

But now, when I hear these two sentences again, and think of the sentence on the wall of the café's sticky notes, "If life is only as it was when I first saw it", I can no longer suppress the sadness that I have been suppressing in my heart.

Yang Wei's handsome face appeared more and more clearly in front of him.

From our first chance encounter, to the bits and pieces that followed. He seemed to be the same in all my memories, smiling softly at me. And now, every corner of the mouth in the memory seems to turn into a wound in the heart.

I suddenly picked up two little penguins and ran out of the dorm and downstairs.

In fact, at that moment, my mind went blank, and I didn't know what I was going to do.

I only know that at that moment I suddenly wanted to see Yang Wei, although I had just separated, I just wanted to see him again. Even if it's just for me to look at him again at the end.

Along the way, I asked myself, why the hell did you want to meet him? What do you want to tell him when you see him? Want to change the outcome of the afternoon meeting? Do you have the courage to do that?

After a wild run, I finally stopped far away under the shade of a tree a few hundred meters away from the boys' dormitory where Yang Wei lived.

Since I ran out, Weiwei has been following me closely behind with anxiety. I stopped, and she stopped far behind me.

In this location, you can see the window of Yang Wei's dormitory.

I suddenly realized that I felt like I had walked past the study hall countless nights, and I would always stand here and look in that direction from time to time.

And I found that I didn't know what I wanted, what I thought in my heart. I just didn't dare to face my heart.

What kind of feelings do I have for Yang Wei?

And now, what am I running all the way to so impulsively?

Do you want to repent?

Is his desperate offer to take me away really going to be honored?

Even at this moment, I recognize my feelings, whether I like it or not, is there any point? Will it change anything? Such a separation, you still have to face it in the end, right?

In the face of Yang Wei, I will never be able to do it, I can't do it, I can't do it.

I can't respond to his liking, I can't accompany him to face difficulties, and I can't give up everything for love.

So, what am I standing in this place for?

If we tell him that I like him, but we can't go with him, won't we face a more sad separation in the future?

Just now, Weiwei was still saying that it is best to have a crush on someone and bury it in your heart forever.

If there is no coincidence, never say it.

Like he likes Yang Wei slightly, like Chen Yang likes Yan Xu, he silently hides that like, at least the one who doesn't know, for the rest of his life, life should be better, right?

When I thought of this, my heart suddenly became calmer.

Entanglements, annoyances, likes or dislikes, love or not, all become irrelevant.

If you can't change the ending, but at least you can let the people you like live a little better.

In my own way.

Later, in my memory, the moonlight that night was exceptionally good.

The main road of the school, the plane trees on both sides stand straight, and the two aunts who have their hearts in mind

Holding hands all the way, walking and walking, until the figure was buried in the dark night.

There are many times when the status of girlfriends is irreplaceable by anyone.

We took classes together, studied together, ate together, went to the water room to fetch water together, and even went to the toilet or bathed together. In addition to being together day and night, the most important thing is that two people are together, in countless nights, sharing that girl's heart, some of which others may never know.

And everything related to her will also become the best memory of our youth.