Chapter 5 Borrowing Yang from Yin

I stared at the frozen computer screen and asked myself: Why did Cai Wei secretly do this without me? What secrets and truths are hidden behind all this?

I made up my mind, no matter what I am today, I must ask Cai Wei to understand in person, why is she hiding these things from me, and what is the purpose of her doing this?

How did I survive this long and unforgettable day, I have no sense of time. I sat on the sofa in the living room in a daze, leaning my head against the sofa, looking at the ceiling in a daze.

Once what the fortune teller told me was true, and Cai Wei no longer loved me, but fell in love with another man, I really didn't know how to face and bear all this.

I didn't dare to continue to think about it, and tried to remind myself not to think about things in the worst direction, what kind of woman Caiwei is, no one knows better than me, she will definitely not fall in love with someone else, she will definitely not ......

While reminding myself in my heart, the scenes with Cai Wei before kept coming to mind, and I tried to shake my head so that I would no longer remember.

But memories are like foam in water, the harder you press it, the harder it bounces, and the more I don't want to think about it, the more uncontrollable the memories become.

The more I reminisce about the good things before, the more painful it is to face this strange and desperate thing now.

At the same time, the only reason left in my heart told me and reminded me that maybe there must be something unspeakable about what Cai Wei did.

It wasn't until about 3 o'clock in the afternoon that Cai Wei climbed the mountain and didn't come back. So far, I've been sitting on the couch in the living room, not getting a drop of water.

When Cai Wei came into the house and saw me, she didn't speak, and habitually walked towards the bathroom, ready to take a shower first.

I stood up at this time and stopped her: "Cai Wei, you wait first, I have something to ask you." ā€

When Cai Wei heard my words, she stopped and turned her head to look at me and asked suspiciously, "What is Qin Sheng?" I see you have a serious face. ā€

"Cai Wei, I still can't figure out where the paper ashes and burnt smell in our room come from? Why is there every day? And why do you bark like crazy every time you see me? "I already know the truth, but I want to give her one last chance to tell me everything herself.

But the result was still disappointing to me, and Cai Wei's hypocritical face immediately had a puzzled expression, and then said to me:

"Qinsheng, I guess it should be the last July and a half, there are a lot of paper money burned nearby, and the windows of our house are often open, there must be some smell of burnt paste, don't think about it yourself."

Listening to Cai Wei's words to me, the last trace of fantasy and expectation for her in my heart was completely wiped out by her lies.

"You're still lying to me?" I held back the anger in my heart and looked at Cai Wei and said.

"I ...... I lied to you? What did I lie to you? Where did I lie to you? While Cai Wei asked me rhetorically, her face was full of grievances.

At this time, I saw everything in the surveillance video, and I couldn't help but believe her.

"Okay, you don't tell the truth yet, do you, come in with me and see for yourself!" I'm really hot now, I walked up and grabbed Cai Wei's arm, pulled her close to the computer screen in the bedroom, and turned on the surveillance video that I had watched many times.

After Cai Wei saw the picture on the computer screen, her body trembled, and she was stunned, and after a long time, she let out a long breath, relieved herself, turned her head to look at me, and her red lips opened slightly, wanting to say something, but finally swallowed it back.

At the same time, I seemed to see a cold look in her eyes, and it flashed by so much that I couldn't be sure if I was wrong.

"What else do you want to say now?" I broke the ice between the two of us and asked.

Cai Wei confronted me in front of the evidence, and chose to remain silent.

At this moment, the fire that I had been holding down broke out instantly, and I pointed to the computer screen and yelled at her:

"Ye Caiwei! What the hell is going on?! Why are you kneeling at the head of the bed and kowtowing to me to burn paper money?! What have I done to you in my three years with you?! You've been hiding it from me! Lie to me! ā€

When Cai Wei heard my words, she looked at me and said in a trembling voice:

"Qinsheng, right...... I'm sorry, I'm really sorry for you......"

"I don't want the words sorry! It's the answer, why are you doing all this? Why do you kneel in front of the head of the bed and kowtow to me? Why do I dream of my own corpse every day? Why is a dog barking like crazy when he sees me? What's behind me? What's going on with all of this? You tell me!!! I shouted hoarsely, gasped for breath, and then asked Cai Wei:

"You know all this, you must know it, now I just want the truth, tell me the truth, I'm really fed up!!"

Cai Wei lowered her head and did not look at me, standing in front of me trembling, but she still did not speak, and answered all my questions in a sobbing voice.

At this moment, I suddenly realized that I loved her as everything, and she deceived me as a stupid X.

"Cai Wei, let me ask you one last time, what the hell is going on?!"

When Cai Wei heard my words, she bit her lower lip tightly, as if she had made up her mind, raised her head to look at me and said, "Qinsheng, I ...... I don't know what to tell you. ā€

"If you still have any respect for me, you should tell me all." The strange image of Cai Wei kneeling at the head of the bed and burning paper money for me is deeply etched in my mind and lingers.

"Okay, I'll tell you everything, but before I tell you, can I ask you a question?" Cai Wei said.

I nodded, "Yes, you ask." ā€

"Qinsheng, tell me seriously, do you love me?" Cai Wei asked, staring at me with both eyes.

"Love, love." I replied without thinking.

"Okay, then I'll tell you, actually...... In fact, when I do this, I am using the technique of yin and evil to borrow your yang longevity. As Cai Wei watched me say this, I could clearly see her facial muscles trembling slightly.

"Borrow my Yangshou? What do you mean? When I asked this, I seemed to understand what the old fortune teller had told me.

"It means...... is to use your yang longevity to make up for my life. Cai Wei said.

Finally, I understood what the old fortune teller had told me: 'If you keep with your girlfriend, you won't live for a week!' ’

"Borrow my yang shou to make up for your life, why do you want to borrow my yang shou?" Although the words that Cai Wei and the old fortune teller said from their mouths were unbelievable, after experiencing so many strange things, I began to feel that there were many things in this world that I had never been exposed to before.

Cai Wei did not rush to answer my words, but turned around and walked to the front of the wardrobe, opened the closet, took out a folded white paper from the compartment below and handed it to me.

I took it and opened it, and it was a physical examination report of magnetic resonance, with three words marked with a red line:

"Pancreatic cancer."

"When I went to the hospital for a physical examination two months ago, I was diagnosed with gastric adenocarcinoma, and I didn't believe it, and I went to do magnetic nuclear resonance, and it was determined that it was pancreatic cancer stage III., that is, advanced ......," Cai Wei said in a calm tone as she looked at me.

I looked at this MRI physical examination list, and my heart was turbulent, I knew that Cai Wei's stomach had always been bad, and she couldn't sleep because of the pain, but I never thought it was pancreatic cancer!

"The doctor told me I would live for up to 5 months, and I ...... I don't want to die...... I really don't want to die......" Cai Wei said as she looked at me with a slightly apologetic face.

At this time, I was stunned on the spot, and it took a long time to react, and I was about to speak, but Cai Wei said to me before me:

"Koto-san, do you know how miserable I am right now?! My life has just begun, I am not reconciled, I am only 24 years old, there are parents at home, they only have one daughter, what should they do if I die? I—I don't want to die......" Cai Wei looked at me, and her lips began to tremble slightly as she spoke.

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