Seeing Each Other for the First Time Chapter 67 (Part I)
The café was another unhappy parting.
It's a day that really doesn't take place.
I dragged back to my dorm room, exhausted, and it was already completely dark.
The familiar journey from the café to the dormitory turned out to be a long night.
The moment I pushed open the dormitory door, I saw my tired face at a glance, and it seemed that I had guessed the ending at once.
Weiwei said that she felt restless all night and had been waiting for me to come back. Because she also wants to know the ending. However, the ending is actually very easy to guess, one is nothing more than a peach blossom on the face, and the other is lifeless.
And as soon as I walked in the door, I had a desperate face.
Seeing me like this, I turned slightly and sighed at the faint moonlight outside the window.
"You know what? Before you went to see Yang Wei, I also went to see him. ”
Slightly facing away from me, as if not talking to me, but into the air outside the window.
"I was going for myself. But in the end, it becomes a mouthpiece for the two of you. I knew that from the beginning, I was in that role. However, I have never complained about anything, and it is precisely because of this that I am ordinary in all aspects, and I have the opportunity to have such an intersection with Yang Wei in obscurity. Actually, I'm very satisfied with this kind of intersection. ”
At this moment, the figure standing in front of the window seemed particularly lonely.
I walked over and patted her on the shoulder, trying to speak, but not knowing what to say.
Actually, after so long, with my sixth sense, I should have guessed that she liked Yang Wei a long time ago.
Thinking of everything in the past, she went back to the dormitory every day, and the topics she talked about were Yang Wei. Her daily focus is also whether Yang Wei is happy or not. Weiwei has no details about Yang Wei, and as my best friend, I didn't even notice it, which was really incompetent.
But she is still trying to help me connect with Yang Wei, just because Yang Wei said that he likes me.
It turns out that liking someone can really lose yourself like this.
I've never paid attention to her feelings for Yang Wei, and I haven't heard her tell her about her thoughts, so that's all about it. However, the relationship between me and Yang Wei is about to leave, and it has gradually become a thorn in her heart, the two of us are together, she is injured, not together, she is still injured.
How sad must she be?
Weiwei turned his head and shook his head with a relaxed smile.
"I know, this is my last chance to let him know that I like him. But when I saw him, the first thing I said was to ask me how Mei Ke was doing. At that moment I was very, very sure that he only had you in his eyes. ”
After a slight pause, he continued.
"yes, how can there be anyone else in his eyes. And even if there were others, it would never be me. So, I decided to get rid of all the thoughts in my head, and let my stupid thoughts always be buried in my heart, and never tell him. In this way, in his heart, I am still the original me, and in my heart, he will always be the original him. ”
Hearing Weiwei say this, I couldn't help but feel a stir in my heart.
In the past two days, I have heard and learned all the love stories about secret love, such as Chen Yang and Yan Xu, such as Weiwei and Yang Wei, and then how Jiacheng and me, as well as me and Yan Xu in the past......
Perhaps, the best ending for a crush seems to be not to say it.
Someone once said that a crush is a one-man mess.
If you say it, you will no longer have a crush, he will never be him again, and you will never be you again.
Is it the feelings that were quietly buried in the bottom of my heart when I was young, it should be regarded as a seed, planted deeply, and when I am old in the future, it will blossom and bear fruit, and I can often recall how bitter and sweet it was to silently like someone back then.
If it does, it probably won't blossom anymore.
If I hadn't been with Yan Xu, maybe many years later, when I recalled this past, it would be nothing more than the sweetness of young infatuation. How can there be such heartache and reluctance to look back now.
Thinking of this, my nose began to sour again. Sometimes, it's better to have nothing happen than to have happened.
"Did he ask you if you wanted to go to the United States with him?"
When she asked this, she looked at me slightly seriously, and the light above her head suddenly became very dazzling, and I couldn't see her expression clearly for a while.
I just hummed softly.
In the past, we all had nothing to say, but now, at this time, in the face of such a thoughtful Weiwei, I suddenly became cautious, because I didn't know that my words would touch the bottom of her heart.
The sadness that wants to love but doesn't dare to love, hidden in my heart, can only be understood by those who have had a crush.
After listening slightly, he smiled indifferently: "He cares most about whether you and Yan Xu are good or not, Yan Xu is the thorn in his heart." If the two of you are good, his heart will hurt, and if you two are not good, his heart will still hurt. ”
It occurred to me that the world was a joke.
Such torturous feelings were actually staged in everyone's hearts in turn, and even Yang Wei did not escape.
"However, after thinking about it, I didn't hold back after all, and told him everything that happened to you and Yan Xu recently. Yan Xu's goodbye is sad. He was sad to hear, so he plucked up the courage and said that he wanted to take you away no matter what. He told me that he was fully capable of taking you to the United States, that money was not a problem, that exams were not a problem, that everything was not a problem, but the more he talked, the less confident he became. ”