Maybe it was the reason for the MRI physical examination report in my hand, at this time I suddenly calmed down, took a deep breath, looked at Cai Wei and asked:

"Cai Wei, why didn't you tell me if you have pancreatic cancer, as long as you tell me, I am willing to spend any difficulties with you, but you hide it from me...... Even you have been borrowing my yang shou and never told me, are you fair to me like this? And where did you learn this method of borrowing Yangshou? ”

"Qin Sheng, the reason why I am hiding it from you is that I am not sure that after I tell you the truth, you will lend Yang Shou to me." Cai Wei said.

"Don't you think you're being selfish in doing this?" I'm starting to think that Cai Wei has really changed.

"Everyone is selfish." When Cai Wei answered my sentence, her eyes stared at me without the slightest evasion, which made me wonder if she was still the Cai Wei I loved three years ago.

"Qinsheng, you told me before, you love me, right? Since you love me, then lend me twenty years of yang life, and it will be twenty years. As Cai Wei said this, I could clearly see the look of greed and expectation in her eyes.

After hearing this sentence and seeing the greedy look in Cai Wei's eyes, I was shocked, and I didn't believe that the sentence just now came from Cai Wei's mouth, was she still the kind, gentle, and considerate Cai Wei I knew before?

She seems to be a completely different person today, and I don't recognize her at all.

Is the human heart really as fickle as the June sky?

In fact, to speak from the heart, I love Caiwei, I love it very much, I can even promise the so-called "borrowing Yangshou", as long as I can let her continue to live, as long as I can give.

But the only thing I can't accept is deception and concealment, if she really loves me or if she is still the Caiwei I used to know, she will definitely not do this!

"What? You won't? Cai Wei saw that I was standing in the distance and didn't answer her words, and there was obviously a hint of coldness in her words.

"I really don't want it now, let alone twenty years, not for a year." I watched Cai Wei deliberately say this, just to see how much she had changed.

When Cai Wei heard my words, she looked at me and sneered and said:

"Hehehehe...... Shen Qinsheng, I really misjudged you, and I love the wrong person, do you say you're still a man? You keep saying you love me, but have you done it? If you really love me, can you bear to watch me die? You selfish, duplicitous villain!! ”

"Am I selfish?! You didn't say a word from me, so you came to borrow my yang longevity, but you said that I was selfish at this time? Caiwei, let me tell you, I don't care if you borrow my yang shou or not, but I care if you deceive me!! What did you take me for?! The life that my parents gave me, you don't have to say hello, you can take it if you want?! I couldn't take it anymore and yelled at Caiwei.

After hearing my roar, Cai Wei lowered her head and was silent, and after a short silence, she raised her head again and looked at me and said, "Qin Sheng, I know that it is my fault that I hid from you to borrow your Yangshou, but I ...... I just want to live. When Cai Wei said this, the tears that had been stagnating in her eyes burst out of her eyes.

Looking at Cai Wei's tearful cheeks and her desperate eyes, my heart softened at this moment......

Death is terrible to anyone.

"Qin Sheng, I can tell you that if a person has not experienced the fear of death, it is impossible to understand my current feelings, I am afraid of death, I am afraid that I will never see my parents again, and I am also afraid that I will never see you again......" Cai Wei said the louder she sobbed.

Originally, the anger in my heart that she had aroused just now was extinguished with her tears falling to the ground, no matter what changes happened to the woman standing in front of me, what she did to be sorry for me, she was the person I loved the most.

"Cai Wei, I want to know, where did you learn that evil art of borrowing Yang Shou? If you kneel at the head of the bed and kowtow to me and burn paper, can you really lend me my longevity to you? I asked.

"I was in a hurry to go to the hospital, and I went to the hospital for examinations everywhere, and a foreigner came to me at the Second People's Hospital and asked me if I wanted to continue living, and then he taught me this yin and evil technique of borrowing yang longevity." Cai Wei said.

"Foreigners? Which country is it from? Why did he teach you this evil technique? I asked, looking at Cai Wei.

Cai Wei recalled for a while and said: "I don't know what country that person is from, he can be thirty or forty years old, and he speaks very stiff Mandarin. As for why he took the initiative to find me and give me this evil technique, I asked, but he didn't tell me. ”

"Okay, then let me ask you again, so far, how many years have you borrowed my yang shou with this evil art of borrowing yang shou?" I asked.

"Less than five years." Cai Wei said these four words to me very naturally, and there was not the slightest guilt in her words, as if she deserved to lend her the five-year Yangshou book.

"Qinsheng, I've told you everything I should have told you, what else do you want to ask me?" Cai Wei asked when she saw that I didn't speak again.

I just stood there, staring at Cai Wei's face, naively trying to see even the slightest hint of apology on her face, but I couldn't see it at all. I had no choice but to ask:

"Can you take me with you tonight to meet the foreigner who taught you the magic of borrowing your life?"

Cai Wei shook her head and replied decisively: "No." ”

"Why?!" The anger that had been suppressed in her heart was once again ignited by the two words that Cai Wei had just said.

"I promised the man that I wouldn't give anyone his address and name." Cai Wei said in a paused tone, looked at me and asked:

"Qin Sheng, I answered you truthfully when you asked me, should you also answer me a question now?"

I let out a breath and said, "You ask." ”

Cai Wei hesitated for a moment, then asked:

"Qin Sheng, I have confessed the truth to you, will you continue to lend me Yangshou in the future?"

At this moment, at this moment, I really wondered if my ears had heard it wrong, and I couldn't help blurting out:

"What did you just say?"

"I said that you will continue to lend me Yangshou in the future?" When Cai Wei looked at me and said this, there was no guilt in her eyes, no self-blame, only a selfish and terrible desire to prolong her life!

"Ye Caiwei, you are really enough! You deceived me, did all this behind my back, and took away my five years of yang shou without saying a word, what did I say? But at this time, you also told me if you could continue to lend you Yangshou, and your conscience was eaten by the dog?!!! "The more I talk about it, the more angry I become, this is the first time I've been so angry with Cai Wei since I met her for three years!

"Smack!!" With a crisp sound in the room, my face was burning with pain, and Cai Wei had just slapped me with enough force, and I could feel the corners of my mouth already spilling blood.

"Shen Qinsheng, you bastard!!" Cai Wei looked at me and continued to scold: "Since you don't want to lend me Yang Shouzhi, why do you do this? Yes, I hid it from you when I borrowed my life before, and I didn't tell you, it was my fault, but now I have told you all the truth, and I also admit my mistake, why are you still holding on to the previous things? You keep saying that you love me, that you will give everything for me, where is your love? Where is all your efforts? You don't care about my life or my death, where is your love for me?! ”

Looking at Cai Wei now, I don't know how to communicate with her, and now she has completely become a different person.

Cai Wei wiped the tears from her face, looked at me and asked:

"Qin Sheng, let me ask you one last time, are you willing to continue Yangshou to me?"

I didn't speak, and my heart was completely cold at this moment......

"Okay, okay...... You won't lend me Yangshou, will you? I'm leaving! After Cai Wei finished speaking, I didn't wait for me to open my mouth and turn around, when a loud door closing sounded, but my heart was shattered by the heavy sound of the door closing.

I didn't catch up, standing alone in the living room was like sinking to the bottom of an icy lake, leaving me breathless and almost suffocating!

It was as if there were countless sharp knives with barbs in the cold and piercing water, and when I fell, they pierced me into the heart!!

A feeling of colic suddenly came from my heart, making my body tremble uncontrollably, and tears slipped uncontrollably at this moment.

I've always been strong, I haven't cried for many years, and I seem to have forgotten that tears are astringent......